#mikoto x totsuka

[homras-mother]

If I need to pull up receipts I'll happily do so but friendly reminder that

- The writers said that Mikoto and Totsuka had a "special relationship" that others would think is "unmanly" even going as far as to say their relationship was "kept a secret"

- Izumo saying that only Totsuka could tame the beast inside of Mikoto.

- Izumo ACKNOWLEDGING that he himself couldn't make Mikoto stay and understood Totsuka's important to Mikoto and why Mikoto had to do this.

- Don't forget that Mikoto and Totsuka were alone in heaven together with one bed. Homosexuals <3

- In the Kingdom of Red novel, the parallels to Ichigen telling Totsuka he'll find his king and Honami, Mikoto's teacher telling Mikoto that he's going to find someone that's going to break down his walls and be that important figure who's going to make him the center for everyone else

- How Totsuka Is the ONLY person that Mikoto goes "who hurt you" and is ready to rip heads off.

- In a side manga for a celebration, Izumo has literally thought about killing Mikoto to end his suffering, but Totsuka is there to remind him that Mikoto can be reigned back, his thoughts literally being "so many times I've thought: I should put an end to this. Grant him peace. But every time, you'd calm the flame".

- Mikoto doesn't genuinely smile. Only when he's with Totsuka. One of the writers kinda mentions this.

- Totsuka reads Mikoto like a freaking BOOK and knows his true feelings and inner thoughts. The writers talk about this.

- Totsuka is very important to Homra, to MIKOTO. So when he died, everything literally fell apart. I'm sorry, but only for Totsuka would Mikoto basically kill himself. If it was someone else important to him that died, he would get his revenge but not kill himself if Totsuka was there to reign him in.

- Mikoto was the very first attachment that Totsuka had gotten and also got incredibly attached to Homra. In Totsuka's childhood, he didn't have many real attachments outside of this.

Here's a couple of quotes by a writer regarding Mikoto and Totsuka's relationship

And what does Mikoto do on Valentine's Day? Immediately and ONLY think of Totsuka's birthday.

Also this hurts 😭😭

Anyways yea this is all I have to say for now. But I love them so much and they're canon and AHHHHHHHHHH

But yes pls come join me in Mikototsu hell <3

[thealmightysimpren]

Since K Project is part of your requests list: do you think you can do Mikoto and Totsuka and something like where they realize/start to realize they're in love with the other? 👀👀

OFFCCCC! Thank u for being the first person to respond to my post, and I’ll try my best!!!😁😁😁.

okay so I need the ppl who read this to give me as much fed back as possible. Piz and thxxx u.

✨It was a normal day for the HOMAR gang Totsuka was sleeping on the couch of the bar misaki and kamamato were fighting as usual with Mr. Kusanagi in the background looking pissed off and we can't forget the beautiful Anna who was looking at her red beads. ✨*YAWN* (guess who decided to wake up) rubbing his eyes lazily Totsuka stretches and stands up “man~ that was a good nap!” “Well well well look who decided to get up, want a drink?” Says kusanagi while cleaning a glass cup. “No thank you, but I do want to go to the convenient store, anyone wanna come with?” Totsuka asks with a silly smile looking around the room. After a few moments Totsuka sighs in defeat “guess I’ll go all by my lonesome..” “wait a damn minute I need some more cigarettes while ur there” says the beautiful mikoto!!! “Yay I now have a shopping buddy!” Tosuka yells gleefully. At Totsuka s word mikotos face contorts into a scowl “that’s now what I meant idiot” “huh? Then what did u mean?” Makato stays silent for a few seconds before speaking “ya know what never mind I need a few other things from the store” mikoto says while looking to the side.

✨✨✨✨✨✨Time Skip✨✨✨✨✨✨

✨it’s been several days since then and the HOMAR gang has noticed that mikoto and Totsuka have slowly been spending more time together. Totsuka has noticed this as well and he thinks he knows why…it’s because…..mikoto is LONELY! (jk jk Totsuka isn’t that dumb ….I think?) he has a feeling that mikoto likes he and he can say he doesn’t feel the same way I mean what is there to not like about him he’s caring in his own way, sexy, and is a big tsundere basically a big ol’ bear. But these feelings aren’t really knew or surprising he has always had a small gut feeling that he likes mikoto. ✨mikoto on the other hand isn’t quite sure of what he’s feeling and doesn’t really understand why he wants to hang out with Totsuka so much lately but he isn’t TOTALLY oblivious he knows he thinks Totsuka is cute and the way he acts like a idiot on purpose is annoying but also adorable. so he decides to confirm his feeling but just as he was thinking of a way to do this Totsuka bursts into his room and shows a posted to mikoto “ Hey King let’s go to this festival together!” Mikoto agrees without a second thought knowing this is his chance. “Yay time to go shopping with the king!!!” Totsuka says grabbing mikotos hand starts to drag him around catching mikoto off guard but he still lets himself get dragged away. ✨as the two are shopping they get more close to each other and their feelings grow.

✨a few days later it’s time for the festival and Totsuka and mikoto are walking side by side in their new kimonos that they just bought, and you better believe it was a pain in the ass to get mikoto into that kimono it was like going through all 7 rings of hell back and forth but in the end the gang finally got him to wear it somehow. As the night went on they stopped at many food stalls and game stalls one in particular was a little fishing stall, once Totsuka saw this stall he was in love and dragged mikoto to the stall while holding hands. It was finally the end of the night and both were now certain they had feelings for each other but did know if they should make a move so they continued this relationship for a while.

bro I need help with tags lol

[shadowstar123]

Need help finding a fic!!!

Its a mikoto suoh x reader/oc (i cant remeber if its reader/oc) fic on fanfiction. Its maybe a 2 or 3 part series. Idk...one of the titles might be something similar to 'Fire Starters'??? Basically, it starts off with them as teenagers hanging out at school. They get their powers. The green queen teaches the red queen and king how to help control each other powers. Fast forward they live at the bar. Reader sings pretty, gets kidnapped. Time skip, reader had a mikoto's kid cute boy. The red clan kinda attacks the place shes staying at without knowing shes there. She sends her son to find his dad. Skip skip skip she manages to calm mikoto s power but got burnt. Skip skip skip they basically parent both their son and anna. Skip skip skip they have twins. Need to move to a new house. The red clan helps them find their new house. Theres a pool scene sometime when she was pregnant. I READ THIS FIC LIKE YEARSSSSSS AGO. I really cant find it on fanfiction anymore. pls send helps

[endless-season]

9 Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

tagged by @defeateddetectives /o/

3 ships you like: *looks into void* do I even have 3 proper ships

1) MikoIzuTotsu (Suoh Mikoto x Kusanagi Izumo x Totsuka Tatara) - K

And no one was surprised. I MEAN ITS BEEN OVER TEN YEARS. BUT A GOOD CHUNK OF THOSE TEN YEARS WERE DEDICATED TO HOMURA TRIO (well technically... the real answer is Totsuka Tatara however we will ignore that for the sake of this meme). Get yourself two others who will go through it all with you thick or thin. Get yourself a leash i mean what. Get yourself a Kusanagi-san! Settle down in a bar and raise i mean gather a gang family!

2) Qin Jiu x You Huo - Global Examination

Felt obligated to include them since I'm currently trying to drag ppl to read this lmao. Also bc i have no ships to answer with, help. BUT THE CHEMISTRY! I mean, this is probably the first time I clearly see what people mean by the word ~ chemistry ~. Qin Jiu is such a chaotic menace, You Huo is such a chaotic menace, they are similar but also different and then put them together and everyone suffers, it's beautiful *wipes tear*. But they are also so so so soft together (i was going to say, in private.... but also in front of people's salad so!!!) *clutches heart*. The author, 木��里 just does a create job exploring the two throughout the story, READ GLOBAL EXAMINATION! THERE'S ALSO AN ONGOING MANHUA THAT COVERS LIKE A THIRD. DO IT. and then send me liveblogs pls and thanks.

3) H-h-help... ships... are hard... I... don't ...

first ship ever: IzuTotsu (Kusanagi Izumo x Totsuka Tatara) - K Shamelessly links to that post where I sobbed over everything #Actual Marriage Goals The trust! The intuitive understanding! The communication! (sorry Mikoto, your grunting fails you) The ~ G o S s i P i n g ~ ! The mutual support and comfort ;_;! The domesticity of it all! The quipping and doting! The we're all in this (this = Mikoto doom but with matching wing tattoos) together! The seemless division of labor haha

last song you heard: i turned on my playlist when i saw this question so that by the time i finish answering the meme and come back to this question, i will have an answer… Anyways, so the answer is…. ~ wHAT A coINcindENce ~ Dark Night Fireworks, Lucien's season 1 theme from MLQC.

favourite childhood book: Uh........ idk.... Deltora Quest? Alex Rider series? If manga counts then maybe Detective Conan? lmao.

currently reading: I’m Not Shouldering This Blame (这锅我不背) Current novel in my danmei binging spree. 40 chaps in, enjoying it so far. Synopsis gives a pretty good idea of what to expect. Hordes of book transmigrators trying to derail or benefit from knowing the plot, military dealing with the supernatural mess and notifying MC and ML who are supposedly the villains, MC... just trying to work in peace cmon, ML... just trying to seduce MC cmon.

currently watching: Frieren: Beyond Journey’s End Just finished it over the last few days hence why there's a few posts in my queue. It’s nice and chill. I admit I was eyeing Himmel the moment he appeared in the first episode and didn't know whether to laugh or cry at his instant transformation / flashforward to old bald man. Was pleasantly surprised to see him appearing constantly in flashbacks haunting the narrative ethereal dead wife style lmao.

currently consuming: I waited for dinner to write this! Was lazy tonight so just a bunch of easy to prep in 5 min sides. Rice, Prawn dumplings, Chilli Bamboo (Fu Chi brand), Century Egg + Tofu + Pork floss, Smashed cucumber salad that I managed to ruin :/

currently craving: A reason to live A shiny new satisfying fandom obsession... Motivation and energy and wisdom to adult... A yakult and WangLaoJi... ... ...... *walks to fridge and grabs yakult and wanglaoji*

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A rare meme where I'm gonna actually tag!!! See what ppl are up to and eating these days >:)

@qserasera @chiaki-c @nervous-sheep @alice-chan-chan @jelly-cooperation

@laxmiree @caesurables @pu-san @vanishing-apples @dijeh

@ittybi @ellie-winthrope @bloomingmitsuri @a-justaway-is-just-a-justaway @constastan

As usual feel free to skip if tagged or do even if not tagged :> Edit: why is tagging not working *squints*

[anime-ships-all-good]

Totsuka Tatara x Suoh Mikoto

K Project

[heartlessfujoshi]

a good feeling pt 5 - a k project fanfic

Title: A Good Feeling Part 5 of 5 Title: Alone Fandom: K Project Pairing: MikoIzuTotsu (Mikoto Suoh x Izumo Kusanagi x Tatara Totsuka) Rating: General (Angst with a Happy (?) Ending) Word Count: ~2,245

Summary: It’s been a few weeks since the battle on the island, and Izumo is trying to find his way - alone.

A/N: Here’s the final update to this story for @kresurrectionfest! It’s been fun writing for this fandom again. :) Please enjoy!

Pt 1 - Pt 2 - Pt 3 - Pt 4

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Izumo is struggling. He is grateful that he has to adhere to a routine for Anna’s sake, but at times, the routine is stifling. He’s barely keeping it together, hanging on by a thread as he goes through the motions, keeping his clan members upbeat and cheerful when they’re anything but not, and keeping the bar open for business. 

It’s been two weeks since Mikoto met his demise at the hand of the Blue King. Izumo knows that it’s better that Mikoto met a peaceful ending, as his Weissman levels were out of control, but that doesn’t make the pain any easier to deal with. He’s comforted all the members of HOMRA, including his precious princess Anna, who didn’t deserve to have two men taken from her so quickly. If Mikoto hadn’t done what he’d done, Izumo knows that the city would have been annihilated by his powers. 

It had been the right decision. 

But that doesn’t make it hurt any less. 

“Take the night off.” He looks up, and sees Eric standing by the bar. “We can handle things here tonight, Izumo.” 

He shakes his head. “No, I need to stay.” 

“Go.” Anna tugs on his jacket, staring up at him. “You need to go, Izumo.” 

“No, I don’t.” He kneels down to her level. “Who will look after you? Where would I go?” 

“Go somewhere where their ghosts can’t haunt you.” Anna looks at one of her red marbles, as Izumo’s eyes widen at her suggestion. “I will be okay.” 

“She will!” Misaki appears on the other side of the bar. “We’ll keep her safe, won’t we?” 

“We will.” Rikio nods his head. “You can trust us, Izumo. Go. Get out of here.” 

He sighs. “Fine. But I won’t be gone long.” 

“Stay out all night.” Misaki holds up his pinky to Anna, who hooks her own pinky to it and they shake, laughing together. 

Looking around the bar, he sees his fellow clansmen all looking to be in better spirits than he is. They had a connection to their King, but his was different. His connection to Mikoto had always been different. He feels that now, more than ever. “Fine.” He grabs a fresh pack of smokes from behind the bar, and puts his coat on. “Lock up at midnight.” He tosses the keys to Misaki, who catches them with one hand. “I’ve got another set on me.” He taps his pocket. “Make sure Anna eats, and gets to bed at a reasonable time.” 

“Yes, Izumo!” Yata salutes as Izumo puts his coat on, and walks out of the bar. 

It’s snowing, light soft flakes falling from the sky. His feet crunch the soft snow on the ground, his hands going into his pockets. He isn’t cold. With Mikoto gone, he still has the red flame inside of him - his flame refuses to die out. His hands stay deep in his pockets, keeping his head down as he travels across the city, his feet going on their own journey as he stays locked inside of his own head. 

A half hour later, he notices he’s in Scepter 4’s territory. Figures. He sees that there’s a bar across the street that looks quaint and quiet. There’s a set of cameras on a lamppost, which he waves to, knowing that Scepter 4 is monitoring him. He crosses the street and heads into the bar.

It’s quiet inside the establishment, a jazz trio playing off to the side of the bar, only a few patrons sitting at tables and even fewer are at the bar. Izumo approaches the bar and takes a seat on the end, pulling his pack of smokes out to rest them on the bar. An ashtray is put down in front of him by the bartender, who asks what his drink of choice is. He rattles off a top shelf rum. If he’s going to drink somewhere else, he’s going to pay for it. 

A glass is set down in front of him, the golden color liquid poured in front of him. The bartender pours a double shot, then waves his hand when Izumo tries to pay. “Your money's no good here, Mr. Kusanagi.” 

“Fine. Be that way.” He rolls his eyes, picking up his pack of cigarettes. He lights one with a snap of his fingers, the sparks from his power enough to ignite the tobacco. He takes a deep inhale, and then blows the smoke up towards the ceiling before picking up his liquor. He savors the first sip, this particular brand much pricier than most they serve in the city. 

The stool next to him moves. “You seem to be lost.” A feminine voice speaks to him with the authority he’s come to know and despise over the years. 

“Seri.” He turns and looks at Scepter 4’s lieutenant. “What brings you to this bar on this beautifully warm night?” 

“How much has he had?” Seri asks the bartender. 

“A sip.” The bartender shrugs. 

Izumo grins, and picks up the glass. “Cheers. Whatever the lady wants. I insist on paying for her, since you won’t take my money. Asshole.” He mutters the last word under his breath, Seri shaking her head at him as she’s heard him.

“You’re a real treat tonight, aren’t you?” Seri shakes her head. “A glass of wine. And he does not have to pay. I will pay for myself.” She puts her card on the bar, and the bartender takes it without a word. “Why are you here, Izumo?” 

He drops the grin, his shoulders slumping. “I don’t know.” 

“Come with me.” Seri picks up both of their drinks, and makes her way to a corner of the bar where no one is sitting, and the jazz music can barely be heard. 

Following her, he waits for her to take a seat before sitting down across from her, his back now towards the bar. Showing her that he trusts her to not be luring him into a trap. Not that HOMRA has any misgivings about what Scepter 4 did, but still. It takes a lot for him to be sitting in this vulnerable position, which Seri can see. 

“Why are you here?” She asks him again, lifting her glass as he takes his own sip of rum before taking a drag on his still lit cigarette. “And, why haven’t you offered me one?” 

He pulls his pack out, and offers her a smoke, lighting it the same way he did his own. Once upon a time, the two of them might have had a different relationship, but after one or two nights with her, things became serious between him and Mikoto, and then Tatara. It works better this way, if they remain confidants to one another, rather than the messy entanglement sex tends to bring. 

“Anna told me I needed to leave, to get away from the ghosts.” 

“Mikoto and Tatara?” 

Izumo nods, dropping his head as he feels tears well in his eyes. “I hate that they’re both gone.” 

“I know.” She puts her well manicured hand over his, and squeezes it with a fondness Izumo doesn’t know he needs until it appears. He holds tight to her hand, keeping his eyes on his knees as he lets the overwhelming sadness pass. “It isn’t going to be easy. But that doesn’t mean you have to do this alone, Izumo.” 

“I’m not alone.” 

“You know what I mean.” 

He glances at her, before returning his eyes to the table. “While that offer is very tempting, I’m afraid my poor broken heart would be no good in bed right now.” 

“Bed?” Seri laughs. “No, you idiot. I meant as a friend.” She takes a drag on her cigarette. “You and your one track mind. No wonder you’re in such a bad mood. When’s the last time you got laid?” 

“The morning Tatara died.” 

“You and Mikoto?” 

“If you recall, things were pretty bad after that happened.” He gives her a look, and she instantly apologizes with her eyes. “It’s fine. It’s no big deal. Now, we have to figure out who our next King is going to be.” 

“Sounds like a challenging task.” 

“I think I might go to Germany.” 

Her eyebrows raise up. “Really? For the slates?” 

He nods. “Yes. Plus, maybe what I need is a change of scenery.” 

“What about Anna?” 

“I’m sure Yata and the others can keep her safe while I’m gone.” He finishes his rum, and sighs. “Maybe it’s the need to chase something. Get answers.” 

“Like what?” 

“Like, why did Mikoto’s powers have to spike like that? What was different about him?” He takes one last drag on his smoke. “Don’t tell your boss.” 

“I won’t.” Seri lifts her head as he stands up. “Are you leaving?” 

“I should go.” He puts his hands back into his pockets. “It was a pleasure sharing a drink with you, Seri.” 

“Stick around for a while, Izu.” She reaches for his hand, and pulls on his wrist, trying to get him to return to a sitting position. 

He shakes his head. “I won’t be good company right now.” He gives her a sad smile. “I’ll reach out when I return, okay?” 

“You better.” Seri drops her hand, and then raises her wine glass to him. “Be safe out there, Izumo.” 

“I will.” He turns around, and heads back out of the bar. 

His feet take him to the building where Tatara had met his untimely end. He hadn’t been back to this place since it had happened. The pain is still raw, and his heart is breaking inside of his chest as he sees the spot where they’d found him. Snow is covering the roof, any sign of mayhem no longer visible. 

Sitting against the ledge, he looks at the spot and can feel his heart pumping faster. “Damn it.” He whispers, the tears that had first appeared in the bar returning full force as he stares at the ghost he knows isn’t there. “Why did you have to leave?” 

No one answers. Because of course there would be no answer - ghosts aren’t real. Izumo lights another cigarette, and stares out at the night. “You should be happy. We took our revenge, but it cost us Mikoto’s life.” His fingers push through the cold snow, holding onto the ledge as he looks over at where HOMRA is. “I bet you two are having the time of your undead lives together.” 

He sniffles, shaking his head. “Damn it.” He crushes his cigarette, then uses his powers to incinerate it. “You two weren’t supposed to leave me.” His voice breaks, as another deep sob leaves his mouth. “Stupid assholes.” 

The tears continue to fall for a good ten minutes, while he allows himself to grieve. He hasn’t had the chance to do this, as he’s been too busy with making sure that Anna is alright. She’s his number one priority, as she was Mikoto’s. They had taken her in, and now he has to make sure that she’s cared for. For her to tell him he needed this time away, it makes her mature beyond her years. And he hates that. She doesn’t deserve this life. She deserves to be a child. 

Finishing his cigarette, he stands where Tatara took his last breath. “I miss you. I will always miss you. Please, take care of Mikoto, would you? I’ll be there, in time. Not yet, though. I’ve got people that need me.” He blinks away a few more tears, and heads down the stairs. 

Had he turned around, he would have seen two red auras close together, his two friends who had left him alone in this world watching over him from a different plane. Their red auras fade, the door closing to the roof as Izumo heads back to his bar. 

He unlocks the door, and sees that everything is still in order. Thankful for that, he then heads upstairs to his residence, and sees Yata has a book in his hand, with Anna sleeping against him. It appears that Yata has fallen asleep while reading, as he’s snoring softly. 

Izumo carefully pries the book from his hands, and rustles his hair. “Hey, Misaki.” 

“Wuzzit?” Misaki blinks, then yawns. “Shoot, did I fall asleep?” 

“You did.” Izumo smiles. “You can go. I’ll look after her now.” 

“Feel better now, Izumo?” 

“Yes, I believe I do feel better now.” He smiles, and helps Anna get into a better position on the bed, before leaving her room with Misaki in tow. “Listen. I think I’m going to be taking a trip soon. Will you keep Anna safe while I’m gone? The others…” He sighs. “They can do as they please. We have no King.” 

“Of course!” Yata nods his head, but then shakes it. “We’ll make sure she’s safe. But Izumo, about our King, we-” 

“Thank you.” He walks Misaki out, then heads back upstairs, not interested in hearing what he was going to say about their absent King. 

He has taken to sleeping in Mikoto’s bed, as it still smells like him. As he lays down, he surrounds himself with memories of his lovers. He cries again, but the tears don’t last as long as they did before. He knows that both Mikoto and Tatara are together, and that brings a solemn comfort to him. One day, they’ll be together again. For now, though, he’s alone. 

Alone, and at peace. 

With a smile on his face, Izumo falls asleep, hugging Mikoto’s pillow to his chest. The two red auras return, and watch over him as he slumbers, disappearing in the morning. His lovers will always be there for him, even if it’s only in spirit. 

[ridiasfangirlings]

Darker Than Black au for K?

Imagine AU where the clans are instead groups of Contractors who all have different goals, like S4 believes Contractors gained their abilities in order to keep the peace for normal humans, Homra believes their powers should be used to live freely and protect those who slip through the cracks of society, Timeless Palace tries to hide the existence of Contractors and superpowers, while jungle wants to create a world where everyone becomes a Contractor and there are no more normal humans. The Sword of Damocles is like a manifestation of power that certain very strong Contractors have, the payment for using their powers is that the Sword will become more damaged each time. As such the Kings have to be careful in their use, like imagine Kokujouji despite being the strongest King almost never uses his actual full power while Mikoto just continues to recklessly use his to protect the people he cares about even though he knows that each time his Sword becomes closer and closer to falling. 

I like the idea that the members of their organizations all have similar powers too, like a lot of the Homra guys have fire-based powers. Imagine Kusanagi’s remuneration is to make cocktails, he even has like a little portable kit he brings along on missions so he can whip something up as needed after a fight. Totsuka’s only ability is to calm others, like a touch by him helps regulate the mood of the person he touches. He’s the only one who can help Mikoto stabilize his mood and abilities, but the price is that Totsuka loses years off his theoretical lifespan every time he uses it — the ‘theoretical’ part though is what makes it hard to track, what he loses is that basically if he was fated to die when he’s’x’ years old every time he uses the power it’s ‘x-1,’ so it’s not like he’s just starting at assuming he’d live to 90 and subtracting from there, he has no way to know when he’ll die. When he finally gets killed by rogue contractor Colorless Totsuka just smiles bitterly as he calls Kusanagi, knowing there’s nothing he can do because he’s used his contract too many times. Anna is a Doll who they rescue from a research facility where Contactor Mizuchi was trying to find new ways to create like the ‘ultimate’ powerful Doll, and due to being experimental Anna shows more emotions than normal Dolls do.

Yata and Fushimi are Contractors who awakened in middle school, Yata has fire powers and Fushimi can like turn anything he touches into a deadly projectile. Imagine Fushimi’s remuneration being something like ‘must eat a vegetable,’ so even though he likes having powers he hates using them and Yata’s always teasing him about it. Yata’s remuneration is to loudly and sincerely praise someone, so when they first awaken and are working together Yata of course is always yelling that Saruhiko is amazing. Once they join Homra though Yata is always praising Mikoto instead, which is one of the things that leads Fushimi to join S4 instead. While at S4 there are rumors that Fushimi’s become a Doll, because he’s even more emotionless than a normal Contractor, but anyone who’s seen him fight Yata Misaki knows that can’t be true because that’s the only time Fushimi will show emotions (and then imagine there’s something similar to what happens in canon with Fushimi having to infiltrate jungle at some point, and when Yata comes to save him Yata uses his powers and then confidently yells ‘Fushimi Saruhiko is amazing,’). 

[hellowhyareyouhere]

Totsuka for the character thing!

Sexuality Headcanon:

Polysexual. He defined his sexuality his own way based his exp with sex and romance while he was alive.

Gender Headcanon:

Genderfluid. Totsuka picked genders like he picked up hobbies. Used any pronouns cuz its fun. Each memeber of Homra had their own neo-pronouns for Totsuka.

A ship I have with said character:

MIKOTOTSU

A BROTP I have with said character:

Maybe not brotp but like frenmeies with Saruhiko. The enemies on Saruhiko side and 'look I found this cat that hates and I have chosen to adopt' on Totsuka's side.

A NOTP I have with said character:

I use to hate Rei x Mikoto x Totsuka but this one fic changed the game for me and I'm alright with it now.

A random headcanon:

Totsuka did crossdress cosplay for while and roped Misaki and someother members into a Magical Girl Group Cosplay at con with him.

General Opinion over said character:

I love him. It so werid to have a personal connection with a character that had died before I met him but I do love him. Anytime I'm sad about something I remeber the frist page of Memory of Red Manga where Tostuka's dying and looking back on life and he says, This is a story full of Happiness. I have think of my own life that way in sad moments, at a hopeless time. 1. I'm not dying on a rooftop. 2. There has been good times, and there will be better times. 3. Everything will work out, no worries, try new things.

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

Wanted to do this meme...

I guess I was tagged by @bleachbleachbleach.

If you write fics and see this post tag me and write your answers :D

Find out the answers below! Under the Read More :D :D

1) How many works do you have on AO3?

I have 37 (30 written works + 7 artwork collection/standalones) all under bijectiveandinvertible.

2) What's your total AO3 word count?

57,791… 0-0

3) What fandoms do you write for?

Primarily K Project. I have some fics in the Old Guard and Bleach fandom as well. 

4) Top 5 fics by kudos?

The Seireitei Zoo -> My decade long, Bleach crackfic where all the high ranking shinigami get turned into animals.

Bleach Fanart Collection -> This is like a sketchbook of comics/various artwork celebrating the Bleach TYBW anime. I am counting this as there are 3 fancomics in this collection.

Kiss and Makeup -> Aah… This one is my very popular Suoh Mikoto/Totsuka Tatara fic from 2014. It's in the K Project fandom.

Study of an oak tree/Graphite on Paper/14.8 x 21.0cm/Yusuf Al-Kaysani/2020 -> This extremely long titled fic is for the Old Guard (2020) fandom. It's part of the Art throughout the ages: Real and Imaginary collection that I have written.

Curling Toes -> My very very fluffy Suoh Mikoto/Totsuka Tatara fic. Another very very old fic.

5) Do you respond to comments?

Always. Usually as soon as I notice that I have a comment. 

Comments always inspire me to write/draw more. Especially when people comment on specific aspects of an artwork/fic.

6) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Hmmm…. I don’t really write angsty stuff. The closest is Ravenous Echos (My spooky, horror Bulbbul X The Old Guard Crossover fic). I would say the ending is more spine-chilling than angsty.

7) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I write a lot of fluff so this one was tough. I would say Curling Toes is very very cute but since the pairing is very tragic/star-crossed if you think about the story beyond the scope of the fic it becomes extremely sad. I think my Untitled (Perfect Lovers)/Clocks, Paint on Wall/35.6 X 71.2 X 7 cm/Felix Gonzalez-Torres/1991 is happiest in terms of ending.

8) Do you get hate on fics?

When I was on FF.net I used to get flamed a lot for writing Suoh Mikoto/Totsuka Tatara. I actually ended up deleting a really cute fic because of it. I still have the fic just never reposted.

9) Do you write smut?

Fade to black scenes only. Tried writing Suoh Mikoto/Totsuka Tatara smut multiple times. Failed! I even got requests often to write smut for these two… never managed.

10) Do you write crossovers?

Yes!! I have two! Ravenous Echos (Bulbbul X The Old Guard) and Kings in Gotham (DC X K Project).

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don’t think so. I think my work is too niche to merit any stealing.

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

I think so. Had a buddy in FF.net who probably translated my fics (Suoh Mikoto/Totsuka Tatara) in Chinese.

13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Lol… Nope. I am too flakey to pull this off.

14) What's your all-time favorite ship?

I have many that I have extremely strong feelings for. But my absolute main one is Suoh Mikoto/Totsuka Tatara. I love them together in every format/iteration. 

The K Project anime and K: Memories of Red made me love this pairing. These two will always be my OTP. 

15) What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?

I worry about my The Seireitei Zoo fanfic. I started writing it in highschool. I am currently completing my PhD. I pretty sure I will have a doctorate before I finish my crack fic.

16) What are your writing strengths?

Coming up with ideas is easy…

In terms of writing I think I have a good grip on setting tone/atmosphere.

17) What are your writing weaknesses?

Executing those ideas is another story. Heh.

In terms of writing my dialogue can be a bit cringe. Furthermore, being ESL makes my grammar weird.

18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?

I could write my fics in my mother tongue… but who would read it??

19) First fandom you wrote for?

Absolute first? Beyblade.

Posted fics -> K Project.

20) Favorite fic you've ever written?

Ravenous Echos (Bulbbul X The Old Guard). I think it's one of the best things I have written. It's an eerie, gothic/atmospheric horror that I wrote after a tropical cyclone toppled a huge tree into my house’s boundary wall.

I did not just write for it, I made several artworks for it.

If anyone wants to read it, just watch The Old Guard (2020) first.

[problebizarro]

Mikototsu chat is up and ready to be joined if anyone is interested.. OwO

[kuroh-is-my-queen]

Drew more Mikototsu fluff for the most lovely @totsuka-mikoto ! I love these two babies with all my heart!

I hope you like it!

[homras-mother]

I need to run a Mikototsu event this year... Maybe not another week this time but perhaps a weekend or a one day kind of thing? What do you guys think? 👀👀

[veganweeb]

Mikototsu Week 2017, Dec 19 - Found.

I felt bad for not joining a single day in the Mikototsu week since they are my main otp in K project, so here it is. Mikoto just died and finally found Totsuka in the after life, yeah... not very original, but I did this in a hurry because I really wanted to participate in this!

Totsuka and Mikoto will always be alive in our hearts ❤

[edensrose]

❝ I'll tell you why you'll never be able to 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘦 . . . this 𝓼𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓭 holds my entire being . joy , 𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑 , sadness , fear , 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒 , pride , 𝓱𝓸𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓻 . . . and 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 ! but your 𝘴𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘺 . ❞

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[heartlessfujoshi]

a good feeling pt 4 (mikoizu)

Title: A Good Feeling Chapter 4 (of 5) Title: Three Becomes Two Fandom: K Project Pairing: MikoIzuTotsu (Mikoto Suoh x Izumo Kusanagi - Tatara Totsuka) & MikoIzu (Mikoto Suoh x Izumo Kusanag) Rating: General (Heavy Angst) Word Count: ~2,325

Summary: The Colorless King arrives.

A/N: Here’s my next offering for the @kresurrectionfest! Please note that the first part of this is taken directly from “Memory of Red’ Ch 15, as well as Ep 6 ‘Karma’. Please enjoy. 

Pt 1 - Pt 2 - Pt 3

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They had spent most of the day going over the plans for Anna’s birthday tomorrow, the atmosphere in HOMRA one of excitement and love for their little princess turning older. Izumo is standing at the bar, listening to Yata carry on about something he’s been thinking about, and hears what sounds like a balloon popping nearby. It happens again in quick succession, causing him to look at Yata, who has stopped talking and is staring right back at him. 

“What was that?” Yata asks, getting up off the barstool. “That isn’t what I think it was, was it, Izumo?” 

“No, it couldn’t be.” There’s a pit in his stomach, as he tries to recall what the sound had sounded like. There’s a very distinct sound that could make that noise, but it also could have been someone celebrating the Christmas holiday a little too early in the season, as it’s only 19 days away.

His phone begins to buzz, Izumo pulling it out to see that it’s his lover contacting him. “Hello?” He tries not to panic, something in his gut telling him that whatever noise he’s just heard, it might connect to the person on the other line. Because that person has a bad habit of finding himself in situations he can’t get out of as he is a terrible fighter. “What’s going on?” 

He hears a weak “Izumo” come through the speaker, the fear increasing as he can tell that Tatara is having difficulty. 

“Tatara?” He asks, trying to remain as calm as he can. “Did something happen? Hello??” 

Yata looks at him. “Did something happen?” 

“Yata, come with me!” He keeps the phone pressed to his ear after checking to see where Tatara’s location is. They’d all decided it would be wise to let each other know where they are, in case an emergency comes up. Whatever is happening justifies it as an emergency in his eyes. “Tatara!” He yells, racing towards a building that’s only a few stops away from where HOMRA is. 

“Izu?” Tatara’s voice is weak. “Can you hear me?” Tatara sighs. “I was blessed.” 

Izumo stops walking, Yata already racing up a long flight of stairs to get to the top of the building. “Tatara?” His eyes widen, as he struggles to stay calm, hating that he can tell that his lover is in pain. 

“Even now, I think that.” Tatara exhales another shaky breath. 

“You idiot!” He listens to Tatara coughing. “Hey! Tatara! Listen to me!” 

“Tell Anna, I don’t think I can wish her a happy birthday.” Another shuddering breath leaves his lover’s mouth, Izumo struggling as he begins to race up the stairs after Yata. “I wonder if he’ll be angry…” 

“Tatara! Just hang in there!” He yells at his lover, his feet moving as fast as he can, his heart in his throat. 

“Yeah, I’ll wait.” 

They burst out onto the rooftop, and he can see Tatara lying in a pool of his own blood, his chest taking the direct hit of the shots they had heard fired earlier. Yata rushes over to him, and lifts him up, blood trailing out from the corner of his mouth. 

“Tatara! Hey! What happened?!” Yata cries, holding him in his lap. 

Izumo is frozen. All he can see is his lover, staring up at him with life leaving his eyes. “The….colorless king…” Tatara barely gets the words out, coughing up blood as he struggles to stay conscious.

”Tatara! Was this another King that did this to you?!” Yata’s elevated anger is easy to hear, and Izumo has to put a stop to it before it gets out of control. 

“Yata, enough!” He looks at Tatara, who continues to keep his eyes on him. “Don’t make him speak!” 

Yata cradles his head, as Izumo stares, hating that his body isn’t allowing him to do anything. The fear is too real. “Don’t worry - we’ve called a doctor. We’ll have you fixed up in no time.” Yata tells him. 

“Don’t sweat it.” Izumo watches as Tatara lifts his hand, looking like he wants to touch him, but he isn’t close enough. He’s never close enough to him. “It’ll all work out…” He turns his head towards Yata. “I’m sorry.” 

Izumo feels his heart shatter into a million pieces as he knows that Tatara is gone. The wounds to his body had been too much. Looking down, he sees that stupid camera he’d just gotten laying nearby, and as he pushes the button to call Mikoto, he picks it up with his hand. 

“Sorry, Mikoto.” He swallows back his tears, as he hears Mikoto pick up the phone. “I have some bad news.” 

“Where are you?” Mikoto asks, his voice rough. Rough as his own, no doubt. This death hurts. 

“No, don’t move from there.” Izumo shakes his head, looking back over at Yata, who is still cradling Tatara’s body against his, sobbing profusely. “Please, don’t move. I’ll bring him there.” 

He looks at Yata, who can’t stop crying. He feels his pain, and then some. Most in the clan know of his relationship with both Mikoto and Tatara, but he understands that Tatara is a beacon of shining light to everyone in HOMRA. This death is going to be felt by all. 

Izumo picks up Tatara in his arms, much in the same way he had that first night when things changed between the two of them. Only back then, Tatara had been warm, and had rested his head against his shoulder as he tried not to jostle his bruised body too much. Now, he’s lifeless in his arms, and his body is growing cold. 

Yata opens the door for him, and he makes the trek up to the apartment upstairs, holding Tatara in his arms as tears slowly track down his face. He sees Anna is sitting with Mikoto, hating that his little Princess has to face death on her birthday. 

He lays Tatara down on the couch, not caring about the blood he knows is seeping onto the fabric now. Anna approaches him, and kisses his cheek. “Rest, Tatara.” She looks up at Mikoto, who gives a nod of his head. She leaves the room and goes to her bedroom, leaving the two lovers alone with their now deceased lover. 

“What. Happened.” Mikoto asks, pulling Izumo’s hand into his own as they both stare down at Tatara’s body. 

“I’m not sure.” He sees Yata had brought up the camera, and had set it down. “We might find answers on that.” He feels Mikoto squeezing his hand tight. “He said it was the Colorless King that shot him.” 

“What.” Mikoto’s red flares bright, the fire traveling up Izumo’s arm without doing any sort of damage to him. “A King did this?” 

“We need to investigate further.” Izumo shakes his head. “We can’t make that kind of claim without backing it up. We have to see if he was filming, Mikoto.” 

The pain against his hand disappears, as Mikoto drops it. His knees hit the floor, as he bows his head over Tatara’s broken body. “You asshole.” Mikoto grabs onto his bloodied shirt, and yanks it up, pulling his lover’s dead body into his arms. “You weren’t supposed to leave us.” 

Izumo’s tears begin again, as he witnesses his lover’s shared pain at the loss of their love. He puts his hand on Mikoto’s shoulder, squeezing it with his own hand. Mikoto puts his hand over Izumo’s, and holds it tight, the two of them at a complete loss. 

Mikoto reaches for Tatara’s earring, which he puts on his own ear, Izumo helping him stand back up, only to be pulled towards the bed. Before he can fall down on it, though, Mikoto puts his hands on Tatara and burns him. 

“No blood. No bone. No ash.” Izumo whispers, watching as his lover takes care of their lover, leaving no trace behind. It’s what they’ve always known would happen if one of them died. It’s their call. It’s how they leave this world. 

Falling onto the bed with Mikoto, he cries softly as Mikoto holds him, the two of them hugging each other for what feels like an eternity. Izumo is too scared to let go, as he knows Mikoto is having a difficult time right now with his powers, which have been getting erratic as of late. 

“Don’t worry, Izu.” Mikoto whispers into his ear, after shedding all of their clothes off of each other. “I’m not going anywhere.” 

“You’re lying.” He bites his lip, hating that he knows what he’s saying isn’t the truth. Mikoto is going to go away soon, and he can’t stop him. This is too much of a blow to their clan. Tatara is their heart. And now that their heart is gone, there’s nothing left to live for. Even he knows that. 

“Izu…” Mikoto distracts him with a kiss to his lips, before pulling him into a warm embrace. “He’s gone.” 

“I know.” He starts to cry again, clinging to Mikoto. “I hate how much I loved him.” 

“Me too.” 

They hold each other, laying naked under the covers. He feels Mikoto’s hands start to wander on his body, and part of him feels guilty that now he’s the only one that gets to feel this. He’s the only one that will get Mikoto’s love, when it should be shared with Tatara. Damn it. He starts to cry again, the guilt coming in waves now. 

Soft kisses touch his brow, then kiss away the tears falling on his cheeks. He half-sobs, half-moans as Mikoto starts to kiss him, caging his body with his own as he lays on top of him. Twenty-four hours ago, they’d been in this room with Tatara, having fun together in a sexual way. Those fleeting moments are gone forever. He only gets to feel Mikoto’s kisses now. No more kisses to share with Tatara. 

“I’m so sorry I wasn’t there with you.” Mikoto murmurs, leaving more kisses on his face as the tears seem to have no end. “You shouldn’t have to have dealt with that alone.” 

“Yata was with me.” He whispers, his arms clinging to Mikoto’s neck as he holds onto him as tight as he can. “He shouldn’t have gone out. That stupid camera. He should have been here, helping to get things ready for Anna.” 

“What’s done is done.” Mikoto stares into his eyes, his breath hitching as he tries to calm down. “He’s gone, Izumo. But we’re here. He would want us to be like this. I know I’d want the two of you to find comfort in each other if I were in the one that died.” 

“Stop.” Izumo shakes his head. “I can’t. No, Mikoto. Don’t say things like that.” 

Mikoto moves off of him, Izumo covering himself with the blankets that had slipped off, feeling incredibly vulnerable. He smells cigarette smoke, and isn’t surprised when Mikoto puts a butt between his lips. Closing his eyes, he takes a drag and exhales through his nose. “I’m sorry.” Mikoto lays down next to him, smoking his own cigarette. “That was insensitive of me.” 

“Yes, it was.” Izumo takes a deep breath. “I can’t lose you too.” He looks into his eyes, then sees the glint of red on Tatara’s earring, which is now on Mikoto’s ear. “Don’t joke like that, Your Majesty.” 

“So formal.” The smirk on Mikoto’s face disappears as Izumo glares at him. “Sorry. Bad time for a joke.” 

“We’ll go and search tomorrow.” Izumo takes the smoke out of his mouth, exhaling a long plume above their heads. “Maybe this Colorless King left a trail.” 

“Or, we have a video of them.” Mikoto reminds him. 

“That’s true.” 

“We’ll find his killer, Izumo. We will avenge his death.” 

Izumo looks at Mikoto, and gives a firm nod of his head. “Yes, we will. Whatever it takes, justice will be served.” 

Mikoto takes the cigarette from his fingers, and stubs it out in his ashtray, then puts his arms around him. He anchors himself to Mikoto’s body, draping himself over him in such a way that isn’t sexual in nature, but shows that he cares deeply for his lover. “I love you, Izumo. I don’t tell you enough.” Mikoto murmurs against the top of his head, his arm squeezing him close. 

“We never said it enough.” He agrees, hating that he’s never going to get to hear Tatara laugh, or hear him playing a song. He won’t get to hear his sweet moans as they bring him to an intense orgasm. There won’t be any more late nights of the three of them talking, touching, tasting each other. No more ‘I love you’. 

“I’ll tell you as often as you’d like.” 

Looking up at Mikoto, he tries to smile, but the tears come back as he looks into his lover’s eyes. “Tell me all the time, Mikoto. Never stop telling me.” 

“I won’t, Izu.” Mikoto lifts him up, and presses a long, sweet kiss to his lips. “I love you.” 

“I love you.” He returns, and then sinks back down onto his chest, hugging close to him. 

Closing his eyes, all he can see is his lover dying, staring up at him with a look in his eyes that Izumo knows he will never forget. Why can’t you help me? But no, that isn’t what Tatara was thinking as he lay dying. No, his last thoughts were of his King, and how he doesn’t want him to be upset. Izumo sobs softly, hugging Mikoto close as he tries to erase the horrible sight from his eyes. Instead, he returns to what the three of them had done the night before, his heart resting easier as he knows that while Tatara may be gone physically from this realm, his spirit remains behind as he watches over them. 

“Our bond binds us from afar and yet we feel the warmth, and I wish it would last forever.”