#me sad though because his want to learn often borders into desperation && is partially spawned by his sheltered upbringing.
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aymericβs the kinda dude who gets bored && falls down a wikipedia hole at least once a week. he knows far too much about shit that no one else cares about or even knows of. he can && he WILL use any opportunity afforded to him to start going on about what he knows of the london beer flood or the sacred band of thebes.Β
#βββ β πππππ ππππππππ πππ ππππππ πππππ πππππ. ( musings )#βββ β ππ ππ πππππππππ πππππππ ππ πππ ππππ ππππππ ππππ ? ( modern au )#βββ β yeah this ain't even a joke either. he loves learning && has an incredible memory. && before anyone asks.....#yes he does love a good conspiracy theory on the most mind boggling or hilariously easily explained shit too. god i remember#someone drawing art of him in a pokemon thing where he had a rowlet && honestly ?? yes. good. hhhh part of it does make#me sad though because his want to learn often borders into desperation && is partially spawned by his sheltered upbringing.#there was so much he didn't know && he struggled as a result && in a way blames himself despite it not really being his fault.#he considers not being aware of something due to no exposure at all a personal failure. so now that he can educate himself#he tries his best to learn as much as he can even if it's the furthest thing from relevant from his life. he worries that maybe one day#it'll be relevant so he can't afford to not learn it. he wants to understand the world. he wants to know what's going on in it.#what has happened in years / centuries gone by. he hates not knowing something. && if anyone ever let him ramble about#something he's learned that he thinks is worth mentioning or thinks is interesting && thus wishes to share it with someone#instead of telling him to shut up or that they don't care... it'd make him so happy. man this last bit only adds to my hunch that#my aym may well be autistic............ discordthinkingemoji.png.#also even more sads; aym is terrified that his ignorance makes him a questionable leader or that it puts his people at risk.#even though he was one of so goddamn many ishgardians kept in the dark all their lives he still can't help but blame himself... as if#it was a case of him not wishing to educate himself or accept education from someone when it ?? just wasn't like that ????#the way he thinks / regards himself kills me. he's really not well at all is he ? ;;
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