#midam my beloved

[hiighlighterr]

literally hear me out on michael and adam going back to the graveyard where everything happened and then kissing and touching and loving in a half dug grave pls im not crazy plsplsplspls

[electromignion]

NO BUT YALL BETTER READ THIS

Real - Midam

prompt: It’s been like this for months now, Adam wanting a real kiss from Michael, not a vision. So Michael tries everything to make his human happy, even asking Sam Winchester for a little help.

Midam, Adam x Michael, third POV, 1574 words

warnings: soft fluffy imagine but slight mention of anxiety and overprotection, physical touch like hugs & kisses (romantic way), physical affection (friendly hand on shoulder)

a/n: this imagine takes place after last season, forgetting almost everything from the last season tbh (Dean, Crowley, Castiel, Gabriel, etc aren’t dead)

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“I wish we could kiss,” said Adam with a small sad smile. Michael projected a kiss in Adam’s mind, trying his best to make it feel as real as possible. Adam shook his head, erasing the sweet image.

“Not like this. I mean a real kiss, your mouth on mine… y’know?”

Michael didn’t answer. What could he? A real kiss wasn’t easy, near impossible, without possessing another body. And even when possessing another body, the kiss never felt right. The vessel was different each time, making Adam uncomfortable – almost as if he was cheating on his boyfriend even if Michael were the same no matter his vessel.

So when Adam asks for a real kiss, Michael says nothing. When Adam is asleep or when Michael is fully controlling their shared body, the archangel would try to work on his powers to become stronger, to make the illusion of the kisses and hugs even more real without leaving his body. But it was harder than he thought and he had no one to ask advice to. He feared his own brothers would pity or shame him and he didn’t want this – or more like he didn’t want them to joke about it in front of Adam. He thought about asking Castiel but Cas isn’t strong enough to know this kind of power. Hell, he even thought asking Crowley or Rowena! but he didn’t want to be involved with black magic or demon.

Hence why he was knocking on Sam’s door. Entering the bunker wasn’t easy and he feared Dean wouldn’t let him entered if Adam wasn’t there but the oldest Winchester seemed to have softened and let him in. After having answered vaguely Dean’s questions, he walked straight to Sam’s bedroom. He opened quickly, as if he was waiting for Michael to come, making him feel weird.

“Hi Michael, what can I do for you?” asked Sam almost immediately.

Michael looked at him from head to toe. Disoriented. Uncomfortable.

“How?…” he couldn’t even finish his sentence, Sam answering already.

“When Adam knocks, it’s soft and I always almost don’t hear it. You’re knocking on the door as if your life depends on it. And Dean sent me a message. So, what can I do for you?”

Michael winced. Of course the answer was as simple as that. He sighed, entering Sam’s room and closing behind him.

“Well it is rather… embarrassing. Know that I hate asking you for this but I am here for Adam.”

“Go on.”

Sam sat on his bed, showing the desk’s chair to Michael, feeling this conversation would be a long one. Michael hesitated but finally sat on the chair, looking at Sam. God, it was so hard to talk about something as private as this.

“Dude, if it’s for Adam I won’t judge you so go on.”

The younger Winchester had something kind and generous in him. Michael thought for a second, before finally saying to himself that he made the right decision. Michael started to talk, to share things to Sam while the boy was listening carefully, nodding his head from time to time. He even reached for Michael’s shoulder to pat it, to give him comfort and confidence in his revelation. Sam wasn’t judging the archangel not feeling pity – as Michael feared – he was silently supporting and maybe even trying to search for a solution already.

“But I can’t. It doesn’t work and I didn’t know who to ask for help. So I thought you were the one who could help me without judging us or shaming Adam for being with me.”

Sam said nothing, he just stared at Michael and the archangel suddenly felt as if he said something dumb or wrong. But Sam only smiled softly then raising on his feet.

“Michael, man, nobody will judge Adam for loving you. You spent 1080 years in Hell together!”

“So… you’ll help me? Without saying anything to the others?”

“Right,” Sam sighed. “If you wish to not say anything, I won’t.”

Michael almost jumped from his chair.

“Thank you, Sam Winchester.”

“Woah, calm down with the family name. I’m just helping, I didn’t say it’ll work. Why don’t you ask Jack by the way? He’s God now.”

“Because he’s a kid.”

“Yeah but the most powerful one. Anyway, gotta start reading some books. Be ready for your training, I’ll call you when I find something.”

Sam winked at Michael and made him leave his room, then heading straight to the bunker’s library. Michael stayed there, helpless and unable to say anything, just leaving the bunker after having say goodbye to Dean. He returned at home and was so perturbed that he let Adam take the control again.

When Sam called, it was late during the night. Adam was asleep, Michael wide awake, champing at the bit, afraid Sam called someone and told everything. But when the phone rang, Michael jumped on it and answered straight away. Sam chuckled.

“Alright. I think I found something. I’ll come over, you won’t achieve anything in the bunker.”

And with this single message, the Winchester stopped the call and was with Michael twenty minutes later. A chance nobody was on the road, Sam said. Michael didn’t dare to ask how far above the speed limit he was. Sam exposed his books, showing Michael everything he found about the urgent matter.

Michael didn’t have the time to read, urging Sam to explain what he had to do. The younger brother laughed but told him, explaining everything he found. So the archangel tried. And retried. Again. And again. Until he said stopped. It was almost dawn and Sam didn’t sleep. Michael could tell he was exhausted to watch a grown archangel, the oldest one, not even reaching a small part of his goal. He knew Sam felt as if he was failing him. Michael wanted to say that he did his best helping him and that he should go home and rest but Sam didn’t want to. He wanted to continue, to find a solution, to make Adam happy and Michael feeling better about their relationship.

“Michael, you have to feel what you’re wishing for, what you wanna make Adam feel, otherwise it can’t work.”

“I’m trying Sam, but it doesn’t work! Go home, I can’t do that.”

“No. You have to understand how to be vulnerable. This power works only if you’re as vulnerable as Adam, if you feel the same things as Adam. Nothing can happen, so try again, make you vulnerable.”

“How? I have to protect him, Sam, I am an archangel and…”

“You’re Adam’s boyfriend right now, you have to make sure he’s happy and you have to love him. Love sure is a feeling of vulnerability so you have to break the walls you created around you. Go on, please, man. You can do it. Just… let your feelings take over.”

“If something happens, you’ll protect us?”

“Dude I’m a hunter, of course. Now shut up and try already!”

The archangel never felt this, a strange feeling, as he was trying to become like Adam. He suddenly felt lighter, enveloped by Adam’s love, feeling his own love enveloping and embracing him – he saw them kissing, hugging, he felt and saw it and wished for it to be true, wishing so hard that he forgot everything and only thought about Adam and felt even more in love and he tried to redirect his affection towards Adam and in no time he felt an answer to his kiss. The archangel closes his eyes, leaning in the kiss, in the new embrace. He didn’t ask himself what was happening – for the first time he was enjoying Adam and himself only, without anything coming in between them. Sam, from the outside, saw Adam and Michael’s shared body leaning in the soft mattress and pillows. He saw all the anxiety and blood pressure of Michael leaving the body, almost as if Adam took control again. But it was still the archangel, powerfully dominating his feelings and Adam.

That is when Michael felt the urge to press himself against Adam that the human woke up, in the tightest hug and most loving kiss he ever had. He was submerged by Michael’s love, surprised even. But most of all, he was happy, serene, calm. He was enjoying everything his archangel was giving him at the moment and what a moment! It felt as if they were doing it for years but Adam would never want to stop. It felt too right, too perfect to break it. But the archangel couldn’t stay like this for too long, leaving his human eager for more. Yet Adam was still feeling the link between them, he could almost see it and even though he was left without being warned.

No one dared to speak, Michael too surprised by himself, Adam too shocked and happy, and Sam couldn’t resign himself from stopping this quite private moment. The archangel only looked at the Winchester and only moved his lips in a “thank you”. Sam, without making a sound, left them. Michael was still hugging Adam, clenching at him. Adam was still feeling everything, almost painting after this mouthful kiss. A kiss that prevented a lot more, now that the archangel knew how to be even more powerful to fulfill his human’s desires.

“How did this kiss felt so real?”

“Because I made myself stronger for you.”

[sniff-sniff-sniff]

i feel like we dont talk about how adam can ACTUALLY SEE angel true forms. like THATS SO COOL. SAM AND DEAN WERE MEANT TO BE VESSELS TO FRICKING ARCHANGELS AND THEY CANT EVEN LOOK AT A BABY ANGEL LIKE CASTIEL (sorry cas i still love u)

people need to write or talk abt that more imo.

[michaelectras]

i know i’m very, very late with this but jabel comparing midam to wandavision makes me insane. jabel saying that a midam spinoff would be like early episodes wandavision makes me INSANE and i say that as someone who doesn’t even like wandavision.

like. a cute run-of-the-mill domestic sitcom of michael the homemaker and his doctor husband adam. a whole life, a whole existence created solely as a consequence of michael’s neverending grief at losing adam. losing his chance of ever having a cute domestic life with adam where every day brings with it the challenges of living and being alive. and slowly more characters emerge into this life: his siblings come back, and he makes amends with them; they make friends; they have kids. and none of it is real. because they’re gone, or they never existed in the first place, and that nothing and never is all michael has left.

and grief lets love persist. grief allows love to persist. and grief lets love create a life that never was, and could never be.

[paradisecas]

the great comet of 1812

[castial]

I actually can't believe I fell back to having a breakdown AGAIN on supernatural and my obsessive love for castiel was revived... so it wasn't a phase mum!

[stareyeddistinguishment]

Unless it's a scene you've already planned out for plot reasons, a Sins of the Father prompt being the first time Adam falls asleep, and then actually wakes up in the real world with Michael there to greet him. :)

Thanks for the prompt, @just-prime! There is a scene in the fic, but I have it paraphrased, not fleshed out in my master outline. So, here is a drabble for you to enjoy!

If anyone has a prompt, my inbox is currently open for prompts! (See: Prompt drive post).

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Background: Midam have been out of Hell for five days, continuously awake for plot reasons. They've taken refuge on a mountain, again for plot reasons. In this scene, Michael appears as an apparition.

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. With his head pillowed across Michael's lap, Adam shifted. "Is it getting darker now, or are my eyes still acting screwy?" Adam wondered quietly.

"It is getting darker," Michael confirmed.

Adam squinted, peering at the fast-darkening skyline. "Okay. Yeah, okay," he finally agreed.

Gently, Michael stroked his human's head.

"I guess that means it'll be nighttime here soon."

"Yes."

"It's surreal to actually see it," Adam commented.

"Indeed."

Adam moved his long legs across the ground until finding a more comfortable reclining configuration. He settled. Michael continued stroking his human's head. Together, they bore witness as the dwindling twilight submerged beneath the black inkiness of night.

It was peaceful. As well, it was surreal.

"Hey, is it okay to sleep, do you think?" Adam broke the stillness.

Well did Michael know his human. The five days prior had been overwhelming. Adam was emotionally wrought, and it was time for his mind to rest. After all, sleep was one of Adam's creature comforts, things that made him feel good emotionally.

Michael leaned forward to press a soft kiss on Adam's forehead. "Sleep, Beloved," the Archangel directed.

"Okay."

"I will protect you."

Adam's voice was warmly fond. "You always do."

"Indeed."

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The night passed uneventfully. The mountain was quiet. Adam slept peacefully, watched by the stars overhead and the Archangel beside him.

When the first light of dawn crept across the landscape, Adam slowly drifted to waking.

Eyelids fluttered open revealing liquid blue eyes. It was with a nervous apprehension that those eyes regarded the landscape, taking in the surroundings with a confounded, almost disbelieving stare.

This would not do.

"Good morning, Beloved." Michael interrupted Adam's introspection.

Blue eyes turned to searchingly regard the Archangel.

Firmly did Michael return the gaze.

"No, this is not a dream." The Archangel's voice was filled with unequivocal conviction. "Indeed, we are freed."

Adam smiled.

[spookyblazecoffee]

Re-watching 15×8 for Midam content, and I forgot how much Saileen content is in this episode as well...

Saileen and Midam, my beloveds<3

Destiel too, damn.

Dean sending Cass after Donnatello!!

[cagedvessels]

Tag Game

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Last Song: hot chocolate -- bears in trees

Currently Watching: thinking abt starting one piece but also. what if i rewatch my hero academia (hyperfixation) ?? and also debating starting 9-1-1 since a lot of Beloved Mutuals are watching it

Three Ships:

LMAO??? how can i choose just three??

midam (i feel like this is very obvious but i will DIE ON THIS HILL)

bkdk / bakudeku (listen. LISTEN.)

aizawa / present mic (they’re married ur honor you can Not change my mind on that)

lys de’forrest / cassandra veer (surprise it’s canon) (they’re from Poll For Initiative: Bedlam)

Favorite Colors: blue :D i also vibe with green

Currently Reading: a lot ??? mostly fics right now bc i am pretending bnha canon does not exist (i’m in denial). i also have “written in the stars” on my tbr list, gathering dust on my shelf lmao

First Ship:

oh interesting!!! okay if i’m being realistic and honest with myself my very first ship was definitely a ship from a book series i will not talk about. then it was destiel probably.

Place of Birth: georgia, usa. for safety reasons i will not drop the city but just know it’s Buttfuck Nowhere.

Current Location: my bedroom

Relationship Status: single :3 i’m too busy for a relationship rn i can barely manage my friendships

Last Movie: jurassic park (another hyperfixation leave me Alone). might watch the fnaf movie tomorrow??

Currently Working On: i have one tales from riftdale fic (consequences and what it means to love), a pfi fic (and if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like you've been here before?), beta reading a bnha fic for a friend of mine, and debating whether or not to write a bnha fic myself (despite being So Busy) (and staring at the tfr / pfi fics that were supposed to be done MONTHS AGO but they just keep getting Longer and Longer) (one's almost a novel at this point)

also an essay for school but shhh

tagging but no pressure: anyone who sees this. you there, do this game.

[heavenssexiestangel]

Gadreel/Dean Winchester Masterlist

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These are all my Supernatural fics that contain Gadreel/Dean Winchester as a main or important romantic/sexual relationship (thus it may not be endgame).

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DRABBLES

Being Human [Gadreel/Dean, Double Drabble]

Gadreel is learning to be human

Cuddling and Bonding [Gadreel/Dean, Michael/Adam Milligan, Adam Milligan & Dean Winchester, Double Drabble]

Michael and Gadreel didn’t expect what they found when they opened the door

In Awe of Creation [Gadreel/Dean, Double Drabble]

Dean and Gadreel enjoy the beauty of Creation

Safe [Gadreel/Dean, Double Drabble]

Gadreel has a nightmare

We're the same, you and I [Gadreel/Dean, Double Drabble]

Gadreel adopts a small kitten and Dean can't tell him no.

ONE-SHOTS

I am my Beloved's and my Beloved's mine [Gadreel/Dean, minor Midam, minor Sam/Eileen]

It's Dean and Gadreel's wedding day, and their family is there to support them.

Stay the Night [Gadreel/Dean, Explicit, NSFW] - Part of the Series: Darkness and Light (Series Masterlist Coming Soon)

Dean wants to help his friend Gadreel talk about what’s bothering him, so they decide to go to Dean’s place when Gadreel’s shift at the bar is over. Their meeting turns into something much more for both of them.

Worthy of Your Love [Gadreel/Dean, Teen & Up]

Dean's cooking for the family Christmas dinner, and the only thing keeping him sane (although very sappy) about having to deal with Gadreel's family and his own is the fact Gadreel is laughing and happy again. Perhaps, they are a bit too much like a Hallmark couple, but Dean is not going to complain about it.

MULTICHAPTERS

Heaven is a Place on Earth [Gadreel/Dean, minor Lee Webb/Dean, side Sam/Ruby, Explicit, NSFW] - Part 1 of the Series: Leave a Light On

Gadreel thought that, after centuries of torture, he had learned his lesson. Unfortunately, that was not the case, and he found himself falling from Heaven once again. Trapped on Earth without his Grace or powers, trapped in a human body without any experience of being Human, Gadreel finds the help he needs in a young Trans man, Dean Winchester, and his baby daughter, Emma. Using the identity of the human he took as a vessel, David, Gadreel will slowly learn what it means to be human, and will finally find the family and love he has always longed for. May it have been God’s plan all along?

Intertwined Souls [Gadreel/Dean, Explicit, NSFW, WIP]

During a scene, Gadreel experiences Dom Space for the first time, and that leads to one of the best moments he’s ever experienced with Dean.

COMING SOON

Intertwined Souls [Gadreel/Dean, Explicit, NSFW,] Part 4

Unnamed Sci-Fi Gadreel/Dean [Gadreel/Dean, ?]

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[hiighlighterr]

domestic midam for the soul bcuz i uhhh felt like writing it

| RELATIONSHIPS: Michael/Adam Milligan| TAGS: POV Adam Milligan, Established Michael/Adam Milligan, Michael Loves Adam Milligan, Angel Marriage (Supernatural), Heaven, Domestic Fluff, Implied Sexual Content, No Smut| WORD COUNT: 4.4k | INSPIRED BY: Dead, Again by Jadu Heart (song)

Dying had been... not cool. Especially dying the first time. That one had been bloody and super painful. The ghouls who slaughtered him did so violently, viciously . But the second time hadn’t been so bad.  

   He’d died when he’d fallen into the pit, the muscle and flesh of his body being torn from his bones before it all disintegrated. Nothing living could enter the afterlife—both Heaven and Hell destroyed human vessels as they passed the boundaries. But in the way down into the Cage, Michael’s grace twined itself so tightly around Adam’s soul to protect it that the separation of the two became... impossible. At least in the Cage.  

   Which. That definitely caused some problems upon Adam processing that he was legitimately locked in Hell with Lucifer and he was dead , again. Adam started a lot of fights with Michael, scowling and scornful and aggressive with his words. It got so bad during that first year that Michael started avoiding the construct all together because he believed it was what Adam wanted.  

   It took Adam several lonely nights to realize that was not, in fact, what he wanted. It was actually something he vehemently despised. He got over his attitude towards Michael real fast after that rough week, and he’d realized that Michael... wasn’t so bad. Not in the slightest, actually. Actually, Michael was wonderful.  

   Fantastic, even. Great company. Chill guy. Generally nice to him. Sometimes they argued over silly things, like Adam accusing Michael of breathing too loudly during a movie (to which Michael scared the daylights out of Adam by just not breathing altogether). Or sometimes playful things like ice skating or pillow fights, both of which he had to teach Michael the appeal of, got a little rough.  

   Michael had started kissing the little mock injuries he got in the Construct at some point, and Adam never told him to stop.   

   Sure, he was dead, but Adam had never felt more alive than he did while he was tucked away in some corner of his mind with Michael. He’d never felt happier , and it was amazing. He’d gotten so attached to this life he had that he hadn’t thought it could’ve gotten better—until Michael proposed on what he said was the day of their first kiss. It had been hundreds of years and Adam only remembered their anniversary date, so he just took him on his word on that one and said yes. Obviously.  

read the rest HERE!

@theyonlyhadeachother sorry for taking so long to get this out hashtag hope you enjoy

[godofstory]

[paradisecas]

burning up a sun

for @midamappreciationweek day 5: dreams

All he remembers from this dream is one word:

Adam.

The word isn’t important—the voice is. It’s unmistakable; Adam-but-not, his own with a harder edge, like steel warmed by the fire.

[floral-cas]

Michael + Adam by request

[whothefuckcare]

If i had a nickle for any time i choose for favorite characters a Michael and the human who get stuck with him in hell and then they fall in a slow burn romance AND i haven't see a single scene of them,

I'd have to nickles.

Which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice, rigth?.

[myironluce]

midam my beloved

Adam being able to see Michael’s true from is something so insane to me. Because even Dean who is supposed to be Michael’s true vessel and supposedly the ‘Ferrari of vessels’ couldn’t handle it and had to cover his eyes. Even in Lazarus rising when cas tries to communicate to Dean through his true from, it didn’t work, so we know this isn’t JUST a profound bond thing. Just think about the insane spiritual connection they would have to have. Adam might have not been made for michael but he was and always had been meant for him.