#maybe u needa do some soul searching cus ACTUALLY on my cat's life this is just how i feel

[mygnolia]

anon pls give examples with evidence as to how sav as been a 'big dog' or 'fucking horrible..' i have never and will not defend anyone, including my best friends, when i think they've done something wrong. i have apologized for things i've said and accusations i've made that hold no truth. you cannot use simply the bad parts of someone's personality and online persona to justify your hate and simply disgusting behavior towards them. i have people in my life who i dislike. would i ever hide behind a screen and say disparaging things like calling someone a bitch, a hoe, and fucking horrible? no, because i actually can respect people without agreeing with their actions. i will never be able to do what you do and say such horrible things about someone else through a blank persona. and don't even like, try to explain why you did it? cuz help "yeah i said this and this because if she simply didn't want hate sav should turn off her asks" or "she's a bad person so it's ok."

i think you simply forget the concept that we're minors and we're all fucking kids. she didn't commit a crime, hello??? jesus strike me down if sav did something racist or homophobic or ableist cuz yeah, maybe certain things shouldn't have been said or done, and maybe she had room to grow. i can acknowledge that everyone, including me, has done things they're not proud of. the point is, unless you're her friend or mutual, you don't know how she's grown. i've literally heard her talk to us about things that she knows were wrong. it's so unfair for someone when you simply label them based on their past.

"Well, what if their past is all i know about them?" girl, with peace and love if you only know someone's lore, you have no basis on who they actually are. idk what else to tell you. people change and people are different. just because you don't see them do it doesn't mean it isn't happening, and it doesn't mean you're justified for the shit u spread about them hello...

also i did a bit of internet stalking LMFAOO and the last post that was negative was literally a month ago LIKE AUGUST 25TH. and sav literally explained they were irls so yeah i’m still waiting on those examples. and no you cannot fucking go off of vibes or aura be fucking fr w me rn

tw suicidal thoughts//depression//bullying

as someone who, simply fucking put it, has wanted to take their own life over baseless accusations made about them years back, and has faced insane amounts of unsolicited backlash and has been shit talked for shit i know i grew past, it's extremely disappointing to see narratives being written about people when they're simply not true.

i'm not even talking about my experiences with poor mental health as a scapegoat or sob story for doing the things i did. I treated my friends badly and severed relationships with some of my closest friends--but people can tell if you've changed and grown OVER TIME. people can tell when you've learned from your mistakes and apply it to the present. the things we talk about are never simply for entertainment for fun-- if it's a genuine criticism about something we noticed, i can literally show screenshot proof of us talking about it professionally with genuine things we think are problematic.

it's draining. it's fucking exhausting to deal with knowing a group of people will not keep their mouth shut about you. it's terrifying to walk into a room full of people who know shit about you, your relationships, and twisted lies about who you are as person without you being able to defend yourself without looking like your grasping for straws. some people, including the people in my real life (because yes i fear i have a life outside of tumblr) will do anything to say shit about other people's appearances, actions, past, etc. some people simply talk shit to talk shit. is it ok? never. is it common? yeah, because we're literally all in highschool...we're all immature LMFAO i don't know what you expect from high-schoolers.

i hate bitches like u who think theyre the shit and try to act like theyre the big dog like hoe almost nobody fw u anymore cz ur fucking horrible 😭😭

i don’t come on here to pretend i’m the “big dog” i come on here to write and leave. i also don’t care if anyone fws me. never once do i think/act like i’m the shit. i also don’t care if i’m horrible either, if that’s someone’s opinion on me, oh well? so thank you & have a nice day.