#me 🤝 guys using strap

[cmbdragon98]

It doesnt matter if it's silicone if I say im cumming in her then damnit im cumming in her

[frudoo]

Full Hands — Captain John Price

Me 🤝 writing fics about John with kids

(I want to have his babies)

Warnings: Fem!reader, John is nice but DON’T TALK TO STRANGE MEN!!!!

Full Hands Masterlist

The morning had started out disastrous, to say the least. The kids were already up when you arrived, and before you could even take off your shoes, their poor parents were out the door, looking exhausted as ever. You understood why as soon as you saw the mess of clothes and toys that were sprawled throughout the house. With a sigh, you clean the house up, and after wrestling the rambunctious little girl into the bath and dressing both her and her baby brother (who was cranky from lack of sleep and a stuffy nose), you headed out the door to go to the park. You could only hope that the crazy little munchkin would wear herself out and take a good nap later.

“Look out!” You gasp, grabbing the chatty four-year-old by her arm before her face can make contact with a lamp post.

Your yelp wakes up the baby strapped to your chest, and your eyes widen when you see his lower lip starting to tremble. You place one hand beneath his bottom and adjust the wrap so that he feels more secure, bouncing in place to try and stop him from the inevitable cry-session he’s about to embark on. Luckily, your soothing efforts work, and the tired babe falls right back asleep before the first wail can escape him. You sigh softly in relief, grabbing his older sister’s hand and pulling her closer to you to avoid any more potential accidents.

“I wanna go to the paaaark!” She pouts, trying to run ahead of you, but your grip tightens on her.

“We are, sweetheart, but I need coffee first,” you explain, running your thumb along her knuckles as you guide her into the quaint little café.

The little girl huffs defiantly, but her big brown eyes widen in pure excitement when she sees the arrangement of delicious pastries behind the glass display. Instantly, she’s tugging on the hem of your dress, pigtails dancing wildly as she bounces up and down.

“Nana! Wanna cake pop, please? Pretty please? I’ll be good, swear! Won’t be sassy!” She rambles, pulling you to the front and subsequently running into the man that was already trying to order.

Your heart drops into your stomach when the man turns around, and you pull the little girl into your side in a protective manner. He’s tall and built, and were you not afraid that he was about to give this clumsy little girl a piece of his mind, you would have found him rather attractive. Much to your relief, the man gives a soft chuckle, kind eyes crinkling at the corners.

“Look a little young to be a ‘Nana,’ yeah?” He teases, sparkling blue eyes scanning your skeptical face.

“Oh, I’m just their nanny. She refuses to call me by my real name,” you explain sheepishly, glancing at the sleeping baby all cozied up in the wrap you’ve got strapped to you. “I’m so sorry about this. This guy’s been sick, and the little miss is using it to her advantage since I can’t chase after her like normal.”

The man tuts, giving you a sympathetic smile. He looks down at the girl who’s now hugging the back of your leg, poking her head around to meet his eyes. He hums once, pulling out his wallet.

“Alright if I get her the cake pop she’s fussin’ ‘bout?” He asks, nodding his head toward the array of colorful treats.

“Oh, you don’t have to do that,” you wave your hands frantically in dismissal, eyebrows furrowed.

“Nonsense, I insist. Matter fact, what did you want? Some coffee?” He pushes, guiding you closer to the counter with him to show that he’s serious.

“I was gonna get a latte,” you frown, feeling bad for taking advantage of this man’s kindness, no matter how badly he wants to do it.

“Atta girl. That all?” He pats your shoulder, and you ease up a bit—however, still on alert for the girl that’s hiding behind your leg.

“Yes, sir. Thank you,” you smile kindly, rubbing your fingertips along the child’s arm as she giggles.

“None o’that. Call me John,” he grins, handing the barista some money.

You urge the little girl up to grab the cake pop from the barista’s hand. She mutters out a shy thank you (much in contrast to the nonsensical rants she always gives you) before hiding behind the safety of your legs once again. You huff softly in amusement and follow John over to wait for your coffee. He watches as the child takes a bite of her cake pop, chuckling in satisfaction before looking back up to you. His eyes twinkle as he watches you run your fingertips over the stirring infant’s eyelids, trying to get him back to sleep.

“You want to be a mum,” he muses.

It’s less of a question, more of a statement, and it catches you off guard. You sputter with surprise, eyes darting down to the girl enjoying her treat in order to avoid his prying gaze. There’s something about the way he looks at you—not in a predatory way, but in a protective way, like he’s known you for years—that makes you feel strangely content. At home in a foreign place. The little girl seems to sense your comfortable state because she stops hiding behind you and goes to give John a hug around his legs. You apologize profusely but he just leans down to pat the tot on her back.

“Gotta stop apologizin’, love. The little one’s just thankin’ me for the cake pop,” he chuckles, humming his own thanks to the barista as he takes his tea and your latte from her hands.

“Sorr- um. Thank you, John,” you take your drink from him, trying to ignore the way your heart skips a beat as your fingers brush against his. “But really, let me pay you back. I have cash, or I can send it to you-”

“What are you doing later? Once you haven’t got the kiddos, I mean,” he interrupts, trying to conceal the way his eyes had been glued to your lips as you spoke.

You furrow your eyebrows, not expecting to be interrupted, but the softness in those baby blues of his take away any negativity you might have felt. You shrug, sighing when you realize that the baby cuddled into your chest is now fully awake and will absolutely not go back to sleep.

“Not much, honestly. Was gonna cook dinner for myself,” you explain, smiling softly as you watch John wave to the baby, freckled nose scrunched in delight.

“Tell you what: how about I take you out instead, yeah? Consider it payin’ me back,” he beams, hopeful cerulean eyes staring into yours.

“Spending more money on me is paying you back?” You laugh, giving the little girl a stern look as she smacks your thigh to get your attention.

“Spendin’ time with a beautiful woman is more than enough. Swear it,” he pulls his phone from his pocket and offers it to you.

You try to conceal your embarrassment, taking his phone and typing your contact information into it. As you hand it back, John gives you a wink and a pleased hum.

“I’ll give you a call later, hm?” He smiles, patting your shoulder gently when you nod your agreement. “Have fun with the little ones.”

You wave a flustered goodbye to John as the impatient little girl grabs your hand and all but drags you out of the café.

Next ->

[ilycosy]

bottom luke! bottom luke! bottom luke—

i may be a subbottom but a gal can dream !!! (also my friend eats bottom luke up so :3)

i js know that he'd be such a 50/50 guy tbh !!! ur either getting the sweetest boy ever or the biggest brat ever (headcanons !!!!)

warnings : TLT SPOILERS , afab + amab! reader , pegging , overstim , dacryphilia , creampie , petnames (pretty boy, sweet boy, princess) , daddy & mommy kink , loving sex but also toxic , also YES i feminized luke

afab reader (mommy kink)

୨୧ — he's definitely more on the good boy spectrum with somebody that has a mommy kink, especially if they're on the softer side of it?? he's so whipped and ready to listen

୨୧ — gets super embarrassed though when it's brought up, being the best swordsman at camp he definitely struggles with the need to be dominant or prove himself capable of taking care of you (which he can !! you just like taking care of him more)

୨୧ — ok now onto the actual sex !! he's superr whiny, like im talking high pitched and having to muffle his noises in the bed type whiny. hes constantly out of breath and panting when being prepped, no matter the amount of fingers

୨୧ — he says he prefers smaller straps because they're easier to take but i think he's just a little insecure (that can be fixed w a little bit of talking)

୨୧ — weak at the mfing knees for being called a good boy— "you're such a good boy for mommy!" "good boy, now turn around." "be a good boy for me?" — he's a puddle on the floor now

୨୧ — he definitely gets jealous if he finds out you've pegged others (i said it was a lil toxic !!!) so he ends up with his own toys, mainly out of spite rather than actual concern for germs (also ,, who doesn't love custom stuff ??)

୨୧ — as an apology for the betrayal, he basically begs you to use him (his words not mine) he lowk doesn't want you to stop until he's crying and can't cum anymore. he tries to run off before aftercare and tbh won't accept it due to guilt (unless you join him , like i said , he's toxic)

— afab reader 🤝 amab reader = calling luke pretty boy

amab reader (daddy kink)

୨୧ — different from afab, i think he would lean more on the bratty side. he definitely has issues with accepting men as authority figures (look at his dad) so i think it might take some getting used to being the bottom (esp the sub)

୨୧ — he never talks about it, especially when others could potentially hear. he likes making people believe that he's the dominant one in the relationship even though he's not and both of you know it

୨୧ — actual sex !! he's still super whiny, but he probably tries to hide it a lot more. he chokes up a lot on his own spit from holding it in (dw just force his mouth open !!) but for some reason he seems to like it better that way, being forced to make noise

୨୧ — doesn't really matter how big you are, but he definitely leans more on size queen... !! he tries to hide it but he can't help but buck his hips back onto your cock when it's near

୨୧ — he will never admit it, but being called princess and being treated like he's fragile will always get him going— "cmere princess, come sit." "shh princess, you don't want people to hear do you?" "are you seriously that desperate for daddy's cock princess?" — he's WEAK !!!!

୨୧ — don't ever and i mean ever talk about your sex life in front of others, you don't even need to have slept with people for him to be clawing at your back to make sure you know you're his later !!

୨୧ — he definitely expects you to join his side w the betrayal, he can't fathom putting sm trust and allowing a masc authority figure in his life like that only for you to side w others— he begs and pleads during the hate (or love if you're going w him) fuck for you to cum in him so he has something

★ general note, while i wrote this w fem & masc readers in mind (duh) i think luke doesn't care abt genitals and relies more on terms w how he acts !!! like if you were afab but liked to be called daddy he'd be more bratty & vice versa <3

[urf4vsc0rpio]

what would you rate the dimi sisters on freak scale

like 1-10 how freaky

-dani luvr ^-^

Dimitrescu Sisters Freak Scale

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Nsfw, mentions of Dacryphilia, degrading, toys, biting, blood consumption, oral

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: that's kinda...𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐞: Might not be accurate, idk 😭😭 I probably forgot a few things I wanna add, idk and I feel like I went off topic a few times..

Bela Dimitrescu

Freak Scale: 6.5/10

- Okay let's be real here, I feel like she'd be lowkey busy asf yk? Older sister stuff

- Possessive, def

- Definitely pathetically whiny when she bottoms

- But when she does have time to get 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂? Damn. Sending thoughts and prayers along w an ambulance

- Usually composed but it completely crumbles when she gets to let loose

- Has a shit ton of stress I bet

- Would it be bad if I said Bela has a mommy or mistress kink...?

- SERVICE TOP BELA. IDC WHAT YALL SAY. I STAND W THIS UNTIL THE DAY THAT I DIE.

- She likes to tease u occasionally but she's hella subtle w it (Still works tho)

- She loves taking her time, I can confirm bcs I'm her wife

- I feel like she enjoys light bondage, not w ropes but like fancy ass ribbon

- If you would let her, she'd definitely take her stress out on you..just sayin

- Fuckass biter. Definitely likes to mark up your inner thighs (This is totally from a fanart of her that I saw)

- #1 Edging and blindfold lover. Could be on u, could be on her. She just loves it

- legit LOVES. LOOVVESSS painfully slow strip shows. She wants to watch you suffer and squirm in your spot.

- Praising def

- Aftercare w her is the BEST. (I can also confirm this, I'm her wife)

Cassandra Dimitrescu

Freaky Scale: 11/10

- Just look at her.

- Massive prey predator kink

- Crazily possessive it scares me

- "Where are you going, little one?" She asks teasingly while you would run for your life as she hunts you down

- Expect to be manhandled A LOT.

- This mf is 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

- Would it also be bad if I said she has a daddy kink...? Listen, I can explain. (No I can't)

- Bondage. Lots and lots of bondage along w gagging/blindfolds

- How would she gag u, u ask? Could be using ur panties, her fingers, ball gags, hell maybe even a strap

- Also a massive biter, more chompy than Dani and Bela. She knows her fangs r sharp and she's gonna abuse that fact

- Cassie w a happy trail...bevshwgvdbsve

- Bites all over ur body, marking you up as hers

- Dacryphilia screams Cassie, she loves watching you cry from pleasure (maybe even overstimulation)

- "You can take more, you're my good little whore aren't you?" She says while pushing you past overstimulation, relishing in how beautiful you looked crying for her

- Be bratty w her, I dare you. That woman definitely enjoys brat taming

- Spanking + strap ons = Cassandra

- MASSIVE top, she can be on the bottom yet still top you

- Have I told you guys that she rlly enjoys manhandling??

- Topping her is like crazy rare, idk what you did if you managed to convince her in letting you top

- Also a fan of edging, she just loves hearing you beg

- CHOKING. OMFG HER AND CHOKING. NEVER SEPARATED.

- This woman I swear...would definitely strap you to the bed with a vibrator on its max or lowest setting to either overstimulate you (Max setting) or to torture you (lowest setting)

- She loves testing how much u can handle

- Rough sex 🤝 Cassandra

- Would definitely pull u away from whatever ur doing for a quicky

Daniela Dimitrescu

Freaky Scale: 10/10

- Switch. I believe in switch Daniela supremacy and I will DIE on this hill

- I feel like she occasionally likes being bratty when you're not paying attention to her

- My goodness this woman is obsessed w your blood, you can't prove me wrong

- If u think abt it, she wouldn't be afraid to show off her obsessive devotion towards u

- Unpredictable if u ask me, one moment she can be all playful and clingy then suddenly you'd find yourself either pinned to the bed or on top of her

- Experimental. Oh you mentioned a kink u wanna try? Sign her tf up!

- Also a biter, atp everyone is a biter (They can't help it, you just taste so good man)

- She has sharp fangs and she knows it. She enjoys how u shudder and whimper whenever her fangs graze ur skin

- Overstimulation, either her receiving or you, she'd still enjoy it

- Edging for her, idk I have a feeling she likes being edged

- Eating out 🤝 Daniela

- Once again, I will also die on this hill. Daniela is ADDICTED to ur taste like a smoker being addicted to vaping. "eh I can quit whenever" is like Daniela saying "Hey! I wouldn't mind fucking u without eating u out!"

- Every single sesh would always involve Dani going down on you.

- Definitely enjoys having her hair tugged, it just means that she's doing a good job

- OH THIS WOMAN LOVESSS BEING PRAISED.

- Have I mentioned how much she enjoys eating u out? Well she does

- Also a fan of light bondage

- "You taste so good..I can't get enough" She mumbled against your cunt, looking all pussy drunk with her nails digging into your thighs almost painfully

- This woman is possessive and u can't prove me wrong

- Cats 🤝 Daniela = Rubbing up against their owners

- Definitely enjoys being pounded into the bed w a strap, grips the sheets so hard she probably tore it once

- Scissoring + Vibrator combo

- Loves begging and LOVES hearing u beg

- Blindfolds on her, she def thinks it's so fun when she doesn't know what ur gonna do to her

- Would definitely talk about how you're all hers and how much she loves you while she fucks you senseless

- Can be rough whenever she wants to but would also go gentle if u ask her to

[localgirlbecomesobsessed]

The gang reacts to episode 13

Olivia would react like the MC did so I didn't add her into it ;)

Not proofread just my thoughts as I went along.

Xena •_•

Her worst nightmare…working with Frostheim again 😞

The chaos duo become a trio, she only agreed to attend class cause pro Nic was like Xena 😞stop skipping lessons ffs

She’s also so curious about dio but it is like prying teeth out and even Kaito won’t tell her anything, she tells Leo and they add it to the huge list of mysteries that Darkwick holds.

She is also surprisingly good at anomalous medicines which is why she gets a free pass away with skipping a lot.

Xena 🤝 Luca thirst for knowledge gang

Xena when she realises she has to do another mission with Frostheim: are you SRS rn 👁️👄👁️ shawty (Luca+kaito) say sike rn

She is texting Leo and Sho live updates with all the new info she’s getting as well.

When she realises it’s Lapona/france she decides to 1000% not be a translator for them and promises herself to keep her mouth shut.

Feels more at ease when she realises it’s an actual investigation.

Xena 🤝 Leo giving eachother live updates and making fun of Thoma whilst they investigate him

The outfit included a metal strap that wraps around her thigh so she wouldn’t have to outwardly use her cane; Thoma tells her it’s so the people attending the ball won’t pick upon a weakness(it’s lowkey in case she tries to hit someone with it.)

Doesn’t mind the outfit this time, even though it’s white and that’s just asking for it to get stained. They did also get her long sleeves to cover her arm tattoos as well, Thoma saying they can’t have her appear as a vagastrom dissident when she’s meant to be an attendant of the king.

Xena🤝 Jin wanting to stay in the limo+not wanting to be there or around anyone at all

When her and Jin go to talk to the prince, she immediately screws up and replies to him in French, she purposefully ignores Jin’s stare as they continued the convo.

She introduces herself normally but in French; cackles at Kaito’s smooth talking. Starts getting excited about the case when they mentioned the mirrors as it piqued her interest.

“The girls into guys with snark attitudes” was an @ at Xena as well for her relationship with Leo(she’s catching strays just because Kaito can’t get a date.)

Literally tries to escape with Jin to the room but Thoma stops her…purposefully moves in the way of the stranger to get the drink stained.

Xena staring unimpressed as the kyklos comes onto the mirror •_•; 🪞 inwardly shes a lot like the mc but she’s refusing to show it, especially when she’s at the ball~the breakdown can wait.

Immediately picks up the weird vibes between Jin and Thoma; she doesn’t trust Thoma at all but has a tense truce with him due to his relationship with Alan but it’s a very tense and on a thin line type of thing.

No one call tell Xena’s being serious when she says it scared her cause she says it with such a deadpan face as she eyes Jin suspiciously.( clocks the mirror anomaly getting him)

When she meets jin on her way to the vagastrom dorms; she’s annoyed that her chill evening walk and eat time was being disrupted but curiosity overtook that.

Literally calls Thoma an idiot to Jin’s face as they walk cause why would you go the same night your king looks at you with an off energy 😭😭

She’s mentally adding the clash information crumbs to her board.

Doesn’t acc think Thoma is the spy but keeps quiet about it for the moment as she doesn’t have enough supporting evidence and it’s still mega shady.

Leo 🤝 Xena knowing everything and gathering all info on Thoma.

Xena outwardly sighs when Thoma brings up the breaking and entering

She was actually impressed with how quick Thoma adapting to Jin’s arrival.

Thoma has to awkwardly stand there when he says he’s going to walk her back to her dorm and she’s like this is my dorm I have a room here.

But also Leo is like oh 👁️👄👁️🫶🏼you’re both gonna keep me up all night and Xena’s like think before you speak Mon Cher

Xena being dragged into convo by Luca happily talking French to her (I hc they slip into it when they talk to eachother)

Xena adding Kaito’s pendant to the list of mysteries but also get a bit protective of Kaito cause she doesn’t like the vibes of Marius.

Then the prince is found dead and she’s like ah my time has finally come.

Immediately stands back to observe the family and notices how Marius isn’t saying much but the other two siblings are one talking to eachother and trying to get out as soon as they can~ she was going to say something but then Thoma throws a wrench and announces that they’re paranormal investigators

Xena’s face when Thoma asked if she wanted to go back and not investigate a crime scene 👁️👄👁️

She was at her happiest investigating the grisly scene, documenting and updating Jin (via text) and Thoma about the discoveries irl; goes full research mode into curses about mirrors, especially like the one found next to the prince. Immediately tried to pry the briefcase away from Thoma to find out what's in there.

Although, Xena is sympathetic for the princess' situation, the curse and the multitude of deaths, her eyes are startlingly sparkling as she searches through her baggage, Thoma eyes her in concern but ignores it.

Xena accumulating evidence that it's Marius especially after the princess said she didnt expect Marius to come and that they had a terrible relationship. She actually shares with Thoma her suspicions and he just hums in thought and and gives a vague reply much to Xena's annoyance.

Xena is trying to figure out what's going on with Thoma, trying to think of why the fuck Thoma moved from vagastrom to Frostheim, it didn't make sense to her and as she keeps trying to unravel the mystery of the clash it's just driving her crazy.

Xena is mega concerned for Jin, like he does not seem mentally well and she's like should you not call a therapist or something? •_•

Professor Nicolas (next to Dante) is one of her favourite professors at Darkwick; inwardly cries when Thoma asks her to come to Frostheim cause she just knows she's about to be inbetween a couple's dispute.

Xena mentally adding all the information onto her clash conspiracy board as Jin and Thoma have their confrontation.

Afterwards she has to pretend that she had no idea that someone clearly pinned the ghouls ahainst eachother, 'geez golly Thoma you dont say '•_•-the only reason she's actually believing what he said was due to the fact she knows Alan wouldn't do anything nefarious (or she just trusts Alan a bit too much.)

Xena's deadpan face as Thoma told her he's entrusting his king's heart to her, unsettled Thoma deeply and he didn't want to show it but he regretted entrusting her immediately. Rather a cryptic smile it's a grimace.

Xena when her prime suspect ends up dead 👁️👄👁️

10000% knew that Prince Hugo was dead (detective instincts be strong) when confronted with the dullahan she immediately knew what it was, she's watched Durarara, feels guilty for letting Thoma take the hit and is hating the fact she doesn't have her cane with her (it's not like she can use a judo move on a bloody headless horseman)

Sends it to Jin anyway, even though this isn't her first rodeo, wants confirmation and to keep him involved and informed on the situation (she does not want him to feel more ostracized than what he already feels)

Xena has locked into the same info as Thoma- they're excitedly chatting about the facts (three truths of the case) Both of them are surprised at how well they work together, when they both go to confront the princess with the situation, they rattle off their deductions, the only thing they didnt agree on was the princess killing Hugo, though Xena wouldnt of guessed suicide.

...Until Jin texted her back and she was like omg ofc.

Saves the girl but left with a tragedy, when the chaos duo-Thoma and her are in the vault they discuss the events and Xena finally puts this case to rest.

Does think to visit Jin to check up on him but Thoma shoos her off.

Immediately goes to Leo and Sho to catch them up on all the drama that’s been happening~she does reprimand Leo about outing someone’s illness like that but it’s one ear and out the other.

She doesn’t mention about what she saw in the mirror to them but lets it slip to professor nicolas when he checks up on her again….

She really does hate Frostheim missions but she got to spend time with Luca (and Kaito) so at least she got to see her boys.

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Cathrine 🧪

Cathrine freshly estranged from her rich family who were defo in the upper circle of high class society and not wanting any part of that life anymore…

She’s in class for once to help fix the projector and is curious about this Christmas event; more curious about this dio person…

When she gets the text she thought it was another confrontation about one of the projects Frostheim had set for her but was slightly relieved when she realised it was about a mission.

Cathrine’s face when she clocks on to what the mission is 🫣😞😪

Thoma’s monocle glinting menacingly as he reveals that the three of them will be attendants for Cathrine and Jin, Kaito’s screech as he asks what thoma’s talking about was enough to burst an eardrum.

Hahahaha so I was the daughter of xyz company (can I think of a company name?atm no.) vut Thoma chimes in like publicly you’re still their daughter and Cathrine has to remind herself that she can’t murder the vice-captain.

Her outfits slightly different to co-ord more with Jin (sly one Thoma) as they approach the limo she slips into high society mode and it freaks Kaito and Luca out cause where has the mad scientist gone? Who is this quiet and polite woman sipping champagne 🥂

Whispers as soon as they enter the room as the rarely seen daughter of xyz comes in along with king jin, much to both of their displeasures. She can already see all the suck ups approaching so very eagerly follows along with Jin when he goes to the prince.

She knows the royals from her appearances at balls (not as close as Jin) but familiar enough to carry a convo (yes she does speak multiple languages including French so her and Jin are doing fine.)

The extrovert mask is strong in this one, as her and Jin kept having attempts of conversation thrown at them, as she hadn’t had to have the mask on for ages she was way more tired than usual when the prince and princesses approach.

Awkward cause they were like oh last time we saw you Cathrine, you had that awful injury we hope you’re well 🥹and Cathrine’s like ahahah backs all healed <3 you cuties shouldn’t worry about me but how’s your father he doesn’t seem well, she beats Thoma to the punch much to his surprise as she easily guides the conversation.

Jin 🤝 Cathrine - being crushed on by a royal family member (Hugo for Cathrine-princess for Jin)

Tries to put in a good word for Kaito as she feels kind of bad for the poor guy but knows the princess has her heart set on Jin

Was going to join Jin in the room but got trapped in a conversation by an old associate (Jin took the chance to escape when she gave the Ok)

The associate ‘accidentally’ spills wine on her and Cathrine’s murderous intent couldn’t be hidden causing Luca to step in smoothly as she swiftly escaped.

Like Xena-Cathrine doesn’t show her outward distress at the sight of kyklos and clinically details her responses and what happened-immediately sending it over to Yuri and Jiro to analyse when Thoma wakes her up from the trap.

Speaking of Thoma they’re like frenemies, bitchy comments being thrown back and forth, though it’s much less than usual due to Cathrine’s fake personality snapping in.

When she’s back in the room with Jin and Thoma; she senses the tension and tries to ease it, tries to get Jin to talk to her but he’s fuming with thoma’s existence.

Doesn’t admit she’s scared of the kyklos curse but advises Jin and Thoma on what anomaly they’ve narrowed it down too.

When she’s on her way back from the shop, she has a cold beer in hand and a small pot filled with karage (shoutout to Sho); she’s humming happily to herself when Jin interrupts and she’s like 👁️👄👁️do you want some?

He did not.

On their journey they’re smoking a cigarette as Cathrine tried to awkwardly fill the air with words of encouragement and soothing, trying to cheer up Jin (it seemed to be slightly working until they got to vagastrom)

She gets dragged to vagastrom and is literally chowing down and drinking as she watches everything unfold, she offers to share some with Jin before they get there and he’s like 😒 no fucking thank you-but takes a sip anyway.

Felt insanely bad for Thoma when the meds got pulled out; she’s been there and in a similar situation it’s not nice; but also was already trying to overview different meds that might be less addictive (though she’ll have to get thoma’s permission to look at alternative roots for him) she may dislike him but that doesn’t mean she wants to leave him in pain.

Tries to keep up with the clash drama but is more like 👁️👄👁️ she’ll ask Rui about it later

Is cringing at the confrontation and was about to follow Jin as he left only for Jin yo disappear before she could.

Thought Leo would’ve caused more of a riot but alas. ( was lowkey proud)

She was trying to oull as much info from Thoma as she could on the way back only for the slippery snake to avoid all her questions.

She does not offer any food or drink to Thoma and finishes it as he looks at it in slight jealously. Smokes a cigarette and blows smoke in his face when he gets too close and abruptly leaves him outside as she runs into the cathedral.

The next day~ when they meet up again; she’s kind of smad that they just left Jin behind (even if he’s just refusing) double texts him to check how he’s doing -is ignored.

Cathrine and Luca slip into a mixture Latvian and French as they speak with Hugo much to everyone’s confusion.

Steers the convo away from Kaito as she didn’t want him to get uncomfortable.

Knows how shady Marius is and has heard of the rumours of the mother’s death. Isn’t openly hostile but you can sense the heat behind the smile.

Slips into clinical mode when the dead body is revealed, analysing and makeshift autopsying after the siblings are guided out of the room.

Notices there’s something wrong with the head an is like er Thoma pls get this to Nicolas asap.

Tries to get Hugo and the princess away from Marius to ask them if something’s up but doesn’t get an op; Thoma reveals the paranormal investigation and she’s like 👁️👄👁️omfg okay we’re going this route.

When Thoma gave her the option to go back she was going to take it-checking in on Jin and helping Nicolas with the autospys when she realised if she left it all to Thoma who knows what else would happen and it's unlikely things would go down well if she left the frostheim ghouls to deal with the situation, the chancellor and heads of Darkwick would not be happy with their inspector avoiding her responsibilities.

Clinical and detached as she reviews the crime scene again, as well as with her interactions with the princess much to Thoma's and the princess' surprise. Too professional in a way that comes off cold, Cathrine concludes that it's Marius, due to her own personal experiences of watching families like the royals turn against eachother one after the other.

Cathrine doesn't particulary care about Thoma's reasoning or backstory, she's got too much on her plate; she does want to know wtf is going on with the clash though, if only to unravel the mysteries and find out how everything got so fucked.

Inbetween going to meet Professor Nicolas, she calls Jin (who surprisingly answers) she treads lightly around the coversation and it was only a short and sweet one with Cathrine doing most of the talking but it was enough for her concerns to rise even higher.

Professor Nicolas and Cathrine get distracted and indepth with the conversations, Thoma angrily pulling her out of it as he reprimands her for taking too long. He calls for her to join him to visit the king and shes like :/am I gonna get involved in an argument no thx and he's like hmmm does the academy know about the abomination in you-

(fighter robot)

'Yeppers I'll be there!'

Cathrine awkwardly standing there with a cigarette in her mouth as she watches them argue, 0-0, she does a Xena. She tries her best to be there for the both of them, but once she's kicked out the room with Jin's threat to Thoma to never use her power again fresh in their minds. He cheerfully tells her the unfreezing of Jin's heart is now her duty, she's like respectfully I am slowly turning in an anomaly (cryo chamber building may pause this but this is the reality for her) and have academy promising my deathI do so, but okay I will also do this. Not for you but because I like Jin and the guy look's like he's about the have a crash out x10.

Cathrine the next day when both Prince's end up dead and a dullahan tries to kill her, 'this isn't going to be good for the tour.'

Mortkranken medical training comes in handy as she helps Thoma who is very obviously injured and sneaks him his meds (which she now keeps a baggy handy.)

Is actually upset about Hugo dying, knows he's a good guy and wouldn't kill his own brother without good reason unlike Marius, pipes up when the Princess tries to say it was her like no no we both know that's not true and she knuckles down on that point when Jin sends her the text much to the princess' displeasure as she calls for the Dullahan to kill her.

They save her and Cathrine who swore to keep away from high society promised the Princess to keep in contact and even helped in her correspondance with the academy, helping her work out a deal.

After everything goes down and she's back in the vault with the Frostheim ghoulies, she and Thoma break down what really happened and afterwards she attempts to visit Jin only to be stopped by Thoma and Alan, she sighs and leaves them too it knowing it's something all parties needed.

She immediately goes to Mortkranken to help Professor Nicolas with finishing up the case and analysing the anomalies, awaiting to hear back from Jin and for Rui's bar to open...

[yesmistressinblack]

Wow, never expected you of all people to kinkshame. As a CD in long term chastity, it’s really offensive

i’m sorry that i offended you, i truly am, that was not my intention and i was not kinkshaming long term chastity AT ALL. however i absolutely was shaming people who use kink as an outlet for their hatred. long term chastity is just a thing on the list that could potentially be a red flag so to speak - it does not need to be!!! but it can, if coupled with everything else that i mentioned, give or take a few things.

so what i said was: 

if you call yourself a “domme” and you’re the type to only leave your male partner in chastity for years so he can only focus on your pleasure because you believe your pleasure comes first, and peg him only to make him “feel like a girl”, are into sissyfication because you think it’s degrading for a man to wear “women’s clothes” (clothes don’t have a gender and there’s nothing degrading about a guy wearing lingerie/skirts/dresses/makeup/etc ✌️), if you don’t respect his submission or mock him for it, and if you think you have some divine female power and because he’s a man he’s subordinate… newsflash: you ain’t a domme stop calling yourself a kinkster you’re a misandrist AND a misogynist, a selfish piece of shit, and you’re on the same level as the male “doms” out there who just use kink as a misogyny outlet. toxic masculinity meet toxic femininity 🤝

let’s analyze that a bit more.

i want to make it clear none of these kinks on their own are bad AT ALL. but it is the intention behind those kinks that can sometimes be... fishy. and i said as much in the tags.

you like long term (or short term, like me) chastity? great!!! that is amazing!!! hell yeah! it can be a beautiful and intimate thing to give yourself over to someone like that, your whole pleasure, just for them to control - truly (in my opinion) one of the ultimate acts of submission (and should be respected as such). it can enhance your whole bond and your trust and take it to incredible highs.

you like pegging? YESSSS *chef’s kiss* beautiful!!! i love it oof!!! the pleasure is more intense and it takes a lot of trust and vulnerability yet at the same time can be about claiming and a sense of belonging/ownership and confirming that bond of who you belong to.

you like men wearing pretty things? fuck yeah i do too it’s hot as fuck baby!!! so beautiful like a work of art. makes me want to worship every inch of your skin!!! feeling good and sexy and beautiful in your own skin isn’t just for women, it’s for everyone, and it can be a great source of confidence and a chance for men to explore a side of them that they don’t get to in the outside world.

but now let’s look at these kinks through the lens of someone who hates men and is internally misogynistic:

chastity now becomes a punishment. it’s not about a bond or how the wearer feels, it’s about denying him pleasure because you’re taking out your hatred of men on him and by locking him (a man’s “most prized possession”, the body part the world revolves around, the body part that represents power and superiority in society) you’re really punishing all men and the patriarchy for how they made you feel throughout life. you’re doing it out of resentment.

pegging is now about “fucking him like a girl” to flip the tables. give men a taste of your own medicine, of what women have gone through for centuries. because it’s embarrassing to be penetrated, a womanly thing, it’s inferior - and now you have a strap! the “most prized possession” and the body part of power is yours. you don’t care about the trust or the intimacy, you just want revenge.

and wearing lingerie? makeup? dresses? skirts? yeah that’s degrading. cause it’s a womanly thing. men are superior, women are inferior in society, so what better way to have a power trip than to dress a man up as a woman, project the whole sexist ideology onto him, and degrade him for it to show him exactly what women go through. how embarrassing - to be a woman. how shameful and demeaning, worthy of disgust.

now couple this also with never respecting a man’s submission (cause you believe no man should submit, that’s a womanly thing, that’s what society says, so you mock them for it), and think women are superior (you don’t, but you’re faking it till you make it to hide your insecurity), and so on...

it comes across as man-hating, and make no mistake it is, but in your heart there’s more and you’re doing it cause you truly do believe women are inferior aka you have some internalized misogyny and projecting that onto men. and this is why intentions behind a kink matter. this is the exact same thing as a man saying he’s into bdsm and a dominant only because he actually hates women and wants to exercises his misogyny safely. the why of it all matters matters. the kinks are on their own a blank slate, neutral, for some they work for some they don’t, they are subjective, neither inherently good or bad, but look closely at the person who is into them, they are just a vessel for who that person is and how they see the world, themselves and others, and how they live and how they love, that is all i’m saying.

sometimes, a kink isn’t just a kink, sometimes they can be an insight to something deeper that needs to be addressed.

i hope that clears it up.

[nudibutch]

Hiiiii 🥰 I’m a baby transmasc butch and I was wondering if you have any good packer/strap/harness recommendations? I’m a little lost with all the online options, and I’m just trying to see what some real life *butches* use instead of trying to balance between what’s used by the overwhelmingly femme lesbians depicted on websites, and what’s used by trans men

hello!! happy to help :) to be 100% honest with you:

gnc/transmasc butches 🤝🏼 trans men

(using the same reliable brands)

its really less about WHO is using it and more WHAT youre using it for. its a lot more about your own comfort level and preference. I prefer a boxer harness (like the kind rodeoh makes) because it eliminates a lot of bottom dysphoria by keeping me "covered" while integrating a dildo nicely with my body. others prefer an actual harness, for its adjustability or other reasons. its really up to you.

dont feel limited by the models used on websites. they may be feminine but theyre just demonstrating a product; choose whatever looks good to you in the dildo/harness etc department. i chose based off what i thought looked really cool while also being not too big for my frame (for me - 5'5" and 100lbs, 6" is my max length personally). main takeaway from dildos is: silicone, silicone, silicone. easiest to keep clean, sterilize (just boil in water for a few min), and always pair with NON SILICONE lube (water based is best)

packers: mr limpy is a classic, comes in a variety of sizes i think and also isnt too expensive if youre looking for a starter! this is used by a both butches and trans guys alike. i actually went with the archer (the petite size bc im small - but the regular one is bigger than mr limpy i think)

there are also some "pack and play" models im not as familiar with that are "soft" packers but can be converted to "hard" with a rod insert if youre looking for a 2 in 1 kind of deal.