#megheadcanon

[megstielforever]

My headcanon about Meg...

According to legend, Azazel was one of the fallen angels who had children with human women. The earth was chaotic and God made the decision to clean up all the disaster. Before sending the Flood, he sent a garrison of angels, led by Michael. The rebellious angels were caught and punished. They were sent to hell for all eternity and their childrens ( the nephilims) were killed. (This story can be found in old "Book of Enoch”)

Well, my guess is one Nephilim ( daughter of Azazel ) found a way to run away from that killing. She ran off to Hell. She was tortured;  with sufficient time, she was turned in demon and their "angel" part was annulled. She forgot her true nature and she became a powerful and completely loyal demon.She became Alastair's favorite because she learned perfectly the art of torture. Also, She was one of Azazel's, her father's, privileged , who when realized that she had forgotten her past, he preferred keep it a secret. She was so loyal that It was for this reason that she was chosen for the mission of the Winchesters. And... In a  way, she was an angel so that's why Castiel called her "beautiful". He saw something in her, something he couldn't explain <3

(I want to clarify that I haven't forgotten about Tom, the brother of Meg, He could have slipped out with her too, but I wanted to focus only on Meg).

The next is something I wrote about the moment when Meg flees from the garrison of angels.

 (My thanks to @inkbleeder​ who has corrected translation errors in the next...)

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[Through me you pass into the city of woe: Through me you pass into eternal pain: Through me among the people lost for aye.

Justice the founder of my fabric mov'd: To rear me was the task of power divine, Supremest wisdom, and primeval love.

Before me things create were none, save things Eternal, and eternal I endure. All hope abandon ye who enter here” "Prose of" Hell "- Dante Alighieri ]

“The branches hit with her face at the speed of her footsteps. She almost drowned in the smell of her sweat and blood. Saving her power to use it at the right time, she just kept running down the road hoping to get to that place she saw as her only salvation. Far away behind, she knew they were there chasing after her. smelling the wake of light and dust that she was leaving behind. She didn't have much time. Midnight was approaching and that was the right time to do what had to be done. The piercing sound of the archangels grew louder and there was still a long stretch before they reached the cave hidden among the sharpened rocks of the mountain.When she began to hear the murmurs in Enochian, she tried to go faster but stumbled on the road, adding another wound to the set of scrapes and bruises she already had on her body. A piece of her torn robe was left behind in the path. If she had stopped to retrieved it, she would have been delayed and every second was more than valuable. So she risked leaving it as an obvious clue to the way she was going. She didn't want to stop to think, she just ran and she ran as fast as she could. Shortly after, the entrance to the cave was closer and she took another breath and sprinted again. The spell that kept her hidden from the sight of the angels was losing its effect when the Enochian whispers became thunderous voices that specifically spoke of her and how she had to be trapped and killed to save the honor of the heavens. The black mouth of the cave opened. Her fear grew even bigger and she made an effort to focus only on the part of herself that was going to help her at that moment. She turned her head back and could feel them right behind her. She took a breath of air and stepped quickly into the opening. Blinded, she continued running. Only the voices that followed her pushed her to continue as lightly as she could. The air became thicker. She could see a red spot in the distance and ran in that direction. Little by little, the stain became a wall of burning rock, as if it were boiling red hot. When she stood in front of it, so close the heat it emanated could burn her skin.

When she stood in front of it, so close that the heat it emanated could burn her skin, she took out a razor and cut the palm of one hand, letting the blood fall on the other. She sighed again and tried to silence in her mind the voices that had been pursuing her to concentrate on the pronunciation of the spell. She had to do it perfectly, because she didn't have time to try again; otherwise the angels would come to her. After shedding the last drop of blood, she fixed her eyes on this and began the recitation. The palm of her hand burnt but she had to finish. "You will be punished and eliminated from the face of the earth for being the result of the sin of our race against God" Michael's voice boomed behind but she only reached to rest the palm of her hand on the burning wall. Her blood boiled and the fire the fire rise up her arm. In a matter of seconds, the flames consumed her completely. The garrison of angels was met with nothing but a huge wall of rock and a pile of ashes.”

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           — ♛ Meg is afraid of airplanes in general so the idea of getting her on one is next to impossible without her having a panic attack during the flight. She hasn't been on a plane in her whole life because of what happened to her parents so if she can't drive to the place that she wants to go to, she isn't going and no one could make her (Not that anyone would want to make her go on a plane when she fears for her life and cries because of the loss of her parents). If Meg has to be on a plane at any point in her life then she has to have someone by her side that she trusts and some medication or else she will be a total mess.

[loyaltyinbounds]

Head canon #7

Megara sleeps with the book she took from the library under her bed every night - even when she's in Loki's room, she sneaks it in and puts it under the bed. In the book is the closest accurate telling to her life prior to Steamboat, including back when she'd been the daughter of King Creon of Thebes and her story that tied in with Hercules'.

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Head canon #6

Meg only gets on with three members of staff. Archie, the stable manager called Greg and another young orderly called Sam. She gets on with Archie because he's seems to be the least dense doctor she's spoken too, he actually puts his brain to use as far as she's aware. Greg because he lets her sit in the stables whenever she pleases and lets her help him take care of the horses. Lastly, Sam because he was the first member of staff to believe her when she said she was from Greece and he often stayed after his shift in order to keep her company even if it just meant sitting quietly in the history aisle of the library.

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Head canon #5

The reason why Meg's eyes change to gold when she's in a high state of emotion is because of a dealing with Hecate [the greek goddess of witchcraft, ghosts and magic] went a little lopsided. While working for Hades in the Underworld, Meg was sent to trick Hecate into gifting her with magic. Once successfully doing so, Meg was to use her magic in order to bring the downfall of yet another monarch so Hades could collect his soul. Once Hecate realised this, she took the gift away from Megara but cursed her with having golden eyes whenever she felt vulnerable as the Goddess knew that was the one of the two things Megara hated; being seen vulnerable. 

The curse of having golden eyes also almost got Megara burnt at the stake because the monarch who's soul she was suppose to claim on behalf of Hades mistook her for an actual witch and sentences her to death. However, Pain and Panic caused a diversion long enough for Megara to escape the flames and head back to the Underworld. As a result of this, she has burn marks on her legs, as the flames got no higher than that before she escaped.

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Head canon #4

On the nights that Megara does return to her and Alice's room instead of sleeping in Loki's room, she crawls into Alice's bed and cuddles her throughout the night. If she wakes up before Alice, she writes a little note and leaves it on Alice's bedside cabinet for her to find when she wakes up. 

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Head canon #3

The rare times that Meg does go back to her own room to sleep opposed to being in Loki's room, she steals one of his shirts to sleep in which often gets her quizzical looks from Alice. 

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Head canon #2

Whenever Meg is upset, scared or on the verge of anger, an apparition of Hercules visits her and calms her down simply by speaking to her and holding her. It always feels so real like he's actually there in the room.

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Head canon #1

Five years ago when Megara arrived at Steamboat, she tended to spend most her days down in the stables. A couple of weeks after she arrived, a young white stallion was brought in that no-one seemed to be able to calm down except Megara. Noticing this, the stable hand let her name it. She named it Pegasus after Hercules' white horse.