#mayom mumbles

[mayomkun]

Wish I could wipe my memory and play SOMA for the first time again

[mayomkun]

Thinking about that time when one of my classmate told me she likes drawing people but doesn’t want the draw faces because she was afraid they’ll look bad, and her sketchbook was just, filled with faceless people. I encouraged her but those drawings were kind of beautiful in their own ways.

[mayomkun]

Since PayPal has changed its policy in my country so I wouldn't be able to receive payment after 18th February unless being a registered business account, I'm gonna have to close my commissions for a while. In the mean time I'll clear the rest of the commissions  and look for alternatives if I ever find one.

[mayomkun]

I want to hear you talk about 10 an MARTHA!!! 💜💜💜💜

Oh no (or oh yes?) where to begin alsdfjk I just love them?? I know it’s mostly about 10 and Donna here in this blog but I love 10 and Martha just as much and If I have more brain capacity I would have draw them more (I express everything through art since I’m bad with words so)

Well first of all!! I know that 10 & Martha relationship wasn’t actually all that healthy at first with the unrequited love thing and 10 being kind of distracted (?) but still it is something that I value! It's not Martha's fault for being in love and not 10's fault for not returning it. But It could've worked out better. maybe they could talk and work it out so it didn’t have to be like that. They could’ve been a great team and great friends. Though at some level they already are. I really enjoyed the episodes and novels with them as a duo and sometimes I think they can be cute together

Most of all I love dynamic or how the it could’ve been after Martha has left and wish we could see more of it! They've both reflected and realized something of their own and changed. Their relationship is clearer, there’s less awkwardness and they love each other in a bit different way now. They’re good friends who know the other well, they hug and tease and are happy to see the other. Idk there seems to be this soft kind of love between them. Development Is what I really like about too! from the first time they met till the end.

And you can see the way they hug in the Doctor’s Daughter episode that they still cares a lot about each other but they both know it's probably better the way it is and it hurts both of them, and even after that 10 is still guilty and now I’ve made myself sad thank you goodbye