#me @ my little server: kat alex jess pc fae i love u all with all my heart u are so special to me

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I have the same internal conflict about my interest in him!!

God, yesterday I found someone else to talk about Bro Strider with and I got so excited because I barley have anyone who would willingly talk about Bro with me besides one person (bless them). And you maybe heh.

So I was going on and on about him, how they were relieved to find someone to talk as well, talking about your fic and the asks, etc etc

And I just caught myself in how I was acting as if I was talking to my first crush. Freaking mortifying man, Bro Strider should not make me this happy. Literally makes my mood 10x better and I think that’s kinda weird. But I also really like talking about this guy so… sigh. He takes up most of my thoughts these days.

Well anyway, can’t wait for part 2!! I love personal thoughts as much as I like textual facts, maybe even more so.

omg isn't that the best??? it took like. well some effort, and years ago now, but i managed to collect like five/six people i trust more than anything with all the crazy, unhinged shit i have to say about bro, all the time. i love them all SO much for what they put up with, and each of them is so goddamn talented in their own right, which makes it even more special!!!

i think that is part of the reason why i have not left homestuck since i came back in 2016, because i carved out this little niche for myself

it's really important to find fandom space that lets you be yourself, and talk about the things you like, and all that stuff.

also embarrassed you were talking about my silly fic o lfijse;ilfwe;oifw but it is also such an honor

i like talking to you!!! it's really awesome, dude, and i don't mind answering asks and stuff!! i really like it, actually! it kinda feels like no one ever actually wants to talk to me about bro (can't imagine why) so it's really fun lol

ALSO he makes me so happy too but i also love to say silly things like, "man i could just swing him around by the ankles all day long" like it is a complicated relationship! it's also fun hahahaha

(one day we will all see part 2 and you can be embarrassed for me because if i post it i'm not sure i'll remember how)