#meanwhile for skwisgaar just accepting he likes men is a huge ordeal and conflates with certain trauma

[basu-shokikita]

One of my fave Skwistok headcanons is that Toki likes dressing Skwisgaar up. Like his own Barbie of sorts, because he thinks Skwisgaar looks good in everything. Skwisgaar complies even though it’s a pain cause ultimately it’s an ego stroke to have someone constantly fawning over his looks. Eventually, it gets to the point where Toki brings a dress or skirt to Skwisgaar and he freaks out because, What da fucks?! Ams not a goil, Toke. (I’m 100% convinced Skwisgaar has gender dysphoria)

Toki is earnestly confused cause he really doesn’t see what the problem is. Just cause he wears x or y it’s not like he’ll stop seeing Skwisgaar like a man or loving him as such. Just because he loves getting Skwisgaar prettied up it’s not like he’s trying to make him ‘the woman’ of the relationship or anything.

Reluctantly, Skwisgaar starts exploring with the clothes Toki gives him. Toki’s reactions are encouraging so he grows more and more confident. He loves making Toki swoon, it makes him feel so powerful. And he also realizes that just because he’s wearing a panty hose or trying on a corset, it doesn’t make him any less of who he is. He can wear whatever he wants and still be a guy, and still be Skwisgaar.

And it’s so freeing.