#mhykposting

[mountainashfae]

I love MahoYaku I love the manga I love my boys look at Lennox trying so hard and failing to smile and Faust just laughing at him for it (affectionate)

[thiefnessman]

feel like pure shit just want her back

[unisongakikoeru]

the twins may be figaro's fated pair, but figaro isn't theirs, as they are each other's fated pair before anything else. and this is figaro's tragedy

(under cut because it got way too long)

he never knew what was love, not until he met the twins, and it left him with a way too idealistic idea of it, and way too high expectations about it. the twins are each other's number one, absolutely favorite person, no matter what. even when snow killed white, he tied white's soul to his, forcing his ghost to remain in this world, because one living without the other is simply an unbearable thought, almost impossibility

and now, what figaro desires the most deeply, is to be loved. but as i already said, his view of love is based on the one the twins showed him; he wants to be someone's absolute favorite person, someone with who he could stay forever and ever, because living without the other would simply be impossible. which is quite unrealistic, right? yet he still clings to that belief, maybe as a way to cope with all of the losses he experienced in his long life. but now he's terrified of getting hurt again, thus he distances himself, leaves first before the other can, a defense mechanism

the most glaring example is with faust; he saw love in faust, and maybe, just maybe, hope for the stable life he always desired. but there was alec, and figaro noticed that alec was faust's favorite person; that no matter what, faust'd never forget alec, even after the painful betrayal that made faust do a whole 180°. so when he thought everything would be okay for faust, he left. but it did not end up being okay, and figaro destroyed everything in his selfishness of not wanting to get hurt

and even now, now that he's surrounded by people he loves that love him back, his deepest desire is still left unrealized; the twins have each other, oz and arthur have each other, lennox and faust have each other, rutile and mitile have each other, and despite having become their new father figure after their parents death, figaro knows very well he could never, ever replace tiletta in their hearts. they're still the closest he has to experience the love, the stable life he wants though; thus putting on his innocent figaro act, wanting them to see him in the best of lights, to see him as a genuinely good person, even though he knows very well he's rotten to the core, his shameful past being impossible to fully throw away after all. but it's still not enough for him, it's still not what he truly desires the most

and this is why figaro garcia will die from lack of love

[jigglywater]

this image reminded me of them

[mountainashfae]

Couples that have "divorced and remarried the same person three times" energy

[merenice-deactivated20240318]

Me and the bad bitch I pulled by jumpstarting the industrial revolution, destroying his hometown due to the environmental damage caused by it, and ignoring his complex feelings for me

[eulaties]

ive literally just been mhykposting when i need to be finishing my work sdkjfskdh somebody help

[mountainashfae]

we got more MahoYaku anime confirmation news and I will NOT be normal.

[mountainashfae]

a zero context snapshot of my life is saying the phrase “they didn’t put the knight in lipstick during the Putting Men In Lipstick event”.

[mountainashfae]

very funny how many funny wizards have been posted on my blog today. Rare to see that much content to reblog. Shame this isn’t Twitter (you guys would hate me for reblogging gay wizards 24/7)

[mountainashfae]

Everybody please witness my now expanded collection of Cain Knightley merch (excluding my 3 badges which I’m too lazy to pull out the itabag). I am soo normal about this wizard knight. He is my iconic character of all time.

[mountainashfae]

Yeah. Yeah. Not to losing my fucking mind over my wizard gacha again but??? The new event’s cards go SO hard????? I haven’t been this impressed by their art in a long time. The poses are so DYNAMIC the effects are amazing without feeling overdone, OZ AND FAUST’S FACES!!!

anyone who knows me well knows that I’ve taken a lot of design and a few concept cues from this game for OCs and I REALLY wanna redraw some of these with my OCs??

[mountainashfae]

ohh shylock mhyk for the ask game?

WOOOOO MAHOYAKU BLORBOS.

Shylock makes me insane.

[mountainashfae]

I won at gacha

[mountainashfae]

as MahoYaku’s 3rd anniversary comes around it is Very fun to look back at my icon that I made from 1st anniversary merch and how I REFUSE to change it unless Coly somehow shows me something better than THIS, or unless some blorbo shows up that has a handle on me stronger than Cain.

[mountainashfae]

nobody talk to me I watched MahoSute ch2 again with some friends and it was a different night than the one I have downloaded and I’m about to EXPLODE from the excitement of 3 hours of undiluted wizard shenanigans