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Hey~🌸 I’m a bit anxious,but can I please request a match up~? So umm… I’m an asexual female,but I love hugs and cuddles from both genders.

Looks…pretty average.5'4",thin,dyed hair(almost always blue or red)

(INTP,Slytherin,Capricorn,Forensics student-idk if these matter,but I’ll add them just in case)

Regarding hobbies,I love reading,writing,video games,arts and music(I play the piano&guitar).

Walking through the forest,climbing mountains,the sea breeze,travelling and the feeling of freedom are my favourite things to experience.

I tend to be quite independent and stoic,even if I’m anxious about it. Sarcasm is always used,especially when I mock/tease my friends…or make snarky comments when someone says something stupid.

I love the goth culture/art/style and aesthetics.Absolute guilty pleasure.

I’m an empath,so I kind of feel the emotions and vibes of those around me.Double edged sword,cause I know when a friend needs emotional support,but it’s draining,so I tend to stay away from social interaction.

I’m sorry for writing all this useless trivia,I hope it will help and everything is okay. Thank you sooo so much for everything,and especially,running this incredible blog!🌸😍

harry potter, naruto, got and black butler

GOT - Sandor Clegane (it was the obvious choice!)

- You love physical affection and while Sandor is gruff and definitely is not into PDA unless it’s for a political reason or to make a statement such as, you thought you had won but look at me, I’m happy, he tends to not touch you when others are around. In the privacy of your own rooms, though, he makes a show of not wanting affection and might tell you to “fuck off” but don’t. Stay. It’s a show, it’s always just a show. He doesn’t want people to get too close, to see the sheer vulnerability behind his anger. So stay, persist, and when he melts at your touch, press yourself tighter into his hold. He’ll appreciate far more than he could ever say.

- It would take a long time, years, for Sandor to be able to tell you what he’s feeling and when he’s feeling it. This is where your empathy would definitely come in handy. He wouldn’t like the fact that you know him as well as you do, but there’s not much he can do about it so he grudgingly accepts it and starts to realise that King’s Landing is a place full of liars and whores, but you… You, he can trust. So he does. He starts with small things such as telling you how his day was, his favourite kind of wine, and one day, when he’s drunk, he’d tell you the story behind his face. But do not ask about it because that’s the fastest way to shut him down. 

- Your hobbies are relaxing and self-expressive. Some evenings, you’re writing or drawing on parchment that Sandor swiped from Joffrey’s chambers while he polishes, cleans and sharpens his sword - the sounds in the room are a crackling fireplace, the singing metal as it is cleaned, and the harsh scribblings of quills on parchment. It’s the nicest way for the two of you to relax and neither of you would ever have it any other way. Alternatively, when he’s off duty the two of you go on long walks. Under the moonlight, through the rain, the harsh sunlight, through the Godswood if you’re ever in Winterfell… He spends time with you. The two of you don’t talk on these journeys but you don’t need to; you have a mutual understanding of each other and words aren’t always needed.

- Sandor appreciates your independence more than he can say; as a member of the Kingsguard he rarely gets free time so the fact that you’re self-reliant and don’t feel the need to answer to someone settles his mind and he feels secure that you’ll be okay while he’s busy looking after “the boy-king”. If someone does something stupid in front of the both of you, your sarcastic comments tend to match up, making the person being targeted raise an eyebrow. It never fails to make Sandor smirk, though.

BB - Ciel Phantomhive

- Ciel isn’t one at all for physical affection… During the day. At night… Don’t be surprised to find him coming into your room, climbing into your bed, lying completely still for a few moments before rolling over and burrowing into your front or back, depending on which side of the bed you sleep on. If you ask him about it in the morning, he’ll obviously completely deny it and will glower at you until you stop asking him about it. If PDA is appropriate during a social event, then he may wrap a loose arm around your waist, his hand staying above where it’s appropriate. 

- Ciel is closed off, stoic, and he does not show any emotion readily. Your empathy definitely comes in handy and Ciel finds himself coming to speak to you about odd things that are bothering him. He appreciates how you listen to him but he also knows when you just need to be alone because socialising takes a lot out of you. Ciel is perceptive and he knows when you need the attention that you give him. So it’s definitely a equal measure of give and take as far as support and TLC goes.

- You write, draw, and you play games. When Ciel has an evening off, the two of you play games well into the night, much to Sebastian’s chagrin. You write or draw while Ciel works, and he provides you with parchment, quills, inks and charcoals. Whatever you need or want, he’d get it for you without question. As far as he’s concerned, buying you gifts comes with no price tag. Sometimes, Ciel walks with you through the gardens, talking about the future or the past (often followed up with cuddles because Ciel revealed something that hurt a wound not yet healed). Ciel would also take you on adventures to mountains, hilltops, parks and carriage rides… Anything to see you happy and smiling, he would do without question.

- Both of you are independent and self-reliant so from the outside it very much looks like the two of you aren’t even together. But behind closed doors, in private, you’re actually pretty close and Ciel makes sure that you go to bed each night knowing you’re loved and appreciated. If he feels you’re not feeling that way as you go to bed, he’ll come and find you, crawl into your bed, and whisper words into the darkness that he wouldn’t ever admit to in the light of day.

HP - Harry Potter

- Harry loves cuddling and hugs. When he hugs you, one arm goes around your waist and the other around your shoulders, his head resting on your shoulder or on the top of your head if he’s taller than you. He feels safe with you; he feels like he has a future with you. Of all the people in his life, you listen to him and he listens right back; respecting and genuinely caring for your well-being as much as you care and respect for his.

- Because of everything he’s ever been through, Harry would take a while to adjust to being allowed to feel, to feel like it’s okay to not be okay. He has a huge burden on his shoulders and there’s no one to help him shoulder it; only people telling him that he needs to be this, he needs to be that, and do this and that.  He’s the boy who lived but he’s also the boy who has no choice. You give him a choice, you give him a voice, and he appreciates the freedom you afford him more than he could ever say. In return, he makes sure that you always feel listened to, valued and appreciated. If not… Well, he won’t sleep that night, not without making it up to you.

- You have relaxing hobbies and just being around you makes Harry relax. You may be in different Houses - the opposing Houses - but he doesn’t care. You complement each other and he often sits with you in the Great Hall when it’s a free study period. He enjoys your creativity and would be genuinely interested in where you get your motivation and inspiration from. You often go on walks through Hogsmeade, holding hands and occasionally sharing a quick kiss, or around the Quidditch pitch and sometimes, on the outskirts of the Forbidden Forest, being careful to keep Hagrid’s Hut in view as a safety measure.

- Harry is definitely independent and tends to rely on himself but slowly, s l o w l y, he realises that it doesn’t have to be that way. Still, being in separate Houses means that you don’t get to spend much time together, so he cherishes every moment he can get with you. Your gothic aesthetic fits in quite well with Slytherins, and he often compliments you… After Hermione has nudged him as if to say, well, say something!. Hermione tends to be the reason Harry compliments you, because otherwise he just wouldn’t notice.

Naruto - Itachi Uchiha

- Itachi is a complete and utter cuddle bug in private. It’s not that he clings because both of you appreciate having space to yourselves, but he’s always there when you decide you want a cuddle. Doesn’t matter what he’s doing or how important it is - paperwork can wait. You can’t, even if you insist you can. He’ll still scoop you up and carry you to bed for a cuddle. You’re a logician as an INTP so logic tends to take place of emotion, which Itachi appreciates... sometimes. If you’re being too logical where you don’t need to be, he’s not afraid of telling you. 

- Both of you are highly perceptive and empathetic so as soon as one of you isn’t okay, the other is already well aware of it and will wait for whoever is affected to open up to the other. Itachi is very patient so he’ll wait for you to tell him whatever it is that is bothering you, though if you take longer than it usually takes you, he’d gently encourage you to open up to him because letting it fester is never a good thing. On the other hand, if Itachi is the one hiding something, you’ll know it’s a Big Deal because he’s usually very forthright with things. The cure? Cuddles!

- He admires your creativity and would want to see every piece of writing and every piece of drawing. It’s more than all right if not, though it’d only increase his curiosity. Either way, for birthdays and anniversaries you could expect small, meaningful gifts that seem plain to outsiders but mean the world to you as Itachi wouldn’t ever buy anything unless he was one hundred percent sure that you’d love it!

- Itachi is away a lot as a shinobi and a member of ANBU so the fact that you’re independent and can take care of yourself takes a lot off his mind. He’s definitely in the mood for a lot of cuddles whn he comes back after eating and having a shower, just to remind himself that he always has someone to come home to after all the bloodshed of war. He’s also very independent and wouldn’t appreciate clinginess unless it was mutually agreed in that moment. Your aesthetic suits you and if you so much as cut a millimetre of hair he’d notice it and would compliment it straight away; he doesn’t ever miss a thing when it omes to you, his number one priority.