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apathyisboring · 11 months ago

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thank GOD im done w that beast of a white paper though 😭 i feel i could have done better particularly w the intro piece but i am so spent i just did what i could. it’s honestly not my best work but grappling with big ideas like that is so hard especially when u haven’t spent so much time sitting with it and reflecting like that’s a very important part of creating new knowledge whatever idk

#its just annoying ig #i piss myself off so much bc i just default to doing too much and it’s like chill??????#like i keep thinking 💭 of what other people did and im like am i okay???? why tf did i do this complex ass project i literally have adhd and #mighy be autistic like why are u trying to kill #urself #kinda annoying bc i then can’t do things at the right time and its loke bof #and i have to figure out how to complete my crazy complex project before n one night #the thing w pla is that i didn’t even plan for it to be complicated that just happened to me #like i wanted smth easy #whatever whatever lie on ur laid bed etc whatever #fucked up and evil though chai

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