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dragonji · 2 years ago

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it seems that its time for my seasonal brash urge to just throw myself entirely into a new set of classes but there are So many considerations I Really should be taking beforehand.... who will win: my insatiable desire for accomplishment-based recognition or my severe panic and exhaustion at even the thought of not living up to my own standards</3

#j.txt #before Every single semester I overexcite myself with delusions of the grandeur and undeniable capability I feel wrt academic successes #and then (if judging by recent prior experiences) within 2 weeks of formally starting classes it all comes crashing down #and I'm left scrabbling for what little footholds I can manage.. Really this shouldnt even be the major concern at the moment #considering my first priority Has to be appealing for my scholarships that were paying for me to attend said classes</3 #mayhaps that should be my goal today... sending emails to inquire about that *shudders in dread and grim determination*#shoves all of This to the side anyways. hello everyone I miss yall so very much. mutuals I hope youve all been living well💙

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