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talkorsomething · 13 days ago

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Trying to do better in Everything but also hardly practiced 2day & have been trapped on the couch by my darling baby kitty who i love so much for over 2 hours. Definitely need to be in bed by now, DEFINITELY needed to have done other things.

But ... hard to exist with someone else in the house.

#100% секретный дневник левы НЕ ЧИТАЙ #housemate was actually asleep most of the day i just have issues regardless </3 #got another book from the library....... have to make myself read both it and the previous one while also doing everything else #can i get a break? please? just nothing ?#me when i wanted to be in the show so bad.#well how was i supposed to know housemates would suck just as bad; if not worse; than last year's situation #i need a space that feels safe to exist in & it's BETTER now but still... not great ......#idkkkk maybe need isn't the right word cause clearly i'm existing. i just wish i had time and energy and creativity for everything again.#winter ending will help with that but also its literally so cold and also weather like all the time right now lol. spring hurry up !!#i need to sleep better also (not get trapped by cat) because having time to myself in the morning i've noticed is also important...#i like getting things done early so i can chill out the rest of the day haha #problem is early does not exist if i wake up after or just slightly before housemates also wake up ...

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