#merko talks

[ormsnok]

fixation so bad i stumbled upon a dinosaur named mexidracon LONGIMANUS and immediately thought of langemann,,,like,, longman,,,,get me out of this prison

[kissi-shayar-ki-ghazal]

Cllg wale literal sense me kon chuss rahe hai 😭😭😭👍🏻

Itna tho meri body me hai bhi nhi jitna Hb,WBC,RBC or Crystals bnane ke liye use krva diya 😭😭😭

[folklore-girl]

little me would be so proud of me.

[snixx]

merko batao ki how do i talk to somebody i like. how do i become their friend how do i slowly make a place in their memories and now the thought of me is like a worm that won't leave their brain

ty also how?

you've come to the right place! allow me to demonstrate:)

step 1: please leave behind all illusions of being cool. you gotta be a little pathetic to get close to people. it's the nature of existence. double text. spam them with pictures of cute stuff you see or food you eat or whatever. randomly video call them (I know it sounds scary but it works. trust me lol) and go "I know this is random but this random thing made me think of you and I impulsively decided to call you lol". they can always choose not to pick up if it's not their thing. don't take it personally. but you don't lose anything by trying. do it as a dare. social conventions are made up and stupid hope this helps:)

step 2: genuinely compliment them about what you like about them! you don't lose anything by being nice!

step 3: I've heard sending people reels is an effective way to get close to them but I hate instagram so I can't vouch for that. worth a shot though.

step 4: get into things they like and casually bring them up:)

step 5: give them random doodles and origami (this is how my sister scored her bf btw. my advice always works). if it feels like it's too much just say "oh I was bored so I made this in class so here. for u 🥺". draw their fav animal or smth. I swear I've made so many friends like this

if you ever feel like you need inspiration hmu. I'll send you some of the most out of pocket things I've done to win people over trust me weird is a social construct do it scared <3

[hi-avathisside]

bhai how to live please merko bta mera idhar girl rotting era chalra hai

bhai tereko lag rha hai ki i know how to live i don't even know how to survive bro 😭😭

All I can say is, take it one day at a time, and take life with a grain of salt, and it's alright to just breathe when the going gets tough. also talk. talk to someone.

[vellhighbandi]

ur favourite anon here.

u love kaju katli and i love u✨ may u find whatever u yearn fOr 🐥

on a side note agar koi anon death threats bheje to unko wapas death threats bhej do.

ew ew anons ko bye bye kar do ty for listening to my ted (itna dimaag padhai m laga lu to shayad neet top mar jau) (ty) (bye) (ur pretty) (btw)

Merko padhai ki yaad dila di dukh dard peeda kasht

Ghar se azadi chahiye anon ji dila doooooo

Merko death threat dene ki aukaat nhi kisiki. Me has people like you and my other moots. Saare Zinda dafna dene hate anon ko. Heheheh

Aapka Ted talk ye anon talk hua na? Well it was miitha like aam ab merko aam khne ka Mann ho rha.

Areh aP bhi neet clear kar lena. Phir Jo bhi AIIMS mile batana i have friends in AIIMS Deoghar and AIIMS Delhi. Mere dost bade talented hai saare.

(ps. You're really awesome too)

[psychedelicflowerdelusion]

WHY DO I HAVE THE ABILITY TO SER THROUGH SEEMINGLY NICE PEOPLE IT IS FUCKING INFURIATING BECAUSE I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I KNOW THEY ARE TERRIBLE AND SHALLOW AND LIARS OK SO

Three people wxy

w is like someone I met recently a few years back and j didn't think much about them we became friends recently and they seemed amazing but theyre so ingenuine what the actual fuck it is so evidenr how does no one see it???

X is a mastermind convinced me for years about how amazing they and their family is and oh god I don't even talk about this it gives me ptsd they are amazing I still multiple times fall for it

Z I hate z I cannot with them what even are they I cannot cannot cannot it just is proof yo the fact that you need to look into people in the early stages and they will show you ALL the signs. This is so amazing I am never making this mistake ever again isse acha toh dost na hi hona yaar merko actually actually genuine dost chahiyen I only want to be tricked by people I didn't choose to trust and love chi you know it's not even that I'm wrong I've gaslit myself so many times into thinking that I'm imagining it and whatnot but I'm not it's just that I've gotten really close to these people and have seen how their minds work and how they are like completely made for each other ek ko chhod diye sabko chhodne ka samay aa chuka hai thank you I have maths class now

[whyarabella]

[31/03, 21:41] .: kal ghar pe chicken biriyani bani thi

[31/03, 21:42] .: innocently nails paint kare

[31/03, 21:42] .: sniff karne lagi idk why

[31/03, 21:42] .: now eyes are watering

[31/03, 21:42] .: and head is aching

[31/03, 21:42] .: 5 more days

[31/03, 21:43] .: (redacted)

[31/03, 21:43] .: padhne ke mann kyu nahi kar raha

[31/03, 21:43] .: ye mann ab exam ke baad hi karega iktr

[31/03, 21:44] .: chocolate ice cream khaane ka itna mann ho raha hai

[31/03, 21:44] .: mujhe koi fudge laake do

[31/03, 21:44] .: i will finish the entire tub in one go

[31/03, 21:44] .: but it's so late :(

[31/03, 21:45] .: so no ice cream or brownie for charvi

[31/03, 21:45] .: abhi ghar pe machli bana hai

[31/03, 21:45] .: khaane ka mann hi nahi ho raha

[31/03, 21:45] .: idk why

[31/03, 21:45] .: maa ki yaad aa rahi hai

[31/03, 21:45] .: maa as in mausi

[31/03, 21:45] .: she's in dausa

[31/03, 21:46] .: lately all she talks about is fashion

[31/03, 21:46] .: oh shit

[31/03, 21:46] .: neend aa rahi hai

[31/03, 21:46] .: that's a win!!

[31/03, 21:46] .: humane sleeping time

[31/03, 21:47] .: humane ka meaning google kara

[31/03, 21:47] .: itni kitni anpadh hu mai

[31/03, 21:47] .: sane sleeping time

[31/03, 21:47] .: normal sleeping time

[31/03, 21:47] .: kal ek cousin ka birthday hai

[31/03, 21:47] .: such a weird day to be born right

[31/03, 21:48] .: but it's not like he had any control over it

[31/03, 21:48] .: the last time i met him and his mom

[31/03, 21:48] .: kitna daanta tha unhone mujhe

[31/03, 21:48] .: 12th ke marks ke liye

[31/03, 21:48] .: aur 10th ke marks ke liye

[31/03, 21:48] .: 10th ke marks??

[31/03, 21:49] .: aur kaha mummy ko bolo dhyaan de tumpe

[31/03, 21:49] .: mai bete pe dekho kitna dhyan deti thi

[31/03, 21:49] .: whatever whatever

[31/03, 21:52] .: waha to nahi roi

[31/03, 21:52] .: ghar aakar mummy ke pass roi

[31/03, 21:52] .: mummy ne zyada fucks nahi diye

[31/03, 21:53] .: aur attention seeking whore to mai hu hi

[31/03, 21:53] .: bhaiyya ke pass jaake roi

[31/03, 21:53] .: bhaiyya ne in true guy fashion bola

[31/03, 21:53] .: hota hai hota hai

[31/03, 21:53] .: we had chocolate pastries afterwards tho

[31/03, 21:53] .: phir maa (mausi) ghar aayi

[31/03, 21:54] .: bhaiyya ne sab bataya unhe

[31/03, 21:54] .: maa ne legit neelam mausi ko call kara then and there

[31/03, 21:54] .: aur khub sunaya

[31/03, 21:54] .: ki tyohar ke din beti ko rula diya

[31/03, 21:54] .: ganesh chaturthi thi i guess

[31/03, 21:55] .: itna khayal hai to khud aake dekh jaya kar na kya haal chaal hai iska

[31/03, 21:55] .: khayal wayal kuch hai nahi bas daantne me number 1

[31/03, 21:56] .: kaise banaya professor tujhe ye college walo ne

[31/03, 21:56] .: aur tere bete ki jo itni tareef kar rahi hai

[31/03, 21:56] .: etc etc etc

[31/03, 21:56] .: kha gayi ekdum

[31/03, 21:56] .: neelam mausi ko sunaya maa ne

[31/03, 21:56] .: tab phir i started feeling good

[31/03, 21:57] .: that tells you how much of a bitch i am

[31/03, 21:57] .: ayyyeee haayyyyeeeee

[31/03, 21:57] .: itna spam

[31/03, 21:58] .: neelam mausi's husband works in gurugram but wo sabko cambodia batati hai

[31/03, 21:59] .: and she once falsely accused her neighbour

[31/03, 21:59] .: tabse humari family hates her

[31/03, 21:59] .: and she lies so much

[31/03, 21:59] .: like so fucking much

[31/03, 21:59] .: unki puri family paagal hai

[31/03, 22:00] .: i don't like them at all

[31/03, 22:00] .: why are the worst people i know

[31/03, 22:00] .: winning at life

[31/03, 22:00] .: inke life ka trajectory

[31/03, 22:00] .: inke character se affect nahi hota kya

[31/03, 22:00] .: whatever happened to karma

[31/03, 22:01] .: merko kuch laaj sharam bhi nahi aa rahi abhi itna spam karne me

[31/03, 22:01] .: nikki ka result aaya

[31/03, 22:01] .: she's sad ki marks kam aaye

[31/03, 22:02] .: last time 94.70 the

[31/03, 22:02] .: iss baar 94.60 aaye

[31/03, 22:02] .: 5th me

[31/03, 22:03] .: school ne koi naya K+ section start kara hai for the bright kids

[31/03, 22:03] .: they test all the students and top 20 or 30 qualify for it i guess

[31/03, 22:03] .: nikki ka selection ho gaya

[31/03, 22:03] .: to wo room me aake suna gayi

[31/03, 22:04] .: ki aapka to nahi hua tha na dekho mera ho gaya

[31/03, 22:04] .: behen mere time pe to tha hi nahi aisa kuch 😭😭

[31/03, 22:05] .: ye gadha 82 pe naach raha hai

[31/03, 22:05] .: MRF ka bat

[31/03, 22:05] .: uske liye

[31/03, 22:05] .: wo bat dekhte hi laga

[31/03, 22:05] .: future me kabhi na kabhi

[31/03, 22:06] .: pitna to likha hai isse

[31/03, 22:06] .: the reason better be fun

[31/03, 22:07] .: i remember mere school time pe mera result dekhke the most common reaction i got was

[31/03, 22:07] .: "i thought you were intelligent"

[31/03, 22:08] .: like????

[31/03, 22:08] .: idk tumhara judgement about me was wrong no now how's that my fault 😭😭

[31/03, 22:09] .: once i told a teacher

[31/03, 22:09] .: the teacher basically saw my answer sheets

[31/03, 22:09] .: some substitute teacher

[31/03, 22:10] .: and she was like

[31/03, 22:10] .: i mean i was sitting very silently

[31/03, 22:10] .: quietly

[31/03, 22:11] .: she comes to me and she just sees my marks randomly and my percentage was 80 smthng

[31/03, 22:11] .: this was in 8th standard

[31/03, 22:11] .: the teacher goes like hmm your scores are decent your %age will be in 80s, that's good enough no

[31/03, 22:11] .: then why so sad

[31/03, 22:11] .: and i was like

[31/03, 22:12] .: parents want over 95%

[31/03, 22:12] .: if your parents scold you

[31/03, 22:12] .: let them meet me at the ptm

[31/03, 22:12] .: i was like no no no

[31/03, 22:12] .: they ain't gonna scold me

[31/03, 22:13] .: just prohibit me from participating in all the extracurricular activities

[31/03, 22:13] .: and ask me to focus more on my textbooks

[31/03, 22:13] .: she's like still let them meet me

[31/03, 22:13] .: ritu ma'am was her name i guess

[31/03, 22:13] .: she asks me my name

[31/03, 22:13] .: i say charvi

[31/03, 22:13] .: she goes like

[31/03, 22:13] .: "you're charvi??!!"

[31/03, 22:13] .: with like sm shock

[31/03, 22:14] .: and im like yeah why

[31/03, 22:14] .: like i've been charvi for almost 13 years now but never got such a reaction from anyone

[31/03, 22:14] .: obviously i didn't say this

[31/03, 22:14] .: i was just like why what happened

[31/03, 22:14] .: she was a new teacher

[31/03, 22:14] .: joined just a few weeks ago

[31/03, 22:15] .: she said

[31/03, 22:15] .: no i've heard a lot about charvi

[31/03, 22:15] .: you're a brilliant kid

[31/03, 22:15] .: from you even i would have expected not 95 but at least 97 or 98

[31/03, 22:15] .: i was like

[31/03, 22:15] .: pissed off ofc

[31/03, 22:16] .: i go like

[31/03, 22:16] .: ma'am im far from brilliant

[31/03, 22:16] .: def not brilliant in the way anyone would want me to be

[31/03, 22:17] .: my grades are mostly A2 and sometimes A1

[31/03, 22:17] .: she's like really then why do all the teachers praise you so much

[31/03, 22:17] .: idk what came over me

[31/03, 22:17] .: i just said

[31/03, 22:18] .: it's because i participate in literally all the extracurricular activities

[31/03, 22:18] .: she's like but a lot of other kids do too right

[31/03, 22:19] .: i say nobody is as active outside of the classroom as me and besides i win the most number of prizes in quizzes

[31/03, 22:19] .: idk i said it in the wrong way i guess

[31/03, 22:19] .: pura saal they didn't let me participate in any other quiz or activity moye moye

[meintohthakgayibhaisaab]

Yaar merko nahi pata ye kya ho raha hai ya kyun ho raha hai lekin you and I both know we’re not talking the way we talk(ed). And it’s better for me to not bring that up because every time I do, it just seems to push you further away from me.

And I know no one likes a constant nagging. No one likes it jab koi kisi ke sarr chadh ke baitha rahe so it’s better for me to keep quiet about it because it’s not like we don’t know what’s happening or if something is happening unconsciously. We both can feel it happening like the shit week where you decided to maintain distance. And every single time you know what you’re doing, there’s no point of me lying to myself about it trying to convince oh maybe you were busy or out with someone. Because I know when you want to take out the time for someone, you make the time for it.

Check our conversations from the past week or even the one before that. It’s not us talking. It’s me asking questions and you responding to them (apart from that one exception that night where we talked about cars and nicknames).

Merese nahi hota ye baar baar gauge karna if I’m being too enthusiastic or being too clingy and I don’t know how to play the game of ‘the other person should text first’. But yeah it does feel like I’m imposing myself on you, forcing to talk to me. Like what if I’m just being hard to get rid of?

And if there is something getting piled up from your end, toh fucking tell me. Because I know meri harkaton ki wajah se things were piling up earlier.

Because little resentments like these bring up questions in the mind like ‘what were we even thinking when we first got into it?’

Tbh I don’t even know if it’s an actual thing or just something that’s in my head but yeah… all I can say is that I miss you, even when you’re right here.

Or maybe I just miss what we were?

[cultesdesghoules]

『•• laszlo & paul ••』

❝ My boy, what you and that group of heathens you call your pals needs is a fine lesson in what true rock and roll is. ❞ A port glass filled near to the brim with drunk-blood danced between them as Laszlo got wound up in his ramble, hands animated. The Vampiric Council of the West Coast seemed to believe an evening potluck would bring the nightcrawlers of Santa Carla closer, create a family of lost souls. Yet all it seemed to do was incite violence, both the comedic and serious kinds (and perhaps, as Laszlo would say, the ❛ seckshooall ❜ kinds in the corners of the hideout). He himself had been close to a round of fisticuffs with an ugly, muppet-looking stringbean-of-a-vampire just moments prior as well. Miko? Merko? Whatever. Paul was here now, and Paul would listen. ❝ See, my good lady-wife Nadja and I, we could put some hair on your chest after you hear our latest masterpiece. Voice of an angel, that woman, but she damn well knows rock and roll comes from the crotch and not your poodle-oo hair-do, ❞ Laszlo slurred, then took a moment to gulp down the drunk-blood in one swallow. There came a loud ❛ Ahh! ❜ of delight, and the port glass fell to the ground, only to shatter. Warmth trickled throughout his undead veins, and he felt almost a fraction alive. Bewoe to Paul, as that meant his ear would be talked off the rest of the night, and he’d potentially be dragged along to find more drunk-blood, with or without the rest of their crew. ❝ Now where the fuck did they hide the last of the drink, Paulie? Be a lad and help me find some. Fucking wankers don’t know how to party. ❞

『•• @rockerlost ••』

[ormsnok]

thinking about when i saw håvard bakke at that show yall his blue eyes burnt a hole through my eyes and into my brain and im still recovering

shit was terrifying but hey it was an awesome show and an awesome experience

was taking mental notes of how to find the songs i liked later on (they posted a list of the songs that were played later but i didn't know that LOLL)

also i panicked cause he held the eye contact for longer than i could handle and he LAUGHS get me out of here

cant make this shit up but at that moment i wish i did

[paneerlajwanti]

when im talking to someone first time on phone call and like being all proper and coherent and then they break my flow and be like 😐🤨🧐 "what do you want from me" 😐🤨🧐 like didi. sunn lete. ab merko every 10 seconds interrupt karoge toh kahan kuch hoga.

[weirdlydarkthots]

"You also shifted after your breakup" bitch for a that you need to have a relationship... Kedda break up? I don't let people date me only because I hate the idea of being tied to someone that's a fucking responsibility 🙏🏼😔 aur nibbi ban ne ka koi shunk nahi I can play along and around but udhaar mai khattam 😩 uss se zyada mai mr jaun gi I blame my sagg rising and gemini mars+venus xD I only try for people then reject them and then wish things were different somehow. Mera kuch nahi honney walla toh calling it a break up is weird because all I did was run and him chase untill I made it stop and sent him off and then started seeing how he behaves and got hurt myself because the bitch so did that on purpose like hun you did too much not my fault. The worst part is I told the fucker thousand times why I react the way I do. I am not fucking ready and I don't think I will ever be in his case merko taraas agya ussko dekh ke because I can run on and on for years without asking what we are because fir mujhe advantage mil jatta hai. Ish I am a fuck girl in that kind of sense the fact the bitch knows at one point I have juggled him and how I wish I didn't. I really do because idea purra an ka tha and how I have been trying not to be me and I feel hurt. I hurt him and I feel like a douchebag if I leave but I don't want him to get his hope up at all and it just feels like it sometimes because I am yet again not there mai gyaab rehti hai because I don't like talking if I am not getting fed facts or something normal insaano ki trha baat krna nahi atta yaaan debate which I do but then I get angry lul which isn't good yaar mai nahi kr sakti + I can't with the mini pity party like if you have a problem aren't you supposed to find a solution? Are you really going to give up everything to fate and it's not like he is shabby looking or something or an idiot because I don't care what anyone else says the bitch is smartttttttttttttttttttt and I can't emphasis on that part because he is the only person that actually gives me a headache when I try to get into his skin bitch knows how to play. Merko ek toh yeh nahi passand rebound rebound it's the tackiest shit out there and I don't care that everyone does it. I have seen now 4 and they all ended up hurting everyone. The fact one also resulted in rape. I am actually proud of myself I didn't ever use sachin in that way ever I just stopped talking to him fucking flushed myself out and tried to get my life together and interacted with him normally but 2020 had to happen and make things complex and all I see is me getting caught in quicksand nothing else. It's wack but boundariessssssssss are now saving my ass 😌✌ mai maaast snyaas legi because mai fir out of control hui fir I dunno 13 pe akkey maanu gi and then will cry for like one person out of them all whom I just I dunno actually developed a bond with 🤦🏻 I am stupid and ajeeb as fuck I wish I were normal lul.

[to-myhetdi]

2nd october 2021, day 3

pretty early to write a blog is it? haha idk😭

i’ve to go to my sisters house for a few days, so i don’t think i’ll be able to post daily blogs (for 2 days😭) but i’ll try my best to keep you posted nicotine... 

i’ll miss talking to u I MISS MY PHONE AAAA fuck my life... too bad i broke it too bad my mum won’t give it back to me😜🤡 but yess take care acche se padhna and merko good night good morning i lovve you bolta rahio😮‍💨👊🏼 ghoosa maarungi warna hahhaa  byeee

i love you

ishna

[carmensbigfantasy]

WTW March Madness Day 4

Challenge 1 - Talk about the main conflict in your wip Well, it's a big fantasy, so there are a few conflicts. The biggest majorest main conflict is between Energy vs Entropy, but that breaks apart into a few different conflicts through the story, plus a few smaller conflicts (especially at the beginning).

Challenge 2 - Plan the climax Of the whole series? I'll plan the climax of the first book. So, there's a few moving parts here: Zoya in the North, Vadim in Merkos, and Arren in the Desert. Zoya and company face off against a host of infected Constructs (originally created by the Toledano family), when Zoya's magic stutters out and stops. Vadim and the other city leaders are with the Emperor and his coterie, and one of the bodyguards, Fidelis, stabs the Emperor. Vadim is able to get himself out, along with a few others, but the Speaker is left inside. Finally, Arren, after being told who he was, decides to take Zohora up on her offer.

Challenge 3 - Brainstorm at least 2 major plot points in your wip I've already done that! One of my favorites is Zoya killing Fidelis after he mortally wounds her father. It's just a good scene. I don't talk much about Anita, but her quest post-battle to find out her family secrets is all pretty cool, and then when she meets The Construct... oooh that's gonna be rad.

[weirdlydarkthots]

why is this so true and also double your age is tacky I don't like I genuinely don't know I just question everyone now whether they know the things I know from childhood even though I talk to people of my age... Yeah ew not recommended. Even that I do not know how and why it happened. Honestly things just happen. Avviiiinnnn. God looks at me goes: Iss bandi k saath kuch out of the blue nahi hua ittney dino se lo ao aaj kr tai hai -_- Mai maast single marrey gi and the worst part is I like being alone most of the time with me and my thought because we get along unlike other pesty people who have nothing else to do other than get on my nerves. I swear I thought merko nahi atta ab gussa but lo and behold 2020 mai saarey zindagi ka nikaal dalla. Lol at least now my parents aren't the only one that I scold. Bhai mai kisi ko bhi dant dey ti hun... Like I won't cry if a real fight was to go down...

gay_irl