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Sick live Battles and some sick performances from #nextlevel #malosanto @eptkidd_915 and your truly #MerkStar https://www.instagram.com/p/B7o6teehcbI/?igshid=10ubp1dapjwyh

[ev3rything-is-blue]

[city-rooftops]

Don’t fuck with my love

@sksanpei @merkstar #whynot

[immortal--sins]

Tequila Silver, July 10th, 2014

It’s like you were an alcoholic

and I was your drink of choice,

Then you went through treatment

and recovered much faster than expected

[merkstariam915-blog]

Sick live Battles and some sick performances from #malosanto @eptkidd_915 and your truly #MerkStar https://www.instagram.com/p/B7o6X-YB7jU/?igshid=1dt8itij2bvfs

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Friday night come out and Hip-Hop with us #MerkStar #MerkDirt https://www.instagram.com/p/B1xDcNZhWmC/?igshid=19qg6gq7vqano

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Lofi-LO-Life #MerkStar Coming soon come out tonight to the #hashbashEpt2019 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bxk1zNchlOF/?igshid=3vpc585m12jv

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New music coming soon. I'm looking for features tagg ur favorite rappers #favoriterapper #illpaso #newmusic #MerkStar #taebomanuhs #Merk&Manuhs (at El Paso, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtkXgCNBXlV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=w0ay5zkfr29f

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Peep the latest release #Dirt #MerkStar and #taebomanuhs (at Cielo Vista Mall 14) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpu9TbVh7Zv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1hxh2lsljrvql

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Link is in my bio go buy my new release #Dirt #MerkStar #taebomanuhs https://www.instagram.com/p/BpFXcO2DSqm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pss9309606pu

[ev3rything-is-blue]

It's not over, I know it's never really over with us.

I miss you beyond words.

[ev3rything-is-blue]

A few pieces of your laundry- like your old black Vans socks- are mixed in with mine, and honestly those reminders of you are making me hold onto life more than anything right now

[ev3rything-is-blue]

Zodiac: worst attributes. Me & You

[ev3rything-is-blue]

Broke down crying when I found this because I miss my baby so much and Totoro is her favourite

@merkstar

[immortal--sins]

Erase You

I don’t remember the way you moved, or the tattoos on your chest, or the words you spoke about passion and purpose. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way your eyebrows curled around your ocean blue eyes, or your body heat in the middle of the night, or the promises you made in the summer moonlight. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you called me by my middle name, or the music you played in your empty apartment, or the twinkle lights we sat under. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you pushed me against the wall and kissed me, or the way you blew your smoke into my mouth, or the medical tag you wore around your neck. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you slurred your words when you took Vicodin then took me, or the way my fingers felt running through your unwashed hair, or the chip in your front tooth. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you risked time behind bars for me, or the stories we made that portrayed us as Romeo and Juliet, or the swing of your step. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you picked me up and threw me in the swimming pool fully clothed, or how big your hands felt when they held my body that winter night, or the dissatisfaction I felt after the magic was gone and my years of love for you vanished. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way I memorized the words you wrote, or the way they resonated with every essence of my being, or how many times I’ve contemplated tattooing them on my body. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you called my eyes psychedelic, or the way you kissed me to the church bells, or how you thought I was always so much better than you. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you held me as I cried in your solitary apartment, or the way you held my hips in front of the mirror, or how you ignored me after that night. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you kept me up all night when you tripped on LSD, or how the candle wax dried on your skin, or how songs reminded me of you for an eternity after you left. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way we stayed up until 3AM four times that week, or how my head felt on your shoulder as we watched cartoons, or how it looked when you injected a needle in your skin. I don’t remember you.

I don’t remember the way you loved me tirelessly, or how you forgave me each time I hurt you, or how you smelled. I don’t remember you.

But you, I remember you. You, you are impoSsible to fOrget. Please let me forever remember your tender kiss, and your beautiful eyes, and tHe memories that gave me life. You, I could never let go of. You Are my soul, my beauty, my inspiration for life. I could forget the others, because they were not worth remembering. But you... I could never erase you.