#mel rambles 💭

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And if I said that my holiday gift to you all will be a Lumberjack Bucky rom-com what would you do with that information? 🎄❤️

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Someone come hold me accountable so I can finish this wip PLEASE 😭

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Just wanted to take a second to say that I am extremely grateful for every single one of you 🥹🩷 To anyone who has ever read my little fics, to anyone who has ever interacted with me in anyway, and to anyone who has followed and stuck around here with me thank you so much 🫶🏼💕 I appreciate you all so much!! ❤️

And a special thank you to my lovely mutuals, you all are the best and I hold so much love for you in my heart 🥹💖💖

I send so many hugs for every single one of you!! All of you!! You all get many hugs!! 🫂❤️🫂❤️🫂❤️

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The post button looks so tempting right now…

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It’s almost 4am, I’m in pain, I can’t sleep, so what did I do? Decided to write a bit….big mistake.

What was once supposed to be a fluffy Bucky Barnes soulmate au has quickly turned into angst… 🤧

I blame my wisdom teeth entirely for this 😗💔

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Spending this Sunday all cozy watching Christmas movies while finishing up the outline to my Lumberjack Bucky holiday rom-com🪵❤️

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Is it really a murder mystery if I feel like everyone’s going to suspect this character from the beginning? 💀

I might have to throw in a new character. Which means this fic is going to take me longer now lol

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So um…. I finally got an idea for a part two to Crossroads but….it goes through lots of angst before a happy ending 🙊❤️‍🩹

How does that sound? 👀

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With the way work started off this week, the drabbles might pile up a bit 😅

That just means some days I’ll probably post more than one. 👀 Which I’m sure no one will have any objections about 😂🩷

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Not feeling too good today so I came home early and now I will find comfort in writing Bucky fluff ☹️🩷 (and maybe some reading)

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Some days I struggle so much to come up with a title and other days I struggle with writing the summary. Today, I am struggling with both 🙃

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You know I think it’s downright criminal that all my lovely mutuals are so far away 🥺 What I would give to have a little coffee date and chit chat about anything with every single one of you ☹️💔

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Not me just noticing I was missing a whole paragraph in the tulip oneshot 😭 I hate how fuzzy my brain is with this medicine 😭😭

Here it is, it’s already back into the oneshot I am so sorry 😭

Unbeknownst to you, Bucky notices, and every time he does he unknowingly straightens up his posture. Trying to make it seem as though the crates were as light as a feather.

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I don’t know if I should be writing right now because the things my brain is conjuring up while on medication…. 💀

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I am awake. The medicine is working. (Which is good because the pain was creeping on me for a second there 😭) So far my face isn’t swollen much, only the right side of my face is a bit.

I’ve heard Day 2 is the worse though so we’ll see 😭

My grandma bought me a plushie to cuddle while in pain 🥺💖

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Someone needs to take away the phrase almost as if from my vocabulary please and thank you ✨