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[sugarsmint]

୭       ･ﾟ       ◦       ❀      𓂅    for  so  long  heart  endured  all  the  hardships  silently  .  faced  every  adversities  with  a  gleeful  smile  .  trying  very  best  to  be  strong  .  show  imprisoned  father  that  there’s  nothing  to  worry  about  .  ease  the  guilt  the  thrived  inside  innocent  father’s  loving  heart  .  however ,  everyone  has  their  BREAKING  POINT  .  the  sobs  silenced  by  treasured  pillows   ⸻  only  reminder  left  of  what  used  to  be  privilege  life  is  like  no  longer  eases  the  pain  .  chest  felt  like  being  pressed  by  a  thousand  elephant  .  breathing  becomes  a  herculean  task  .  anger  bubbles  up  like  an  unstoppable  force  .  uncertain  how  to  manage  it  silently  within  the  confinement  of  overdue  apartment  .  the  red  note  by  the  door  added  to  the  distress  .  always  been  a  good  girl  .  listened  to  every  advise  and  followed  every  rule  yet  ,  she  is  left  to  SUFFER  .  life  truly  is  unfair  .  tears  streaming  down  own  cheeks  as  she  runs  to  the  only  place  she  thinks  she  can  allow  herself  to  explode  .  vent  out  all  frustrations  .  doubts  anyone  at  this  ungodly  hour  would  be  in  the  deck  .  the  weather  is  not  exactly  built  to  be  kind  tonight  .  hands  tightly  holds  by  the  cold  barricade  . ❛  WHY  ?!  why  do  you  always  do  this  to  me  ?!  ❜  she  yelled  .  there  are  so  many  things  flooding  own  mind  that  she  does  not  know  how  to  start  .  finds  herself  just  screaming  out  .  yelling  at  the  top  of  her  lungs  .  throat  hurt  after  what  seems  to  be  an  ENDLESS  screams  .

after  a  long  pause  in  attempt  to  catch  her  breath  .  back  of  hand  wipes  tears  that  stains  her  cheeks  .  breathing  becomes  heavy  after  little  fit  that  was  thrown  . after  causing  havoc  in  the  peaceful  night    ⸻  the  silence  felt  defining  . so  certain  that  she  was  alone  that  when  another  voice  was  heard ,  it  made  her  jump .  ❛  god  ?  ❜  calls  out  as  first  instinct  before  looking  around  . the  sight  of  the  stranger  startled  her  .  quick  to  fix  self  and  act  as  if   she  did  not  just  screamed  her  lungs  out  .  ❛  oh  no ,  i’m  fine .  i’m  fine  . ❜  forces  a  smile  out  though  voice  stained  with  blue  .  ❛  just  fine  .  and  you,  are  you  fine  ??  ❜  awkwardly  asks  .  hated  nothing  more  but  appearing  weak  .  with  all  the  odds  against   her  and  family ,  showing  any  sign  of  vulnerability  will   certainly  not  lead  anywhere  good  . ❛  so  like  …  how  long  have  you  been  there  ??  ❜  

ㅤ@sugarsmintㅤㅤ✧ㅤㅤsc.

ㅤthe evening air is cool as it brushes against his skin and rustles gently through the leaves of the flora around him. it's calming, easily washing away the stress of the day while he takes his time tending to all his outdoor plants. the building's rooftop is by far his favourite place to spend his time outside of his own room — a safe haven of sorts that, though available to anyone who lives in the building, he's rarely faced with the company of other people.

ㅤ...at least, that's usually how it goes. tonight, however, the universe seems to decide to throw him a curveball.

the sound of the rooftop access door being thrown open makes him jump, very nearly causing him to drop the watering can in his hands. as it is, some of the water splashes out across the floor (and his shoes), although that's the least of his concerns when he's also confronted by the sound of unfamiliar footsteps. nervous creature that he is, si-u hesitates, heart still pounding in his chest from the initial shock of it all, and he finds himself trapped in an internal debate over whether he should announce his presence or simply mind his own business and hope that the person doesn't bother him. as he continues listening though, frozen in place with water now soaking through his socks, he recognizes what he can only read as distress in the noises that rise from the other's direction. he can't just... ignore that, right?

finally, after another long moment of silently arguing with himself, he turns his head in the unfamiliar neighbour's direction and speaks up in a tentative, albeit concerned voice;

ㅤㅤ" are you— ...are you okay? "