#mess caused by the f4... btw...

[frc-heraldofdoom]

Fantastic Four (2018) #35

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[slytherinbangchan]

F*ckboy!Jisung!Au

Warnings: Smut, alcohol and he’s one of my biases so this is gonna be cutE too. So be ready ok?

Blog’s masterlist // F*ckboy Hyunjin // F*ckboy Minho // F*ckboy Bangchan //

Word count: A little more than 2.4k (Normally I do 3 word pages. This one has SIX (6).

-Jisung is one of your little brother's friends.

-You used to see him almost everyday for three years cause of your brother.

-There's no way to tell when you two started flirting.

-Cause it's something that  happened naturally.

-At first you thought he was just joking around.

-He has this flirty personality.

-But then one day your brother was on the shower and you were just messing around with Jisung.

-Playing some game or something.

-And he just kissed you.

-You never talked about it.

-But everytime your brother wasn't looking he would just grab your hand and steal a kiss.

-And boy, the butterflies in your stomach.

-That kid seriously.

-Things changed when you started college.

-And since this year your brother moved out to study abroad now you only see Jisung from time to time on the street.

-He goes out with other friends now.

-They have a kind of F4 guys ⁽ᴮᵒʸˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᶠˡᵒʷᵉʳˢ⁾ situation going on.

-You assumed Jisung lost his interest on you as soon as he became popular.

-He seems to have a nice amount of girls surrounding him on a daily basis.

-You don't blame them, you'd love to be around him too.

-Sometimes you just watch him from afar as he chats with his friends.

-Minding the little details that makes him who he is.

-Like the way he laughs after saying something serious.

-How he puts on his jacket.

-Or how he combs back his hair with his hands.

-How you can tell he's telling one of his awkward jokes even if you can't actually hear him.

-Or how he gets annoyed when the guys look at him in silence and only Hyunjin laughs.

-Yeah, you know the name of  some of the others too.

-They’re so popular even among the girls on your classes.

-You let out a sigh and start walking again.

-It would be incredibly awkward if they see you staring.

-But you can't stop looking every time you happen to spot them on the streets.

-It's funny cause there was a time he was just your lil brother's friend.

-But that lasted like 2 seconds.

-'Ouch' you bumped into someone while thinking about how sad you feel.

-'Sorry' He says.

-Sssshit is Minho. 'Ahh.. no... My fault'. You say.

-'Do I know you?' he asks.

-'What?' You're blushing already.

-Did he noticed you staring at them some other time?

-'Hm, I think I've seen your face somewhere before'.

-'Ah.. I don't think so...'

-He laughs. 'Anyway, are you doing something right now? You look cute'.

-'W-what?'

-'I'm having coffee with some friends. Why don't you tag along?'

-He didn't just said that.

-'Ah... I don't know...'

-'You're busy then?'

-'Ah...'

-So, somehow you ended up going with him.

-Now you're walking behind Minho trying to hide from Jisung.

-But he's gonna see you.

-You're freakin walking towards him and his other friends.

-Your body temperature raising and your hands shaking.

-Why are you making such a big deal of this?

-Maybe cause he's been with at least 15 different girls since you last met him.

-Cause rumour has it, he's a player now.

-Like all of his new friends.

-They say Minho is the worst btw.

-And there you are being dragged by him.

-Minho says hi to them before you actually arrive where they are.

-Jisung's smiling expression almost gone for a second when he first notices you.

-You don't know if he is confused about you being there or annoyed.

-But he gets his smile back as the girl he was talking to ask him something for a second time.

-'Guys I met someone just now. She almost killed me.' Minho jokes.

-'Omg. I feel like I know you from somewhere' Bangchan says.

-'Yeah, me too' Changbin adds.

-'What's your name?

-That's Jisung asking.

-Is he really pretending he doesn't know you??

-IS HE?

-Ok, relax.

-You chuckle. 'It's y/n. And I don't know why you guys think you know me.' you say. 'I don't think I've ever seen any of you before'.

-Jisung smiles. He finds amusing you’re playing that game too for some reason.

-You spend the evening with them and you all end up in a pub drinking.

-Minho has you sitting on his lap.

-And I meaan, he's cute.

-And hot.

-And Jisung is an idiot.

-So you're not complaining about the lap thing at all.

-His hands on your hips.

-He makes you turn around a little to look at him.

-Are you having fun? -He asks.

-You nod. 'I think I'm kinda drunk'.

-He smiles.

-His face getting closer to yours.

-Do you wanna kiss Minho right now?

-I think you do.

-Now more than ever cause Jisung is looking.

-After the kiss you just sit there playing with Minho's hair.

-Jisung bringing more and more drinks to Minho.

-He ends up pretty drunk.

-'Oh. Looks like Minho is really drunk. Guys you take him home. I'll drive y/n'. Jisung says.

-'Really? You can drive?' You ask him and he frowns.

-The guys don't think much of the whole situation. They're all kinda drunk too.

-You follow Jisung to his car.

-There's not a single word as you do so.

-Not either on the ride home.

-He knows where you live anyways.

-'Ok, thanks'. You say, once you're in front of your house'.

-He sighs. 'Wait'.

-You go back to your seat to hear what he has to say.

-'I'm sorry I pretended I didn't know you'. He's not looking at you. 'I didn't expect to see you there and the guys are a bunch of idiots so I panicked'.

-'Are you ashamed of me or something?'

-'Of course not'. He looks at you as he says so. 'but I don't think I can explain to you what's happening just yet'.

-You scoff. 'Whatever'.

-'Are you mad at me? I'm really sorry'.

-'I'm...Dissapointed I guess. But ok. If you want to pretend we don't know eachother...'

-'I understand you feeling that way. I'm not proud of myself' either'.

-You sigh deeply. 'Goodbye Jisung'.

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-It's been a couple weeks now.

-And you've been going out with the guys almost every day.

-You're kinda one of Minho's girls now.

-Like he loves having you on his lap as you all talk with the guys.

-Your arm resting over his shoulders.

-Stealing a kiss from his lips from time to time.

-And it's ok.

-It feels fine.

-If Jisung has already forgotten about you.

-Why would you keep thinking about the past?

-He's been walking around with the same girl these last weeks.

-So they must have something going on.

-Anyways.

-You've been drinking again.

-Chan is throwing a party at his place.

-You're on Minho's lap as always.

-Jisung is sitting by your side.

-'You should come to my house later y/n' Minho says. 'I'll introduce you to my cats'.

-Jisung scoffs and you both look at him. 'I'm going for another drink' you say looking back to Minho.

-He nods and you go away.

-You feel how someone pulls from your wrist.

-It's Jisung. He's dragging you to Chan's room.

-'What are you doing?' You ask him.

-'Me?? what are you doing?' He looks annoyed.

-I was... Going for a drink?

-He scoffs. 'And then back to Minho's lap?'

-You chuckle. 'I guess. Why?'

-He looks around nervously and then sighs. 'Are you really going home with him?'

-'I...'

-'But he's so kinky y/n'.

-'Oooh, he is huh? Interesting'. You make an interested thinking face.

-'GROSS. I didn't know you liked that kind of stuff'.

-'Of course you didn't we never fucked'.

-He blushes and that makes you blush too.

-'Anyway, what do you want? Are you drunk?'

-'Of course I am. It's a party'.

-'Ok, well' you chuckle. 'Maybe you sh..'

-He's grabbing your hand. Lacing his fingers with yours.

-You look at your hands and then look at him in the eyes.

-He's coming closer.

-Bringing back so many memories.

-His lips just cms away from yours.

-'GUYS, HERE YOU ARE'. Bangchan opening the door so suddenly.

-Jisung lets your hand go.

-'LET'S GO, WE'RE PLAYING SOME GAMES'.

-You follow Bangchan to the living room.

-'What are we playing?' You ask.

-'Minho suggested never have I ever'. Changbin says.

-'I WANNA START'

-'Ok, Bangchan, stop screaming'. Jisung says.

- 'I'M TOO EXCITED'.

-Hyunjin rolls his eyes at him. 'Who's starting?' He looks around. 'Changbin?'

-'Oh, ok. Hmmm. I don't know what to say tho...' He makes a thinking face. 'Ah ok. Never have I ever fallen in love with someone in this room'.

-You have to drink. You know that. But should you?

-There's a few people drinking so you think no one would notice if you do too.

-Minho is looking at you as you gulp down that drink.

-Omg does he thinks you did it for him?

-'GUYS, JISUNG TOOK A SIP FROM HIS DRINK. JISUNG IS IN LOVE'.

-'No way'. Changbin says. 'He just wants to drink'.

-''WHY AR EYOU SO SURE'

-'Can someone please take away Bangchan's drink already?' Minho asks.

-'I'll take care of that' There's a guy called Seungmin taking away Bangchan's cup.

-'Should we keep playing now? Jisung asks. 'People is getting bored'

-'Ok then. I proclaim myself king of the drinking games'. Minho says. 'next one is seven minutes in heaven. And I'll handpick the ones going in.'

-'Ok, whatever, let's go' Hyunjin sounds impatient.

-He picks some random people first.

-You're kinda nervous cause you don't know what's going to happen.

-Probb Minho won't sent you in with another guy anyway.

-But then he does.

-'Jisung and y/n, go'.

-Everyone is SO confused.

-Seriously.

-You go in the closet followed by Jisung.

-It's a very tiny space.

-You can't stand without touching.

-'Should we just kiss for the old times?'

-He asks straight away and you chuckle. 'What about your girlfriend?

-'I don't have a girlfriend. I never had one'. He lacing his fingers with yours again.

-And he just finally kisses you.

-And it feels so familiar but at the same time he got so much better at it.

-He had all those girls to practice.

-Even the butterflies in your stomach are stronger.

-He bitting your lip and your jaw.

-'Are you bitting my jaw?' You giggle.

-He chuckles. 'Shut up, it's cute'. -His husky pouty voice.

-His hands pressing your body against his.

-And you just can't stop kissing him everywhere on his face and his neck.

-Your chest is about to explode.

-All those feelings coming back.

-Like if they actually left sometime.

-You're practically moaning at his kisses when the guys open the door.

-Your clothes and hair so messy.

-Everyone is laughin.

-You blush lightly as you fix your clothes once you're outside.

-Minho motioning you to sit on his lap again.

-You look at Jisung and he chuckles. 'Go with him. Find me later'.

-'Why did you send me in with Jisung?' You ask Minho.

-'No reason'. He says.

-And that's it. That's the party.

-Most of the people go back home.

-Only Changbin, Hyunjin, Seungmin and Jisung stay at Bangchan's with you.

-You're all sleeping on the same room. Mostly on the floor. But there's a couple beds.

-You don't know what Jisung meant with find me later, but you can't sleep thinking about it so you just tiptoe to his bed.

-He scooch over so you can lie besides him. 'Hi'. You say.

-'Hi. I almost fell asleep waiting for you' He says in his sleepy voice.

-'Sorry'.

-You can hardly see him but he's smiling.

-Giving you some skimo kisses.

-Till you just kiss him for real.

-And it gets so heated after a while.

-He topping you. Making some room between your legs.

-You can feel his boner against your body.

-His impaired breath over your neck as he dry humps you.

-You look for his lips.

-'Jisung...' you whine quietly. 'fuck me please'. Then you kiss him.

-He stops for a moment to look at you. 'Are you sure?' He whispers.

-You nod. 'I'll be quiet, I promise'.

-He kisses you and takes out your underwear.

-His thumb rubbing your clit.

-'It's ok baby' you say. 'Just go in'.

-He chuckles. 'so impatient'

-He sinks into you, slowly at first.

-Then he speeds up the pace.

-The bed's springs creaking as he pounds into you.

-He slows down when it becomes too loud at first.

-Shushing you every time a little moan scapes your mouth.

-But after a while he just doesn't care.

-His hands grasping at the bed sheets as he cums.

-Yours scratching his back lightly.

-And the neverending kisses after that.

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-Next day at breakfast everyone is so silent.

-Then Changbin's laugh resonates through the whole house.

-'What?' Hyunjin asks.

-'Remember how we all thought y/n face was familiar? I told Minho about her and Jisung fucking last night and...'

-The only reason he stopped is cause you're choking and they can't hear him propperly.

-Jisung pats your back and you can breathe again.

-'That's right y/n,  just in case you thought otherwise. You two weren't quiet at all'. Changbin says.

-Jisung laughs at it but you're blushing hard.

-'ANYWAYS, as I was saying. Minho was the one watching the phones as people went into the closet in 7 minutes in heaven. He saw your lockscreen'. He's looking at Jisung.

-'Oh...' He says.

-'Guys, remember long ago that time Jisung was so drunk and he ended up crying talking about his first love and he showed us a bunch of pics?? It was y/n. -He laughs.

-Everyone is looking at you except Jisung now. 'Ohhh, yeaah'. They say.

-'OMG, THAT'S WHY JISUNG HAD THAT SHOT LAST NIGHT WHEN YOU ASKED THE LOVE THINGY'.

-'Bangchan. Are you still drunk? Be honest'. Seungmin says.

-'y/n'. Jisung is whispering at you. 'Can we talk somewhere else?'

-You nod and follow him to another room.

-'That's it'. He says.

-'What??'

-'That's the reason'. Your expression must be a very confused one cause he starts over. 'I told you I was sorry for pretending I didn't know you back when you appeared out of the blue with Minho'. You nod and he keeps talking. 'Ok, so. I didn't want them to tell you about me drunk crying over you. So I pretended I didn't know you. Cause I knew they were drunk too when I did that and they probb wouldn't remember about it'.

- You don't say a word for a while.

-'Ok. I don't know how I should feel right now but... I just can't help thinking is kinda cute you drunk cried over me.

-He blushes. 'Shut up'.

-You mess with him a little and then grab his hand as he pouts.

-'You know... I didn't know you felt like that about me back then. But I did feel that way. And I'm still in love with you even now so'.

He smiles widely. 'You are??' you nod and he hugs you. 'I love you too. Now let’s get out of here then. I wanna kiss you in front of Minho'.

[nowaybutnorway]

Wow, it’s hard to believe that season that I hold so near and dear to my heart is already a year old.  About a year ago today I was in Norway, I had just started to expose myself to the Tumblr Survivor community and play some side seasons, but now it was time to try myself out in the big leagues of a main season, so I signed up for Season 39 and never looked back, and now as I look back about a year later from the time we started this season, I feel blessed to have gotten to be in a season with all of y’all, you are my og tumblr survivor fam, and I figured what better way to celebrate today than collect all my thoughts about my 19 fellow castaways and hosts. I’m in a starbucks right now so hopefully I don’t bust into tears, but then again that wouldn’t be new for this one, so let’s begin.

Laure-Now Laure was probably the only person that I had no interaction with over the course of the entire season, just because of how tribe divisions were set up and all, but learning that over time I was playing with a ts legend, it inspired my frail newbie heart to no end, so Laure, despite not knowing you, thanks a billion from this fanboy <3

Dani-OK so contrary to popular belief, Dani met her demise to due to EVERYTHING GOING WRONG FOR HER.  Originally the plan was to vote out Eric, then Eric won immunity, then the plan was Danielle, but she went to Exile, so Dani became the next best option, and it was so awkward because I remember being in the HOS11 house on call when the tribal happened and people were talking about how they loved Dani, and as the votes kept coming in, I was just sitting there watching people’s jaws drop and then after I had to say....sorry about that.  But it was clear you did not deserved what happened to you, you were sick and the Darian v Dylan fiasco was just a damn mess that culminated with your demise, but despite of what you may think of me, I feel your tribal where you left was crucial to how I play games now, so thanks babes.

Angela-WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS GIRL. Now people may think that my closest alliance mate was Brian or Stevie, but you guys never knew Angela like I did, we ironically made an alliance day 1 called the Trashy King and Queen, an alliance I would later replicate with Ting Ting in Myanmar, and it was honestly a god send because she was the one person on Lipari I could trust, and she was honestly the most fun to talk to because all the newbies were like cracked, while Angela and I just talked about arson and ate popcorn, it was great to have her in my life, and my snaps had never been more LIT.  Then came swap and Angela peaced out like the boss she is, probably because Grace never gave her cheesecake, anyways I digress. Angela you were one of my favorite newbies to play with and its always a pleasure to see you pop up on snapchat, ily and nothing can ever change my first ts alliance with you, long live our trashy mess <3.

Eric-OK so prior to playing TS I had never gotten on call for a game before, so when Eric called me to talk game, I had NO idea how to do anything, it was 20 minutes of awkward talking, but it was clear to know that we weren’t gonna align anytime soon, but you know in my delusional manner I thought I had totally played him.......yeah I wasn't smart then and I’m not smart now. We later swapped with Brian onto the Alicuidi tribe, and while I had hoped newbies could be strong...he targeted me, but thanks to the lovely Stevie and his ability to connect with the First Boots, I was saved and Eric left.  I’m not sure exactly what I did to mess up our relationship but I’m sorry, I’ll give you a hug if I’m ever in Mass....again.

Darian-I feel what I have to say about you and Dylan are around the same lines so I may say look above for previous comment when I write something for Dylan, but DARIAN OH DARIAN, to say you made that first tribal interesting is an understatement.  I feel you taught me what not to do in games, you made me realize it was probs a mistake to start an alliance on call or be the center of attention, but DANG you were entertaining to say the least and that was no understatement.  You left me as fast as you came into my life and your rivalry with Dylan was funny as you both went out back to back after targeting each other so hard the first tribal, you definitely made my ts introduction a memorable one so thanks <3.  And when we reconvened in Westeros, I will admit you had grown a little as a player despite what people think, not a lot, but a little.  I’ll never know what happened on Salina but your exit was a quick one, who knows, maybe another Mass visit is in my future and I can see you and Ashley together cause she my Myanmar homegirl.

Dylan-(see comment above for jist) Now a special place Dylan has in my heart that separates him from Darian is the fact he was the first person in TS I was shady with, basically talking about what the heck Darian was doing and how in any world that would make sense.  Sufficed to say much more shade would follow, but thanks.

Jason-OK we literally did not have more than a 30 minute conversation in the game, but we talked about CBB and tbh that was a quick way to my heart so thank you.  While we never met up on a tribe, we connected ever so slightly, and you actually are the first person I got to give me ts memorabilia with Jenny, Hector and Jordan when you guys sent me a post card, it was nice and sweet and it’ll be on my TS wall for enternity.  We also played The Amazing Race together twice....but there are certain things we don’t talk about like how I was a mess in TAR4 and y’all got eliminated 2nd in TAR AllStars.  I love ya and miss ya <3 

Dalton-I’m just going to start off and say my #favoriteDaltonMoment was when we just swapped onto alicuidi and we were just talking about the most random things, and I think it was with you how fvf3 was going to be like on Survivor when they’d bring back Baylor and Cirie and we’d jump into the fire at f4 with them just so they could win and all would be right with the world, it was random, but tbh randomness is one of my more favorite things and I love ya for it.

Nic W-NIC I GOT A FEW WORDS FOR YOU, FIRSTABLE, how are you, hope you’re partying somewhere or some junk, but wow, we spent a decent amount of time together pre-merge, but our time at merge certainly DID NOT LAST LONG.  You went out in a unanimous style, and famously called out Brian, Stevie and I, all for being fake to your face, which is kinda funny cause I’m pretty sure you inadvertently called out our trio on accident, and the rest of merge was a nightmare trying to convince everyone we weren’t a trio when it was very clear we were.....so party.  One of the last great callouts of the tag era, so thank you <3

Max-MY OG AUSTRALIAN BAE.  It was a dream for my entire adult life to have a best friend from Australia, but as I couldn’t find one in Norway, I settled for the next best option and found one online in you <3.  Now in memory I don’t think there was ever a point where we worked together and that was a mess in a hand basket, but you still were great in your own ways.  My favorite thing was when you compared everyone to people from Eurovision of that year and it was amazing so thanks.  You left a special place for Australia in my heart and every main season I played since then I had played with an Australian, and despite loving Jimmy with all my heart from All Stars, you will always be somewhere in my heart.

Danielle-Please call me out again for going on too much during my ftc speech because that has changed my performances quite a bit, I mean I’ve lost everytime I showed up in a ftc since this season....BUT STILL IT MEANT A LOT.  Personally it sucked because as soon as we started working together at merge, those bums voted you out and that began me feeling worse and worse in the game.  I still believe you had one of the best ftc moments of all time because you called every one out and I loved every moment.  Congrats on winning Crusade, you deserved it <3

Stevie-Words cannot personally describe how I actually feel about you, and I feel you know that Baevie.  You were the first connection I made on any Survivor season EVER.  You took me into this community and showed me so much.  You gave me my first idol, showed me my first alliance, and once I lost in Rakiura, you not only showed me Myanmar, which I won for myself and the draft for you (my faved loved one too btw), you also got me into this season.  Now at the time I didn’t know we would be playing together again, but when I saw your beautiful bearded face pop up in the cast announcement, I kid you not I jumped for joy in my Norwegian room, because that meant I was going to be playing with my best friend in the community again and I was excited as all get out.  You took me in under your wing on alicuidi and we wrecked havoc, we got some idols, and we did some idol plays at merge.  You graciously gave me an idol when I asked and were always there to help me...until ftc where you didn’t vote for me to win, but lets be real, my performance was a train wreck, you made the right choice.  Once the votes tied during the round we got the votes on JC, my heart dropped because that meant I would have to campaign against the person who mattered the most to me in the community and the pain I went through to muster up the strength to was unbearable but I did anyway, and I played my hardest as I knew you wanted me to do if you were there in my place.  You not only gave me so much in the game but so much in life, I’m not sure if I can ever make it up to you for how things played out during the season but I will sure as hell try, I love you Stevie, never change.  And thanks btw for letting me sleep with you, it was a great night ;)

Danny-DANNY OMG. K so firstable, I think you know when I say this I mean it, I GLUCKIN LOVE YOU.  You’re so funny and I love when you just pop up out of nowhere with several puns and its great and ily, but god, you were a terrifying force in that game because you could gather SO many people at merge it was ridiculous.  Your demise was also probably the move that I was proudest in my entire career and something I’m sure I could never replicate ever again, but dang was it fun.  I may not be able to go to six flags with you but I’ll be there in spirit forever, love ya.

Jenny-Jenny you’re probably one of my best friends to come out of this season, and that’s why I will always feel awful for how I organized your demise, but in retrospect you have to admit it was clever, not managed well but clever.  You sent me my first TS memorabilia, and I love it with all my heart, and whenever I come to you about my personal life, you’re always so happy to hear it and I lvoe you for it, and whenever I lose a season.......you’re kinda mean but to be fair I come to you crying about an online game, when its very clear MUCH worse has happened to more people so I’m sure that harshness is out of love so thank you.  You were probably the person I never thought of working with at merge because you not only sold me out at the beginning but you also voted me out when Stevie and I were tied to leave......but you also helped me pull off the Danny blindside so thank you, ily, and I can’t wait to see you come home and hopefully I get to see you for my TS birthday party.

Nick-NICK WITH A K, you were the last newbie to go out before ftc, and to be fair you were one of the most level headed people playing this game, and it was great to have someone who despite being amongst some of the most cracked people, could stay calm and semi-reasonable.  I look at your vote off as one of the biggest mistakes cause maybe had I voted off Van I would’ve won.....but at that point I had already pissed off most of the jury, plus I thought I could beat Van....OH HELL WAS I WRONG, but still, you made for a fun time and were a sound mind for me in the first tribal we went to as Lipari....cause god we didn’t need anymore crazy.

JC-next.....JUST KIDDING, you think I would dare forget about you, I could never.  You hold many special places in my heart.  You were the first to call me out during a challenge, but it was so entertaining in retrospect, you also tried organizing my demise at final 5, but watching your face and those of the other first boots drop when I won immunity after 1 question, thus ruining your predetermined plans, was PRICELESS, it was great to organize your demise after that because it almost felt like Karma, but after the season I could not love you more bae.  You may not have voted for me, but you are the only person from Aeolian I played with ever again, because we All Stars baby <3, now while we didn’t get to play together, it was still a blast to be reunited with an Aeolian bae again, and I’m sure we could’ve take that game....ok maybe not taken it, but still we could’ve rented it and had a good time, but alas no, only in our dreams.

John-John....I love you, you and I were like baes for the longest time now, and tbh I was about to vote you out in Myanmar because I was sketched out by you, but then Aeolian started and you and I were in a season together, and so that plan had to be re-routed to voting out Kylie, but YA KNOW. I could never not be blessed to have you in my life CoffeyCakes, you’re that important, you came to see me in Massachusetts and it was honestly a blast, partially cause you got to see me get voted out in All Stars but still.  Sitting next to you in FTC in Myanmar was one of my most favorite memories ever, and you’ll always be near and dear to me <3

Brian-Literally what can I say about you besides being the best purchase I ever made on ebay tbh (that one’s for you JC <3) but in all seriousness at the beginning of the season, I never thought I could ever meet someone like you, you seemed to always be there for me and we became brothers in a sense, we went through the entire season, we played our way from the bottom, every move that I made during Aeolian, you were there, by my side throughout all of it, almost not the Danny move, but that told me I had to play the idol so thanks bae.  You not only were my confidant this season, but through so much of my life afterwards, we still stay in contact even after a year has passed, and I could not be happier to be honest.  Yes you maybe messy, but you’re my mess and I wouldn’t have you any other way babes.  I’m happy you won Lazio, and if anyone tells you otherwise they’re lying.  You were my rock and I hope you stay in my life for many years to come babes, I hope everything goes your way.

Van-Now to one of the most important people in the season tbh.  Now when we first met, I never thought in a million years I would lose to you.....and I was honestly pissed when I found out that hey, that was gonna happen, but that was in the moment and I feel we were both heated at that moment, but you know what, I’ve learned the value of your game and that is one of the most impressive that I’ve ever witnessed to be honest.  Your game reminded me of Michelle from Kaoh Rong, and if you were Michelle, I was Aubrey I think.....I could also be dreaming, but your social game was that on point and it was bloody impressive and I love it.  You earned your win and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, because it was amazing.  I one day hope to achieve your level of sociability and unlock my innerVan as you say to me whenever I begin to play a new season...that I later flop in but that’s besides the point, you’re an inspiration, a lovely person and iconic and I love you so much <3

And finally our hosts for the season Grace, Ryan and Intern turned mom Emma, y’all took a chance on me that Bora Bora never gave me and gave me a random chance to shine and I could not be more grateful, through this season I met such an important family, but I was also able to accomplish moves that I don’t think I could ever do again.  You introduced me into a community that holds such a close place in my heart and I could not thank you guys enough for it.

So in the end thank you Aeolian Islands, though you were hell to get through, you gave me a family, and a community, and I’m forever grateful.  Thanks for making me a favorite in Myanmar and an All Stars, you mean the world <3  Happy Anniversary, and Gratulerer Med Dagen

-Fra Steffen Reals