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cvnt4him · 6 days ago

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Im SO tired of mfs saying one thing and then saying "I'm not---" or "that doesn't mean ---" shut the fuck up because I genuinely do not give any more fucks. Like okay, it was funny the first time stop it.

AND THEN WHEN THEY SAY IM JUST LIKE MY MOTHER/FATHER FOR LEAVING.

#god im such a grinch #fucking hell #like oh my goooooooosh #i swear i get pick me vibes #also this isnt hypocritical bc whenever i say shit after like...say showing srt #for example “dont mind my art being bad i hate it sm”#THATS DIFFERENT. BC IM NOT FISHING FOR COMPLIMENTS OR VALIDATION OR EVEN REACTIONS.#maybe tjere is a bit of hypocrisy laced in jt.#maybe i just hate these people #maybe im genuinely a hater #maybe im envious #idfk what it is #Tumblr i choose you over my actual friends #born to leave forced to stay #i HATE seeing people happy #unless i really like you #i just wanna hurt people #it truly is the autism in me i swear #i genuinely like inflictig pain #mayeb thats why im a sadist #goodness me #but i swear if i really like you im the sweetest person in yhe world #i just mive backwards when im desperate or sad #guh #anywyas

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