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When the mech-parts scalper tries to "interest me in the benefits of Clan-tech" knowing damn well he's trying to make me pay 300% extra on what I can just get from my boss
Mechs above are the Gyrfalcon and the King Crab, crab stats below cut
The noble King Crab KGC-SHD Shredder! Our dedicated salvage mech that we ripped apart and stitched back together with random shit we found on several IndustrialMechs, some poor Quasimodo im pretty sure, and a couple Rotary Autocannons for fire support while it does its thing.
We use it primarily for salvaging mechs, bringing downed friendlies back to repair stations, and stealing strategically relocating shut-down enemy mechs.
#mechwarrior#battletech#I kinda wanna work on a more detailed drawing#so i might slow down on the quick sketches for a little bit until i decide what i wanna do#i got two ideas pinging around in the back of my head. I'll write up a poll sometime soon#dont worry tho after im done with that ill get back on those silly little quick sketches :)
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i was finally able to have the house to myself for a bit today... brought all my dirty dishes out of my room and was able to tidy up a little bit without feeling weird
#by tidy up i mean put my dirty clothes into a hamper and my clean clothes onto the floor so i can reclaim my bed#i dont know why i feel so stressed taking dirty dishes out of my room with other ppl around#im self conscious. i think because my mom would get mad if she saw me doing it#and that leads to bad eating (not being able to eat) etc.#i took rlly poor care of myself this week.... but it felt like it just didnt slow down#i was barely able to feed myself cause there was just no time for grocery shopping#and i STILL need to grade tomorrow#bc thr fucking. kids. are so stupid. using chatgpt and making my head hurt#i cant wait to grocery shop tomorrow#i might try and get up early for it so theres no one around but we'll see#me saying 'i cant wait to grocery shop' u know its bad when i HATE grocery shopping#but this evening was wonderful... after a field trip day that was good for me (got sun on my face) i came home and washed my hair#and got cozy and played stardew valley and balatro#i'll do laundry tomorrow... grade... grocery shop... try and just relax#anyway ur still here. gives u a thanks 4 reading sticker
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*taps mic; a certain gentleman is standing right beside him*
"Good evenin', everyone!! We're back!! Hope you didn't miss us much!"
"It sure hasn't been that long.... has it....?"
Uhhmmm....
#[shows up late with no st*rb*cks bc fuck those guys but HIIIII 8) ]#[*insert 'haven't been here since last year joke*]#[no but fr AAAAA i'm so sorry abt the silence!! as usual depression got my ass around mid-december due to Some Stuff irl]#[from there it's been all downs and just a few ups so i've been taking it slow and trying not to let it all get to me (much)]#[anyways hi hi hi. how have y'all been doing???]#[super late but i hope everyone had a wonderful holiday season!!]#[also sending you all the best of wishes for the new year!!!]#[i might not be able to post thread replies tonight but i'll be around for a bit working on some of them]#[i think i also had some pending asks last time??? so i might try to start from there]#[dumb brain is still all BLERGH but feel free to send in stuff if you wish!]#[prompted. unprompted. random. etc. all is good]#[hope you're all having a wonderful day/night/etc!!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(????
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Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!
#i just#need to get some actual exercise#where i can completely exhaust myself#i mean. i get some pretty exhausting 10 minutes every morning on my hike to class#but i want something a bit longer and something that will end in a nice shower and not in a seminar room#I'm just a bit scared of how it'll go because so far the paths where people exercise are also occupied by other people#and then there's bikes that might kill you if you don't watch out#so i wanna go early so i hopefully avoid random people taking a painfully slow walk in the middle of the path#so you can't pass them#but I'll be moving!!! fast!! i cannot wait tbh#i should have gone tonight#(watch me oversleep and be too unmotivated to go tomorrow morning... istg if i don't get up at 6#I'll still go at 8 or 9 or 10 am and have to live with the consequences of the paths being crowded#I'd go to bed early but my neighbors keep me up until 2am every night so that's fun#but the running will be worth it#(I'm not even a runner ㅠㅠ i just need to substitute my usual high intensity workouts with something other than pilates and yoga#i mean it's definitely not bad to be forced to do something out of my comfort zone but i really miss my jumping around time)#void screams
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yOU ALL IM LAUGHING SO HARD
The archive is still there too, and all those fans who created works in the past still deserve some attention too, so please check out the archive if you haven't in a while and if you're also missing Tsuritama!!
Also, if you're interested, please check out my YukiHaru A.M.V \o/ (Made a few years back for YukiHarus shared birthdays specifically!)
{All I did was reblog some old gifs I missed to keep blog active, but I'm glad if people still appreciate this blog existing!!!}
(I may also have another A.M.V. or two planned for future years, if I can finish them in decent time!)
#fyeahyukiharu posts#fyeahyukiharu personal#fyeahyukiharu update#fyeahyukiharu blog#fyeahyukiharu tags#yukiharu fandom#(I was really surprised to see even a few people might be around because when I posted the A.M.V. things seemed really slow!!)#(Yes I'm still alive!!)#(THANKFULLY)#(I've also somehow avoided catching Covid this long but man Id be happy if I never caught it ever {Disabled})#({since years before I even made this blog but right around when I was making it also the hyperthyroidism I never talked about})#(Lets Just Say Last 10+ Years or So Had Experiences)#(If theres still fan base interest around I'll see if I can drop an image set later on or two again)#(Most of my fav scenes have been posted already I think but theres a small handful of ones people missed posting in full!)#(Like the scene I posted before even if it wasnt specifically YukiHaru {but YukiHaru relevant when it came to Sanadas + plot})#(I also used to rp Haru for about two years back around 2k14 and super miss that too)#(So I do definitely still get nostalgic for it but if people were wondering about me I just want everyone to know I'm ok + still around!!)#(I think I did miss some art posts in recent years so I'll see what I can still find at some point and queue those too!)
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Kind of a life update I suppose?? If anyone cares for that sort of thing. For the last two weeks all I've really done is play Spla///toon and haven't had the desire to accomplish much else in my free time asdfghjklkjhghjkl But honestly as much as I'd also love to accomplish more things I enjoy, like writing being the big one, it's actually really nice to just do something I enjoy like this again. This past year has been difficult, but the last six months have been really hard on me mentally. All the sudden I just didn't feel good. My OCD became really challenging to deal with and because of it my depression was taking that hit making me feel excessively low. I had no energy or drive to sit and do anything I actually wanted to do (gaming, reading, writing, art, etc.) But a few weeks ago I impromptu decided I wasn't gonna take my adderall anymore because I had started really taking it around the same time all this started and since then I actually feel a lot more like myself, or at least the me from before taking it. Yeah my focus is a bit shot and because of it my hyperfixation has just been playing one singular game. But I'm just so glad that I can do something I enjoy again and that I actually want to do it. All that being said, activity is still gonna be pretty slow as I try to regain my bearings (both for writing and communicating OOC). I feel like I was living in a weird fog state for the last several months and I'm enjoying being able to enjoy things. So I'm gonna take it slow as to not push it. But once again, thanks for everyone being so incredibly patient and understanding. It really means so much to me. I hope you've all been well and much love to you all! 💙
#; OOC || Bri ♟️#; PSA || Calling Card ♟️#//It's also been kinda nice to not sit around on Tumblr.#//Because unfortunately a lot of those self-doubt feelings have also hit me pretty hard with that fog lifting.#//So I'm trying not to dwell on those as to not further crush my newfound spirit.#//I'll do things as I can though. It might be a little slow but I'll try to get to things as best I can!
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// Plotting call! Like this post if you'd like me to go into your DMs so we can talk ideas and see what we want to do going forward!
#hello everyone! I've been kinda quiet but feeling better#got a lot of irl stuff done that needed doing and I've been resuming my hobbies#writing continues to resist me- it's gonna be a slow process becoming comfortable here again#I'm also unsure how many are still interested in this blog- this is one way to let me know!#that being said I'm gonna try to be around more regardless#already started work on a few replies#and I've got some headcanons cooking in the back which I'll hopefully sort out soon#I might reblog this later to reach more people#ooc
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i got the urge to lore dump now, especially after what i brainstormed last night, but i'm just... where do i start
#i haven't spoken about the spirit realm in dorverold yet and i feel like i need to kinda talk about that first before i get into#sunna's brother BUT then again maybe i can start with him and then get into specifics about the spirit realm and endir's castle#and how the afterlife functions and all that#my brain is kinda jumping around from thing to thing bc i'm getting sleepy and i'm having a hard time deciding on stuff#thinking about my lore is exciting but then i deflate at the thought of trying to decide where to start and how long the post might get#i don't mind long posts but i do worry about like?? organizing my thoughts rn#and the dash is slow which is kinda good bc that means less distraction but that also means i can't ask y'all where to focus :' )#maybe i'll just bury myself in drafts for the moment and see if i perk up after my coffee uvu#get ready to ramble | ooc
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small graphics update! it was about time ✨ do they make u feel a lil warm and cozy inside like being under the protection of a radiant entity that will smite anything threatening the safety of their sanctuary ♡
#that's what i was going for anyway#might mess around w icons next so i'll be slow w replies!#✧ · ˚ . jasmine flower emoji when? . out.
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hey, odd question, but does anyone have any advice on when you should ask your doctor to send in a refill for your prescription? (ie. like when you have ten pills left, five, etc?)
#i'm new to meds and i'm just not sure how preemptive i need to be#and i'm worried that thanksgiving might slow down my refill because that's right around when i'll run out#and i just don't wanna end up screwed 😬#i tried googling but the results weren't on topic at all
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fuuta is so interesting tbh
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#⋯ ꒰ა milgram ໒꒱ *·˚#i voted innocent already but i'll see the drama audio as soon as there's a translation that i can watch/listen to after i do homework asap#i can really understand fuuta. he reminds me of me if i go too far#and so i think that in all honesty yeah guilty -> innocent -> innocent#unless he still might benefit most from a guilty vote this time around#he's really interesting bcs he's actually really similar to us. the viewers#'hoisting up morality and feeling good' he's calling the milgram project out and US. but he's now also being a hypocrite#which is interesting. he said in 'bring it on' smth smth about evil hypocrites are shit! he's like them now ngl#and so guilty vote i think was best. for the first. but ultimately he deserves innocent i believe#the 2nd trial i am unsure about bcs it will of course affect the last trial. and also the rest of the prisoners one way or another#and there is real danger of someone dying... but also idk they might have said that to scare us but this is deco*27. i believe that#the site is so slow oh my god bless i was able to vote almost immediately LMAO#i think fuuta obviously shows regret. also i don't think he was the one who started the flame but the one who added more fire to the flame#and he's. like. 'follows the flow' and 'coward' but 'good at heart'. and ultimately he should be forgiven i believe but yeah yeah?#he's at fault but not the most at fault but he deflects all taking of responsibility and i think that's wrong#i REALLY understand him with that. i was the same. and that's why now i'm still not fully honest with saying my true thoughts#because it's really just hard but ultimately you NEED to. and idk whether an innocent or guilty vote would be best ngl#hmmm tbh nothing is truly certain yet though. lots of theories still but for me thats the gist ^^ ?#he needs to be open about his feelings and thoughts. man up. take responsibility even if it likely is true he isn't the most at fault#because he still is. but at the same time the whole 'spectators' and 'pressure' makes me think it may be some sort of#yk. following the flow. peer pressure thing. and he was the one that was either the loudest in the end or the one who lagged behind#i think he was looking for some sort of validation of sorts maybe. seeking the applause. because he's 'last in line' ???#'blame-shifting'. i think he's a victim but he's still at fault one way or another but i think he isn't the main/first perpetrator fr#'one mistake and now i'm out of chances' he's defending himself and making excuses but also he's also right#maybe i'm projecting because i really relate to him (not to the extent of causing someone's death ofc but kid me was stupid)#'not my fault not even slightly' now THAT'S wrong. but it's more that he's in denial rather than now knowing that he's wrong#last tag! but yea tldr he's regretful but he still needs to get more out of denial. from experience innocent might actually help w that ngl#fuuta kajiyama
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i really don’t tend to like loud music, which is why i veer away from screamo and metal most of the time, but i’m thinking about it and . like i feel as if i’m becoming very much of an alt rock girlie but slowly and steadily i’m approaching the metal frontier...
#nightmare.personal#found these youtube guys who do these extremely underwhelming music reactions but i like watching them for some reason#like their commentary is good they just talk very slow HAHA#but i'm thinking they have some metal specific playlists so... that might be a strong place to start?#i worry about recs because it's less a good music and more a sensory thing specifically which obviously differs a lot#from person to person but. if push comes to shove i'll ask around#i... think my gf listens to metal? i can't totally tell but i'll ask her i guess
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"I'm worried for cloak guy's mental health... What is he doing this time? That looks unsettling." -🦊
#au drayton chat#//this is the first thing Beast says in response to seeing cloak guy's current prank situation.#//oh. also interactions might be slow today cuz social battery jumped away unexpectedly but this is fun so I'll come around anyway some
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I dunno if this is just such an emotionally charged scene I could only write a couple lines today or am I just so tired I need a break for a day or two -- but at least I got that couple of lines down I guess?
#Raksh's writing ramblings#had a great time daydreaming the rest of the scene and fic#but not so much writing 🙈#it's very possible that I just need that break#Ive had a very nice three day long streak of writing#and it mightve resulted in only around 1.8k words (2.1k with todays) but after the year of not writing#I think my brain might just need a breather to load up on energy for more writing the next days#and the weather's been absolutely Killer too#the heat wave is killing me it's so damn hot and humid 😩#Im so brainfogged it's bordering on an actual headache#so maybe I should slow down today and have that break 😅#Ive also come to a conclusion that maybe I should make this month the break month#I was on vacation and now Im writing smth for myself#and then when I finish and load up fully on all yhe good feels#I'll sacrifice the next month to my thesis 😂#it should be easier after knowing I was able to write smth creative for myself ^^#anyway the Vegaspete time travel AU final part is going well and Im very happy with how its turning out ^^#and now Im gonna go eat dinner and lounge about being lazy and resting for the day ^^
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#(( ooc. ))#feeling super exhausted today so just lurking and adding stuff to the queue as body lets me#poke if u want. i'll be around but might be pretty slow to answer anything ooc
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ive gotten well damnginto this song
#if its meant to happen it'll#happy anyway#im just two days into college and im three lectures behind. theres this guy lets name him colin he says he wants to be mine. but it doesnt#really sit with me quite right cause he doesnt really like the things i likeand i keep accidentally locking myself outta my dorm in the#middle of the night. i wake up kinda wired and i wake up kinda cold and i wake up kinda tired but i'll just sleep in when im old. see i don#like breaking rules but dont like doing as im told so i just float around and hope my life unfolds. everybodys tellin me that im doing so#well i try to believe them honestly i kinda find it hard to tell. if i need work or i need rest to try my best to try my best to tell mysel#i say out loud “its fine i'll figure it all out”#i tend to forget. im only still quite young. in a way this life of mine has only just begun ive got time. ive got time. im two days into#college with a busy; busy mind. that guy that we named colin he's so handsome hes so kind. my friends tell me im crazy that i'll take it wa#too far. cause i told him that its over because he doesnt play guitar. im only two days into college and my bedroom is a mess#theres just so much that i want to do that i have not done yet. theres just so much want i say but far too little breath#on my mind it runs so far away its easy to forget. that to everybody else it looks like im doing so well. i try to see it honestly i find i#hard to tell. if ive done wrong or ive done right. i need a goodnight's sleep tonight. they say “go out” i said “alright”#i think i wont i maybe might i probably should just take it slow. i'll be good but god i know. the one thing that's important above#everything else: is to learn not to put all this heavy pressure on myself. i try to believe it when i say i'll be fine. ive got time. ive g#two days into college#yes i typed all that hehe#cheryap#Spotify
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