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kaleuh · 2 years ago

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my sister introducing me to a v delicious non-alcoholic champagne was very very nice of her, and now because i have the day off tomorrow i can sit around drinking it playing grown up like everyone else (bonus points for Being Sad)

#me 10 years ago: the best way to get over my trauma from alcoholic family members is to just be cool with people getting drunk around me!!#me 5 years later: okay so pretending to be cool with it did not work At All so maybe i should just try it a few times?? would that work??#me immediately: ew blech ugh gross yuck yech ew blech ugh gross yuck ew blech ugh gross yuck yech ew blech ugh gross yuck #me now: i sure would like to be closer to certain ppl but the mere smell of it turns on my danger senses so :(((((#i guess i'm just stuck being a baby forever :(((((((#idk at this point i've just accepted that like . i'm never gonna be comfortable with it #i know my mental limits and how to accomodate myself so i really just don't willfully put myself with ppl who get v very drunk #just trying to ignore it has been my go-to ahaha . i wish there were more people like me #i feel very alone when i know i'm Being Myself 100% while other people just . turn Different in frnt of me when drinking #it makes me feel like . who are you #Kayla's personal life

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