#mentaldisorderslash

[waterparksfanfiction]

geoff's a wreck, awsten can't take his tongue out of ciara's throat long enough to notice, and otto just wants things to be ok.

or: in which geoff can't have awsten so he makes do with what he can.

lowercase intended.

[alltimefanfiction]

Alex feels as though he has nothing in the world. Nothing but his imaginary friend, Jack.

PREQUEL: The Dreams In Which I’m Dying Are The Best I’ve Ever Had 

An accident causes more than just a few broken bones.

( note: the prequel is listed after the sequel because you need to read the sequel first... it was written afterwards, intended to be read after the sequel. )

[alltimefanfiction]

Slowly I walked into the room to see if the boy was asleep. He’d had a tough day, he’d started yet another round of chemo and had been feeling very ill. It was only kind of me to visit him, right? Nothing out of the ordinary there, right?

I was once normal, like the rest of them. It hadn't always been this way. Before I lived in a world of material and selfish values, smiling while everyone lied to my face. If I hadn’t have had experience of this godforsaken building, I wouldn’t have been prepared for what I was about to see when I entered my favourite patient’s bedroom. He was my first. He was Jack Barakat. The one who I’d watched grow, smile and laugh. The one that I’d helped fall in love. Being powerless is something you can’t afford to be when you’re a doctor, especially when you’re working for the most controversial one in history. Three Hearts Hospital is not normal. It is a prison for ill orphans. Rhinae has just begun working there after leaving university and soon discovers that nothing is what it seems. She may be a conventional doctor, but the patients she is dealing with are far from ordinary. Jack, Alex, Rian and Zack are the four of them.

[alltimefanfiction]

Alex Gaskarth’s soul is dying.

Jack Barakat’s is already gone but his spirit lives on.

It becomes tied to Alex.

Alex begins to slip away but Jack won’t give up that easily. After a night with a ouija board, Alex can finally see him. They quickly become friends and spend every moment together.

But Jack has some demons to fight. They’re bigger, they’re badder, they’re Alex’s.

[waterparksfanfiction]

Awsten had just gotten back from a bad day at Starbucks. He had no idea what would be waiting for him when he walked onto his apartment's balcony.

[waterparksfanfiction]

Awsten works at Wal-Mart, and lives a pretty dull life until he finds a homeless guy with a moderate amount of brain damage in his garbage can.

Also, Awsten is a bit of an asshole in this

Awsten found this, I'm sorry

[alltimefanfiction]

Jack is real. Alex is sure of it. Others disagree.

[alltimefanfiction]

Alex is an insomniac.

[alltimefanfiction]

Alex is like an erotic, thrilling, cryptic novel that Jack wants to absorb every word, sentence, paragraph of, but can’t, because some of its most exciting pages are so torn apart with age that they’re unreadable. But Jack can’t put it down, and he keeps flipping page after page, anxiously waiting for the end when the missing pieces all come together.

[alltimefanfiction]

He never imagined he'd end up in a place like this. Mainly because he thought he would be dead right now.

[alltimefanfiction]

It happens so suddenly that Alex doesn’t even have time to register what’s happening. He just stands shocked, numb in pain. The bullet, it flew so suddenly, piercing his flesh in one swift movement.

[alltimefanfiction]

Ordinary people don’t have unheard voices yelling in their ears.

[waterparksfanfiction]

Awsten Knight is a loud-mouthed asshole who wears skirts, seemingly couldn't give a fuck, and can pack a goddamn punch. Geoff Wigington is a fairly reserved punk kid who although has been through some shit, still manages to shut up and sit tight - unless of course, you're being an annoying prick. The first time the two collide isn't the meet-cute that everyone in teen movies dream of, involving an extra-large slurpee, a pleated skirt and a giant bruise. However, instead of the original choice to just ignore and push past it, they're forcibly re-acquainted through a class project that accounts for 20% of their grade. Maybe overtime they would mutually agree that one another isn't so bad - or maybe they wouldn't.

[waterparksfanfiction]

Geoff's an inexperienced lifeguard with a deep, dark secret he doesn't dare tell his friends: he's gayer than Neil Patrick Harris riding Nyan Cat's rainbow dick through the sky while making out with hot shirtless alien men. Awsten's a model on hiatus who hasn't worn short sleeves since November. One chance encounter at the Houston Community Pool could mean absolutely nothing...or it could change their lives forever. Given that this is a gay fanfic written by a queer hormonal teenage boy, the second option is more likely.

[waterparksfanfiction]

Journal entries from Awsten Knight starting from when he moves in with his dad. -short chapters

[alltimefanfiction]

Agoraphobia (ag·o·ra·pho·bi·a) The extreme or irrational fear of crowded or enclosed public spaces.

Otherwise known as Alex Gaskarth's greatest problem, and the one thing that Michael Clifford isn't afraid of.