#mentally i am in the moon with E.nel

[gideongrovel]

Anyways,,,, God would never treat me like this,,,, 🙄 (ranting below /nbh, family stuff)

Three times this week I (and my sister) had plans that were made prior to anything else that was going on with anybody else that lives here,,,, and near the last minute on THREE DIFFERENT OCCASIONS mom is like "nope :) this is happening instead" 🙃🙃🙃 you can't just change autistic people's plans like that in the drop of a hat and not expect me to be grumpy about it,,,, especially cause I had my plans to be dropped off at my thing way in advance first,,,, 😓😓😓 but it happening so often without care of my feelings, and when I tell mom I'm upset about it, she doesn't care and is annoyed that I'm communicating how it hurts my feelings to be like dismissed into a non priority,,,