#mething something my perceived gender vs my actual gender are out of sync
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Oh fuck not another existential crisis…
#just opened the can of worms of dating which I’ve on a subconscious level avoided for years and years#how does one go about it when they’re enby and mostly attracted to m*n#and it’s opening the *other* can of worms I have about my gender#I need to dress my androgynously#but I don’t have good fashion sense#I don’t think I would be fine with datin m*n who identify as straight#arrrhggghghhhhhhh#mething something my perceived gender vs my actual gender are out of sync#and it’s likely not even possible to make them in sync in this time period :/#I think this is why I don’t date#that and too eepy#and I don’t feel like educating people about gender. Hell I don’t even have a full grasp of mine#this is literally keeping me up I can’t go bad to bed#which is insane because usually I’m out thin 2 seconds of hitting the pillow AND I took melatonin#maybe that’s why I sorta avoid potential romantic interactions. too complicated.#but on the bright side I like my own company. maybe a bit too much#ugh this is the part of going out and meeting people that I don’t like. I have no idea how to go about dating at all. I got zero experience#this is gonna bother me all day especially since I’ll be going to church tomorrow….#now I remember why I shoved all this under the rug. thanks a lot past me. but I get it. but idk why you assumed I’d somehow be able to#magically deal with this….#nonbinary#dating#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#uchiha-gaeshi’s life crisis#status: ongoing#uchiha-gaeshi ramblings#txt
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