#mel/tav/fugo/marcy rambles

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had to.

og post

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someone should draw v1 sitting on the blue cg terminal like its a chair

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i think gabriel would find out hes gay first, then find out hes transfem, then start questioning her sexuality again, and decide to just go unlabeled for her sexuality or go with a broad "queer" or something (i do think she's some form of allosexual though, don't really see her as acespec). i think she'd be some kind of arospec too though but whether she ever really figures this out or defines it with a specific term is unlikely i think idk it depends on the setting.

v1 is aroace and agender, maybe a little bit greygender. i dont think it cares much about sexuality, romantic orientation, or gender labels much at all. its definetly transgender though.

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angela from library of ruina

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save me she/he sisyphus

she/he sisyphus

she/he sisyphus save me

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i love how ultrakill's mechanics can look simple at first but are extremely nuanced and complicated once you actually start looking at them more. you can literately go "oh, yeah, i know about the sawed-on shotgun. it has the same speed and amount of bullets that the core eject has, but its alt attack is a tethered shotgun that you can punch off with the knuckleblaster, which will bounce around unless it encounters a magnet, which it will spin around instead like a saw!" and then encounter a 47-minute long video detailing every fucking thing about this ONE weapon out of the 27 of them in the game.

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its always an emotional gutpunch whenever someone draws mirage fanart and theres a fake text box where the letters are all just rectangular white boxes but there's 5 of those rectangles adn you can make out that they're meant to be an homage to the "we will always love you." line and. ghhrgrghghsfhsdasdhkgkj AAAAAAAAAAGH. sniffle.

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well. i guess i can say this Again.

v1 wouldn't have missed

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personally i think the best and most interesting ferrygabe dynamic when it comes to unrequited attraction isnt the ferryman having unreciprocated feelings for gabe but the other way around.

the ferryman having so much idolization for gabe but none of it is romantic- gabe feeling genuine romantic attraction and desire towards the ferryman but the ferryman can't believe that any of the advances he attempts to make could be romantic. no, no, they must be reading him wrong and making assumptions- if it ever even pops into their mind that gabriel might be flirting with them in the first place.

i wish i could elaborate on this more but every time i try to describe what i think about them in detail esp if we're talking post 6-2 kind of characterization of gabriel i just end up with a bunch of word jumble. blegh

also im not saying i hate other interpretations of ferrygabe- i think theyre interesting and worth exploring in their own right!- i just like this one the most and wish i saw a little more of it because i think its a very intriguing read of the characters

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just realized that mirage, gabriel, and sisyphus all share a sun/sunshine/light motif. though in vastly different ways. this is either a coincidence or something that can actually be read into

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i need to kiss mirage

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anyone have ultrakill doodle requests. by chance

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sorry ik this isnt fandom related at all but i made art of an oc of mine!!! its name is ivy. it was trapped in a ring after some shenanigains (tbh i kind of forgot) and has to help one of my other ocs, eugene, navigate through a magical plane- but it cant communicate with him through speaking or writing (it cant speak and cant interact with the physical world beyond manipulating and creating plants with its magic). this is all part of a roleplay im doing with @thatocelot and @spookypurpghost

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i might not be able to make any art for ultrakill, but i thought maybe a little recap of my progress in the game so far would be nice :D at least for me to look back on later if nothing else

i first started playing ultrakill on 5/11/2023. i was so enamoured with the demo i bought the full game and started playing it that same day.

i officially obtained my 200th hour in ultrakill on june 15th 2024. i currently have 224.4 hours in the game

i've p-ranked p-1 and p-2 on lenient

i've p-ranked every level on standard. my best cg score on standard is 44

i've p-ranked every level except p-1 on violent. my best cg score on violent is 36

i've p-ranked all of prelude, all levels in act 1 except 2-4 and 3-2, 3 levels in greed, and 2 levels in wrath on brutal. my highest wave of the cybergrind on brutal is 21

i still haven't unlocked crash mode on any of the difficulties. i've only ever played 4-S once.

my current favorite layer is violence. my favorite levels are (in no particular order) p-2, 0-2, 0-5, 6-2, 2-3, 2-S, 7-3.

i'd say my 5 most impressive times are 0:12.233 any% on 4-1, 0:45.510 p-rank on 6-2, 0:41.968 on 0-5, 0:32.493 p-rank on 0-2, and a 1:51.841 p-rank on 2-3

i currently have about 3 and a half hours of music on my cybergrind playlist

aaaaaand yeah! i think thats all the noteworthy stuff i should put down. im hoping to come back to this in future years and either reblog or make another post like this one :3

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pandemonium is so fun ily pandemonium. im gonna be sad if i ever do a no locker run and pandemonium spawns and i dont get to do the pandemonium little minigame thing. its so fuuuuun thats my bestieee we're playing togetherrrrr ^-^