#maydaymadeleine

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Went out to dinner the other night for the first time in 6 months! Felt pretty decent about my appearance, glad the pandemic hasn’t completely wrecked me.

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💫Book XX 💫

Amongst all the negativity, heartbreak, confusion, and every other bad emotion- I just gotta say this fandom has created some beautiful things together. So let’s please not forget that.

Together we supported NixHydra who gave us this awesome game to explore and emerse ourselves in.

Together we’ve brought to life (via mixed media) new visuals for the chapters and stunning art.

Together we shared our MC’s and bonded over the uniqueness.

Together we explored The Arcana and fell in love with it.

Together we are this fandom.

I love all of you and hope all the stans are okay moving into the next chapter when the time comes.

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I can see mc being sick, and Asra being super caring for them. When he makes them a cup of tea the following occurs

Asra: “careful, it’s hot. This is my special brew.”

Mc: “what makes it special?”

Asra: “my secret ingredient, duh.”

Mc:

Asra:

Mc: “Its love. Your secret ingredient is love, isn’t it..”

Asra: “guess it’s not a secret ingredient anymore.”

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If I don’t get to experience Valentines Day with Asra after getting my physical form back I’m going to destroy the world.

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Hi I wanna marry Asra.

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Hi hello. I was feeling myself yesterday despite my nearly crippling anxiety.

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Aaron (aka real life Asra) took this of me the other day. ‘‘Twas a good day ✨

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Asra is the loml

And I’m so ready/so not ready to break his heart pt 2 for Muriel- his mf’ing best friend

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Fun fact:

Asra is my phone wallpaper, not my irl boyfriend Aaron lmao.

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Updated my avi, so I thought I’d archive it. Don’t mind me.

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HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, ASRA.

not my actual real living boyfriend Aaron

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RARE PICTURE OF BABY LUCIO

Has anyone else thought this?

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My days plan:

-get out of bed (finally)

-hit the gym

-while at the gym curate a list for the commissions in my ask

-make a smoothie after the gym then get ready for the day

-start the commissions while I wait for Aaron

-while Aaron takes his post work nap I’ll continue working on the commissions

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After being in 5 relationships where they ALL ended in my partner cheating on me, I’m hesitant to say anyone is the love of my life. However, this man right here has slowly been changing that over the last 7 months. Let’s get this bread babe.

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Christmas 2018 with muh boo

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Drunk Mayday Ramblez

Genuinely meant to put an S but I like the Z instead.

OKAY SO. I went clubbing tonight with my boyfriends best friend bc Aaron is a pussy and went to bed (which is odd bc I’m usually the one wanting to go to bed). BUT YALL. THERE WAS A MAN WHO COULD HAVE BEEN REAL LIFE MODERN DAY ASRA. I was jamming along with my Stella in hand when I saw this dude do that one crazy action movie move over the bar and just chill. He had a salmon colored shirt that was most def 100% linen with a wide open front so his chest was bare. He was wearing wooden prayer beads and had blonde hair pulled back into a bun. He may not sound like ASRa right now but I s2g you guys he was. His aura screamed wandering magician and it was beautiful