#mew bc of my first ever oc from when i was Baby

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Mew and Eevee are tied

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Rating Fictional Characters I at one point or another in my life was DEEPLY invested in!!

- this is so embarassingly long as we can clearly tell i am mentally ill, let’s get started:

Mystique Sonia from Hero 108: Amazing design, weird concept but was probably based on something that i wasn’t aware of at the time, my first official oc was literally a copy of her in another color. 8/10

Noah from Total Drama: This is so embarassing it’s almost laughable but it’s also not. I was projecting. -4/10

Pai/Sardon from Tokyo Mew Mew/Mew Mew Power: He falls into a similar category of Kyoya from Ouran who to save space, id like to call “stoic men who Fresa thought were hot/the reasons not to question her sexual orientation” 3/10

Rowdyruff Boys from Powerpuff Girls/Powerpuff Girls Z: I was a tomboy/‘very clearly going to be a lesbian when i grew up’ kind of person and them being my favorites was a clear sign of that. They were equal in my eyes but I did like Butch the least, very ironically considering the obvious joke in the room. Again, they were family of my longest loved OC Brittney she was their little sister and she’s the reason i started talking to people on the internet. 9/10

HIM from Powerpuff Girls/Powerpuff Girls Z: Again, clearly going to be a lesbian. minus 2 points for realizing he was just a heavily queer coded villain. 6.5/10

Tallest Purple from Invader Zim: I would like all traces of my obsession with this miserable little gay dictator to be wiped from the internet I was very clearly going through it. Now i also realize he was in a relationship with Red but being 11 i said they were brothers so i could project. 2/10

The Weird Sisters from Sailor Moon: Talk about character development!! I still call them by their english dub names bc i haven’t watched the sub so 🧍‍♀️ 7/10

China from H*talia: Nope nope nope not even going here. -100/10

Frederick from Fire Emblem Awakening: He’s a good man but not for me anymore. I would still love if he chopped me firewood. 8/10

Izana from Fire Emblem Fates: Id still let him hit for free. Lovely man and he actually still makes me smile and i will not be marrying anyone else in my birthright play throughs ever 9/10

Charlotte from Fire Emblem Fates: I would do literally anything for her literally anything baby i’ll provide for you. 10/10

Rose Quartz from Steven Universe: I was also emotionally abused as a child so big kinnie vibes here, im no apologist for her actual bullshit but i do think she did the best she could’ve. 6/10

Holly Blue Agate from Steven Universe: I.. girl call me like. I’ll still hit it. 9/10

Shannon from OK KO!: I was just being a lesbian. I miss her and this show it was genuinely one of my favorites 7/10

Athena from Hercules: The Animated Series: Imagine taking so many screenshots of a character it slows down your device and not realizing you’re gay. That was me. I still love her and her design so much and seeing her in a KH3 cutscene was the highlight of the entire game which i did not play 8/10

Jaehee from Mystic Messenger: i literally played that game cus my best friend told me there was a lesbian option 🤭 I love her so much it’s unreal babes if i had as little care for my sleep schedule as i did when i was 16 i would be playing again just for her. 10/10

Persephone from Hadestown: Amber Gray is amazing and im in love with every note she sings. Persephone as a character is so rich and interesting and i want her dress so bad. I’m gonna cosplay her eventually. 10/10

Anathema Device from Good Omens: I have written more words than several harry potter books advocating for this woman to be a lesbian. Says a lot about me. 11/10

The Four Horsepeople of the Apocalypse from Good Omens: First off who gave them the right to be that hot? Who did that?? second, They’re literally all like, in my brain, 95% fanon that me and Hannah made up. Which is incredibly valid and sexy. Neil Gaiman and a lot of the fandom wasted their potential anyway 12/10

Frannie Miller from Good Omens: ok someone call up god and ask how he made me so deranged i just made up an entire life backstory character motivations and personality for a character who has a total of like 6 lines max. 12/10

Hela Odinsdottir from Thor: me and her are married as far as i’m concerned it was a summer wedding 1000000/10

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//AIGHT HERE WE GO THE TALE OF THE WORST RP SERIES EVERSo waaayyy back in like 2012, 12 year old Menger was starting her first ever rp's on the boards section of a dinosaur breeding sim.At this time, I had picked up my first ever anime--Naruto. And I was fucking OBSESSED with it. Anyone who's ever done 'rp boards section' rps knows how they work--One person posts a "[Fandom] Rp" thread, others join.So I made an akatsuki thread. Wanting to focus on the actual characters, I specified no OCs for that particular rp. That must have been a turn off, because NO ONE joined, and I was like. Devastated.UNTIL, finally, someone asked to be Itachi! Yay! They also asked if they could use a 'maid' character, who the akatsuki apparently kept around to keep the base clean (???) and 12YO menger didn't realize they were sneaking an OC in, and allowed it.That's how met 'Wulfraptor.' And she was... Hoo boy.For one--The 'maid' was an OC. Not just any OC--Like. The GOD of sues. I mean holy SHIT. For one, despite having no combat power, she... Won every fight??? Somehow? All 'teh smexy men :3 xD' fought over her.Oh, and she was shipped with the most OOC Itachi ever seen in the history of teenager RP. Except... Wulfraptor wasn't a teenager. She was 21.Now, bad characters and RP are forgivable, but some of the stuff she did (inserting weird fetish shit into our RP's) was not. This is where things get fun.For one--This girl had a god mod problem. Like--Holy fucking SHIT. Her characters were unbeatable, they did that thing where like:Person A: "Thanks for this blue square!" Character said, thinking she wished she had a green one.Person B: "Here's a green square, since you wanted one!"Like... Not having mind reading powers, but the characters somehow knew the third person narration.Another thing--She fucking ADDED LORE TO MY SHIT AND IM STILL PISSED. She was VERY attached to any RP I started (bc I was like the only one on the site that hadn't learned to ban her fromy threads) and joined EVERY SINGLE ONE i made.Making original premises for RP was something I took a LOT of pride in as an early teen--I would plan them for weeks before posting and opening them up. Some of them I still think are good--Detailed, solid lore, interesting plots, this stuff was my SHIT.BUT SHE KEPT FUCKING ADDING LORE LIKE NNNNNNGH. One (less good) RP I started was about humans that could turn into dragons. The rules for the premise were "Here are the three types of dragons you can turn into!"And the character she submitted (I am NOT exagerating here, this is literally what she did) was: Here is my character! She's a species of dragon that I made up, completely ignoring your list--Also she's princess of a thing that's COMPLETELY out of place in this universe!!!"Another part of that RP was that regular humans could become temporary dragons if they found a "dragon stone," a rare object that formed naturally in the mountains.Wulfraptor, later in the ooc chat: "uhh he was trying to kill my character because he wanted her dragon stone!"Me: "she... Doesn't have one?"Wulf: "i have it so all dragons have them in their heads, actually!"Me: "no, I already explained where the stines come from? Please don't do that."Wulf: "okay, but my character has one in her head tho!"Another RP, where characters had just escaped an Evil Lab™ and I had made VERY clear in the premise that they had no useful items with them:Wulf: Character used her combat knife that was in desert storm (i shit you not--She literally specified that the knofe was from desert storm) to do some shit!And I was just. So fucking nnnnNnnnnNNNShe also used the same character for every single RP, and I later found out it was a self insert that she had renamed "Kin." "Because it means gold in japanese!"I... REALLY didn't like Rping with her after a while, but when I left our threads she used to spam pm me until I picked them back up.Other weird shit:-Her (human) character began to lactate in one thread after getting attached to a baby fox-Kin once yelled at a character for hurting his arm... Abusing my own (child) character.-We did a Bleach thread and she married Byakuya after he bought her a baby fox-In a pokemon thread we did, she had a shiny ninetails AND a shiny mew-Her naruto character was the daughter if the fourth hokage, and this was explained as "He needed money so he sold some of his sperm and her mom bought it and that's how she was born"-There's a lot more bs but I can't rememver it all rnI said this was going to be funny but like 90% of my insecurities with RP were caused by this girl.ANYWAY, that's the story.