#me be like: ๐๐ towards the bunnies fr I want to squeeze them
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I thought about the most hurtful comments I heard in my life, and I came to the conclusion that, to this day, the most hurtful ones are always about my body (and in general how I eat badly apparently even if I avoid all the junk food possible) and how I'll end up alone.
And the one who always told me these words has always been my mum...
Yikes ๐ฌ
#honestly I'm not surprised that I developed all my body insecurities thanks to her#spending money for my hair body removal (first wax and then laser): because of her#me blaming myself everytime I allow me eating some snacks or sweet: her pointing out every time that I'll get fat#how did I not developed some ED after all of this it's a mystery#me having those romantic heartaches: also because of her (and dad too this time) expecting me getting a partner#and then she acts surprised when I don't want her around when I'm having a bad time#I wonder why...I wonder why#also just sayin' if she didn't put too much effort into the entire *you should make more friends or you'll be alone thing*#probably I would have never met my ex-friend#my kindness and trust would have still immaculate and maybe I wouldn't have got the abuse I got#the emotional abuse ntw not the mental and physical thank god that never happened#it's so hard understanding that your daughter is an introvert amd she doesn't like going out every week?#it's really that hard?#maybe it's time I should just...#...#idk I just want sweet dreams for a whole week I don't want nothing more so#if you see this wish me luck for having some comfort in DreamLand?#being surrounded by bunnies would be the perfect dream for me#one bunny is not enough now#me be like: ๐๐ towards the bunnies fr I want to squeeze them
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