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[carmenized-onions]

Oh we were fed good today. I obsessively check on this story and was so surprised this morning.

Ya had me crying in my bed like a baby on a Wednesday morning.

Jeez, this chapter was intense. In a fantastic way! Your brain is so big and I am in awe of your talent!

I’m definitely going to reread this whole story and come back with my theories so keep an eye out.

For now let’s hit some quick headlines.

1. Carmey deserves to get a good slap to the back of the neck. Self destruction mode was at a record breaking high.

2. You write guilt and sorrow so well, it genuinely made my stomach hurt. Not to get too personal but I had a friend take their life and the survivors guilt is intense. This chapter brought up some real emotions.

3. Richie x Tony remind me of how you’d defend a sibling in a fight. The way they would both go to war for each other, wow wow wowie wow.

4. Earlier I couldn’t see the Tony x Syd ship but boy can I see it now. Happy pride!!

5. Leaving the number to the chef up to Carmey was devious. I love it.

Love it, love you, hope you have a great day!

It took me. Forever to get to this one thank you FOR WAITINNN

First of all-- If you haven't read Something to Do yet-- PLEASE do babe I WANNA KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS SO BAD I LOVE YOUR BRAIN!!! I LOVE THE WAY YOUR BRAIN INTERACTS WITH MY BRAIN!!! THIS IS US!!!

Anyways. Into the headlines of Just Dropped we go.

Category FIVE LEVEL DESTRUCTION!!! I think I really compacted like a whole kind of like-- Season honestly of Bad Behaviour Carmen into one day and it really did make for the most unstable motherfucker of ALL time

!! I am simultaneously sorry and thankful to hear it resonated-- I think this chapter is very special to me for the way it shows like the three different forms of survivor's guilt and grief-- Like the way Richie/Carmy/Tony held it down VERY differently. And then two outta three of them being able to reconcile over it... It's just very special to me, and I'm both sad and glad we got that sick feeling out of it-- I know you know what I mean. Again. See above photo.

EXACTLY!!! EXACTLY!!! I think those two are very like,,, This is so fucking stupid but they're like everything to each other? Richie and Tony I mean? Like that's my fucking best friend and my dad and also my brother and my road dog and my divorced husband and also my regular husband. They're just kinda? All the stuff. All the stuff, I think. I wish I wrote Carmen getting grand slammed. There's still time ig.

LETS GO WE GOT A SQUID INK CONVERSION BOYS SOUND THE ALARM!!!! They were awful cute, in this chapter. They're cute in every chapter but like-- Ah. Syd grabs Tony's face so much. Twice but like. That's like so much. I love em.

I HADDD TOOOOO, I think as unpetty as Tony was trying to be, that was her one that she got to have. Like she earned that. And it's a good litmus test! You gonna let yourself get fuckin cucked carmy come on!!!! sock that fuckin guy!!!

LOVED THIS love you HOPE YOU'VE HAD A GOOD COUPLE WEEKS SINCE SENDING THIS AGAIN SORRY IM LATEEE

[theatercommandments]

I believe in you Best of luck studying

Thanks friendo 

[cherry-stained-lips]

3.9.18- So glad I could meet up with the beautiful women yesterday. Spent International Women’s Day loving Mother Nature hiking in Calabasas and looking at the stars at Griffith Observatory. (Yes I hiked 8 miles in a dress and sandals… the sandals came off for climbing… I was one with nature.) pictures by the lovely @maybewecouldhappen

[nikky-the-writer]

Let me love you (Bucky x Reader)

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5

A/N: This is the final part.

Summary: Reader had a difficult past, but she finally found her home with the Avengers. After few years of living with them, she became a different person and she will try to help their newest member to overcome his past.

Warning: cursing

The needle of the clock couldn't move any slower. The minutes passed so slow that you thought that you are going to die. It's been two days, exactly two days from the day that you kissed Bucky Barnes. Well that was great, but after the kiss Steve came in and Bucky ran away like a lost dog. You haven't seen him since then. He wasn't in his room, you couldn't find him in the Tower. You were going crazy. At the moment you were laying on the couch with Pietro in the living area. Your head was on his chest and you blankly stared at something on the TV. Bucky was so hard to read.

Did he like you? Did he just kiss you because the moment felt right? What the hell was going on?

You were thinking when you felt a slight punch to your shoulder.

˝What the fuck, Piet? ˝ You asked, turning around facing him.

˝I asked,  have you talked to Bucky? ˝

˝Really funny Piet. I told you I haven't seen him. He is probably avoiding me. ˝

Pietro starts laughing like crazy which caused you to fall on the floor.

˝What is so damn funny! ˝

˝Do you know where Bucky is? ˝ He asked you between his giggles.

˝Yeah, somewhere in the Tower. ˝

˝I didn't know that Tony relocated Tower to Germany. ˝

Your eyes were wide open and you were looking at him in disbelief. You were searching anything on his face that would tell you that he was lying.

˝You are kidding me?! Why didn't you tell me. I was walking threw this fucking Tower for the last two days like an idiot. Why didn't you say something? ˝

Pietro smirked and you remembered. You knew why he didn't tell you it was a revenge. You are going to bring him down.

˝Oh you know why. Don't pretend you are innocent. ˝

˝It wasn't me! Wanda did it. ˝You were siting on the floor next to the couch and he was staring at you from above.

˝Really? ˝ Pietro moved his face closer to you not breaking the eye contact.

˝So, you are telling me that Wanda was the one who showed up with Clint's kid, in the restaurant while I was on the date, claiming that I was the father? ˝

Your smile grows wider and you nodded with your head.

˝You would think that people would find it strange, just because it was your sister, but who knows we are living in the modern age. ˝

˝You are crazy Y/N/N. ˝

˝That girl wasn't right for you, I did you a favour. ˝ He smiled, knowing you were right, but he would never admit it.

˝What were you even doing there with Nathaniel? ˝

˝Well, Clint asked us to babysit, but we got bored. Wanda remembered that you told us you are going on a date. So, we thought, why don't we have some fun?˝ You laid your back on the coffee table and you looked up at the door, you were sure you heard something, but you ignored it after Piet started talking.

˝Well, it was a good one. She really believed you. ˝

˝Yeah and the whole restaurant. If I were you I would never go back there. Apparently they don't like cheaters. ˝

You both laughed when Bucky and Steve entered the room. Bucky didn't even look at you he just grabbed a bottle of water and left the room as quickly as he came.

˝Steve! ˝ Steve turned around and walked to you and Pietro. He was wearing his suit and he looked really tired.

˝What's wrong with him? ˝ You got up from the floor.

˝I think you should talk to him. ˝

˝Did something bad happened? ˝

˝No, I meant you should talk about the kiss. He couldn't stop talking about it on a mission. He thinks that you took pity on him. ˝

˝Aaahh˝ You let a long sound and took a deep breath.

˝He is trying to convince himself that you don't like him. ˝

You headed to the exit in the middle of his sentence.

˝Where are you going? ˝

˝She is going to convince him that she does.˝ Pietro smirked and put his arm on Steve's shoulder.

˝What is she going to do? ˝

˝Well, let's just say that Barnes is a lucky man.˝ Pietro left, leaving Steve a little confused.

You knock on Bucky's door and nobody answered. You knocked again and again and nothing. FRIDAY opened the door for you. While walking in you remembered the last time when you were there just a few days ago. You heard something from his bathroom and you assumed that he was taking a shower. You sat on the edge of his bed waiting for him to come out.

You got bored after two minutes. His clothes were thrown around the room, full of dirt and blood. You laid your head down on his bed with your legs were still on the floor. After you heard that the water stopped running, you sat back up. Bucky walked out only in his towel with his head low. He stopped for a second when he noticed that he wasn't alone. His instinct told him to take his gun, but something inside him, told him that there wasn’t any threat. He looked up and saw you wandering around with your eyes. He looked down and realized he was only in a towel, he assumed that his arm made you uncomfortable.

˝I'm sorry I'll cover it. ˝

You handed him his shirt from his bed.

˝Thanks, but this doesn't have long sleeves. ˝

˝Are you cold? ˝

Bucky moved away from you, not answering your question. If anybody else asked him that he would feel insulted, but you said it genuinely concerned about him.

˝No, I just... You know my arm. ˝ He stuttered.

˝Oh God, no, I don't hate it, I just.... ˝You stumbled on your words. ˝I just... you were half naked and... God your body, well you know.. ˝

You saw Bucky's smile, his hair was still wet and he looked even cuter than before.

˝Do you like me? ˝He asked suddenly, he didn't intend to be so direct, but he got to know.

˝Come here. ˝ Bucky came in front of you and you put your hands around his neck.

You leaned in standing on your toes and he closed the gap between you two.

You pulled away from him and move away strands of his hair from his eyes.

˝Aren't you going to ask me? ˝

˝What? ˝ He smiled. ˝I think your kiss told me everything. ˝

˝Not that idiot. When you like someone what do you ask them? ˝

˝Ohhh. ˝ Bucky laugh nervously. ˝Would you go on a date with me? ˝

˝It would be my pleasure.˝ You leaned in for another kiss and this time your heart was finally in its place, beating for the man in front of you.

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[cherry-stained-lips]

@maybewecouldhappen is the absolute sweetest. Same to you, babe 😊

[loisemonicafaye-blog]

I want you for myself.

This is my way of telling you I need you in my life

Can we just turn this into reality. Cause I've been thinking 'bout you lately.

Cause you know that I've been feeling you. I know you want me too.

And I know we could happen, Cause there ain't no one else.

[90stvqueen]

How was the movie?

i’m watching it right now and this skinny bitch is trying to get with the husband bc he’s lost a lot of weight and i’m rly upset about it bc the wife was the one who wanted them to lose weight together in the first place but she hasn’t been able to and now she and the husband are slightly estranged and she’s spending all her time with these spanish ladies who teach her how to cook and he’s just like flirting with this skinny homewrecker

[carmenized-onions]

Jumping straight in, yeah?

- You need to put on something to listen to because the thought isn’t leaving and the cherry lifesaver swirling in your mouth is so ironic that it’s leaving a bitter taste. ☹️

- “…Did you do it?” Did you break up with your girlfriend? Don’t let your girlfriend get in the way of finding your wife, now Tony and Carmy can do kisses.

- The intrusive thoughts have vanished with Carmen around, even if distant. He might not consider himself a brightening presence, but to you, he certainly is a nice lamp.🥺

- You notice Carmen looking at you through the glass. He looks away, then back again, raising a hand, motioning for you to come in. Looks like you finished right on time. Love is in the AIR. How long was he lookin’??

- Pan-seared Wagyu. Our boy is sprung oh my god he is so in love. He flirts through food and wagyu as a “midnight snack” is insane.

- “When your brother died, I holed up at my parents’ for two weeks.” Oh man, not to be a glutton for punishment, but this would be very interesting to see I think.

- Oh my god there’s a pretty boy in your bathroom and it’s two in the morning. What the fuck were you thinking? You just invited him over without hesitation? You met him like barely two days ago! Oh my god! There’s a pretty boy in your bathroom! And it’s two! In the morning! Teenage girl and I are one!!

- You can see all his tattoos and his stupid gold chain...And he can see you. 😏

jumping IN I hope you haven't delayed your reread for me btw i'm SO SORRY IF YOU HAVE-- I DON'T MIND A PILE UP IN MY INBOX DW IF YOU BINGE AND HAVE A LOT TO SEND !!

aint the cherry callbacks fun? i completely forgot about this until i wrote carvedd in and thought about what flavour i genuinely think carmen would like (black cherry suits him!) and went OH RIGHT

so break up with your girlfriend by ariana core. so tell ur girlfriend by Lay Banks coded.

THATS OUR LAMPPPP IT SHINEESS LIKE A BIG MOOONNN

Bro was looking for so long. I love when people reread and see in the early chapters that bro is literally always looking. he's naturally got very scary eye contact but he is very specifically always looking.

Man. Why did I have to read midnight wagyu, I'm so hungry now. To be fair its almost ten and I haven't eaten dinner. I WANNA GET THROUGH ALL THE ASKS but perhaps i will soon be forced to break.

YOU WANNA SEE THAT??....everyone at this school is a fuckin masochist.... love to see it

Teenage girl has been shelved for too long, I need to bring her back. We've been butterfly-less for too long. carmen be charmin again for the love of god with your stupid gold chain please

thank you for rereading and sending thoughts i hope it's GOING WELL THE NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE WILD I'M EXCITED FOR FURTHER THOUGHTS AS WE MOVE ALONGG

[jurasssick]

Would you mind making me a playlist my name is Ginger

girls like you - the naked and famous

if you could only see - tonic

never gonna leave this bed (acoustic) - maroon 5

give me one reason - tracy chapman

every day - magc man

rhiannon - fleetwood mac

*do not send me any more names please*

[cherry-stained-lips]

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Newsies?

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[nikky-the-writer]

Let me love you (Bucky x Reader)

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5

Summary: Reader had a difficult past, but she finally found her home with the Avengers. After few years of living with them, she became a different person and she will try to help their newest member to overcome his past.

Warning: cursing

The cold air was touching your face. The skin under your thin shirt was shivering, but you didn’t mind. If you wanted to, you could warm yourself, but you didn’t. You wanted to feel something natural, something real. It was so peaceful, with the few cars that drove out of the Tower. You loved the noise, you loved to hear people talk and laugh that was peace to you. You spent almost whole life in silence.

The most of it you spent in your room with nobody to talk to, with nobody to touch too. You craved for that, you craved for the warmth of another body somebody to actually care for you. The Avengers gave you that, of course it wasn’t easy it was a long path that you had to walk. You became most attached to Pietro, because of him you finally saw that you weren’t just a murderer, you brought him back to life. He and Wanda became the most important people in your life, they accepted you immediately, they never accepted somebody so fast. 

The cold air was freezing your nose, you knew that you probably looked like Rudolf and you smiled at that thought.

˝You came early˝ You said to Pietro you didn’t have to turn around to know it was him. He put his arms around your waist and he pulled you closer to him. You were still looking at the city lights, while he put his arms around your belly and his head in the crock of your neck.

˝Well, this is uncomfortable. ˝ He moved away from you, pulling your shirt up. The cold wind made you shiver. He took your gun and he put it behind his back  and he sneaked his arms around you. You knew that he was smiling, although you couldn’t see his face.

˝What are we going to do about it? I don’t want you to go to Bucky’s room late at night. ˝

˝Piet… ˝

˝No, Y/N/N I know that he is a good guy, but he wouldn’t know how to react during your nightmare. He might be a super soldier, but he can’t hell fast as I can. ˝

He was such a great man, always concerned and always so protective. It was hard at first to sleep next to him, but it was easier than being alone. You hurt him a couple of times and he still stayed. You never hurt Wanda she would always wake you up before nightmare, but you hurt Bucky.

˝Was he mad? ˝

˝At you? Why would he? ˝

˝If he was normal, Steve would have had to plan a funeral. ˝

˝But he is not. ˝ Pietro turned you slowly around to see your eyes, shining with the first rays of the sun.                                                     

˝He will be fine. He was concerned about you. ˝

˝They always are. I wish sometimes that people would stop looking at me as a porcelain doll, I’m not even close to that, I used to be, but not anymore.˝ You said with a soft voice.

˝You know that we care.˝ He looked you with a smile on his face.

˝But I wished it would be different with Bucky. I just felt something when I saw his eyes for the first time, like something was pulling me to him. ˝

˝And now?˝ He pulled his jacket off and gently pulled it over your shoulders.

˝I still feel it, but now he will just look at me differently. I think that I messed up and I don’t even remember going into his room. ˝

˝Heart wants what the heart wants, even if it’s the middle of the night. ˝ He joked. The small smile finds its way to your face.

˝I just don’t get it. ˝

His focus was on your face listening carefully your words.

˝In the last two years since I met you, whenever I wanted to go out on a date you wouldn’t let me go and now you are almost pushing me through the window to be with Bucky.˝

˝I would never throw you through the window. ˝

The smile faded from your face and Pietro quickly said. ˝It was just one time Y/N/N, one time and now you are going to bring it up in every conversation. And don’t pretend like you didn’t throw me from the balcony to get your revenge."

˝You fell into the pool! I fall in the bushes. I had cuts on every part of my body.˝

˝But you still love me. And that’s why you have to listen to me. No man or woman could ever be good enough for you, but Bucky, I really hope that you could let yourself to fall for him.˝ Pietro didn’t know Bucky very well, but he had a feeling that he is just a little lost, but that he was genuinely a good guy.

˝So promise me you will try. ˝

˝And who says that he wants me? He always ignores me, he never listens to me, he runs away from me. ˝

˝Can’t you see that he is already fallen for you? ˝

Pietro’s words were ringing in your ears. Could it be true?

Bucky was sitting at the counter eating waffles. It’s been a few hours since you left his room. He couldn’t stop thinking about you, he didn’t even notice you come in. You took a waffle from big plate and you put chocolate syrup on it.

˝This is delicious˝

He snapped himself from his thoughts and looked at you eating, with no worry on your mind. Just enjoying your waffle, actually his waffle, like a small child.

˝What’s happening in that head of yours? ˝

˝Nothing˝ He shrugged it off and he started cleaning, turning his back to you.

˝So, nothing?˝ You asked a little annoyed. He turned around to see you standing a few feet closer to him.

˝What? What do you want me to say?! ˝ He wanted to sound angry, but he sounded sad with his voice cracking. When you left his room, it felt like you punched him, knocking the air out of his lungs. By leaving him, he felt rejected.

˝A hello, or a small smile, anything. ˝

˝I don’t understand you. You are not like me, but somehow we are so similar˝ He didn’t want it to be like an insult it simply slipped from his mouth. He would never say that you are monster like him, or a bad person. He just saw your struggle.

˝I am not˝ It made you angry because he never tried to smile at you, he never tried to make you laugh, he never tried, but you did try.

˝I see, I suppose it’s for the best. ˝

˝What? ˝

˝You are right, we are nothing like because I never smile after my nightmare and how can you, after what happened in the morning? ˝

˝If I stop laughing and smiling it would mean that they were right. They would win. He would win! In your case they already won.˝ Your smile was long forgotten.

˝Why would you say that? ˝ He seemed genuinely hurt.

˝You don’t smile, you barely talk. Are you even alive?˝ You were trying to get any impulsive reaction from him, anything. You wanted to see if Pietro was right, but you were feeling sadder with every word that you said to him. He was always quiet and collected he was just hiding from everything, you tried to bring him out of his shell, but he was so afraid to be alive.

˝Of course I am!˝ The vein on his neck was pulsing and he finally looked you in the eyes. He was hurt, something inside him snaped, because he wanted you. he wanted you to know that he is alive that he has feelings. He wanted to tell you that you are always on his mind that he can’t smile knowing you will never be his.

You smiled at his response, finally seeing something real and whispered. ˝Then show me˝

˝What? ˝

You stepped closer to him. You could smell his cologne and feel the heat of his body.

˝You heard me˝

Suddenly Bucky came closer and close the distance between you two. You were surprised by his action, but you did kiss him back. The kiss was more passionate that you expected. His lips were so soft and you quickly lost yourself in the kiss. Bucky was the first one to pull away. He was smiling, he brought his hand to your cheek and slowly moved it across your jaw. He couldn’t believe that he just kissed you and that you actually kissed him back.

˝And there it is˝ You said.

˝What? ˝ He smiled again, shyly lowering his head.

˝You finally show me your true smile. ˝

A/N: I think that there will be just one more part, but after this series I will post another one that I started writing.

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[thatiranianphantom]

where are you seated for newsies?

We were in orchestra, on the right hand side. Did you see it too?

[sinner-i-ardly-know-er]

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I really love galaxy, the chocolate and you know, the galaxy.

Also Garth Fitzgerald IV because he deserves all the love in the world quite frankly.

Put a letter from A-Z in my ask and I’ll tell you 1 thing things I love which starts with that letter.

[srgntbarnes]

If you could bring any fictional character from anything (movie, show, book, comic) to life who would it be and why?

STEVEN. GRANT. ROGERS. And probably because he's so genuinely kind and sweet and he would just be GREAT to have around to comfort you whenever you're sad.

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[serendipiti]

11 Questions Tag

I was tagged by dylano-brien - thank you, darling (:

Rule 1: Always post the rules Rule 2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked and write 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Rule 4: Actually tell them you tagged them.

My answers:

1) Dream date?

Honestly, it would be something very simple like getting some food and bringing it in and having a picnic on the floor while watching a movie and snuggling on the couch afterward.

2) Favorite dipping sauce?

Ranch

3) Would you rather jump into a pit of cake or a pool of jello?

Pool of jello

4) Favorite musician/song atm?

Musician: Michael Jackson (always has been) Song: To Build A Home - Cinematic Orchestra

5) If you could meet anyone in the world (alive or dead) who would it be?

My first impulse would be to meet Ben or Michael Jackson but any deeper answers would take way to long to think about ;p

6) Favorite color?

Black

7) How many rooms would your dream house have?

Too many to count.

8) Craziest dream you’ve ever had?

I can’t believe I still remember this, but back in third-fithish? grade, I had a dream that I had a party with all of my friends and they all brought Webkinz and then a baboon attacked me and the guy I liked at the time tried to rescue me but got eaten? Idk man, I was a strange kid.

9) Quick! - choose 1: oreos or chocolate chip cookies?

Homemade chocolate chip cookies

10) Dream location to live?

Los Angeles or Hawaii, maybe London

11) Most favorite film EVER?

Ugh, idk. That’s hard. I watch so many movies so I honestly can’t pick one.

My questions: 1) Describe your dream home 2) Is your family close-knit or distant? 3) Do you have any siblings? 4) What do you want to name your children? 5) What was the first thing you can remember being a fan of? 6) Do you have curly or straight hair? 7) What was the last movie you went to in the theaters? 8) Did you like it? 9) Who is your favorite marvel character? 10) How many hours do you spend on tumblr a day (roughly)? 11) What do you want to do with your life?

Tagging:

slygaard sassqueensherlock jessallynn blackghostwaltz maybewecouldhappen

Screw the system, I’m tagging 5.