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Maybe the reason I get so insecure about TINY mistakes in my drawings when everyone says that no one will notice them is because I am the type of person that WILL zoom in and examine a drawing and I probably WOULDVE noticed. I don’t do it to TRY to find mistakes. And even when I do see them I move on but I like looking for little details artists make. Like looking at things and being like “whoever made that KNEW they ate that little piece right there UP” I like seeing EXACTLY how they made the art, seeing sketch lines that weren’t erased is like a treat because I can see their process. But if someone did that to MY art I’d probably cry.
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i have so many regular customers at work and its kinda nice to have nice people that you recognize come by here and there but am i the only one who is uncomfortable going places and having the people working there recognize me?? 💀 like now that its reversed i feel so awkward going to these places bc i feel like there's some weird (likely non-existent) pressure to act a certain way? idk i like not knowing the people behind the counter LOL
#but at the same time i used to go get bubble tea after work a lot and it was nice that the guy there knew me#but now i don't like it anymore when it happens 💀#maybe something is wrong with me#i've had an awkward encounter at this gas station twice now and its driving me nuts i hate awkward encounters
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[shaking] please let me play splat zones whenever i want to. i have a problem
#maybe something is wrong with me#bc i cant find the other anarchy modes fun#tower control is fine sometimes#but it gets a little tiring to me personally#not bc it’s boring it can just stress me out#bc yeah something IS wrong w me#peachybabbles
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Oops read a fic where the relationship was written in a way that reminded me of how i yearn to be loved but no one seems to know how to love me
#someone who i used to love dearly (platonically) once told me that people love me the wrong way#that people dont love me how i need to be loved#and they ended up being one of those people#but it haunts me dude#because it made my whole life click into place#and not just romantic relationships i mean like EVERYTHING#shits crazy bro#shout out to the few people who are still around because you figured out how to love me in a way that fits#and by like love me wrong its not just like people not liking me like its a whole spectrum of shit#ranging from not enough to too much to just wrong and everything in between#it's lonely and it sure makes me feel like somethings wrong with me#should i talk about this is therapy this week maybe but i dont have the emotional spoons for that rn#im gonna complain about my arthritis probably#i feel like i should also add i try so hard to make it known how i need to be loved#i try so hard and i learn how people need to be loved#and just idk#maybe something is wrong with me#anyway its 4am#im fine genuinely just kinda sad
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Man this scene in FNAF 2 movie is gonna be wild-
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#william afton#steve raglan#shaggy rogers#scooby doo#shaggy and scooby#springtrap#matthew lillard#fnaf movie#fnaf 2#mystery incorporated#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#people think Henry is gonna show up are wrong#it’s gonna be Scooby actually..#Steve Raglan and Shaggy Rogers both start with SR coincidence? maybe…#If yall didn’t know Scooby is some god like being in mystery inc show#so shaggy wanting to become immortal too to stay with his best pal isn’t out of the question-#THIS IS all unserious BUT I HAD to draw something based off these images#I love Scooby doo and fnaf so felt like the perfect crossover 💜#it makes me happy the og Scooby puppet is still in good condition
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#i found out today that i don’t feel anything unless it’s like actively bleeding or something#i cut my head open on a cabinet door and didn’t notice until blood dripped down my face#maybe something is wrong with me#i cut my hand and i didn’t feel it#i have hurt myself so much the past few days trying to understand why i can’t feel anything#maybe that’s just where i’m at. numb?#i don’t really eat#so maybe there’s something im missing#but it’s not a good thing#i am getting reckless again
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the worst feeling is looking in the mirror and not recognizing yourself whatsoever
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looking into my head made my therapist cry last session why is she so dramatic like chill sis its not that srs I literally live in here
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I’m not really attracted to anyone but if you like me I’m already in love with you whoever you are.
#I don’t feel any attraction to anyone#for a long time I thought something was wrong with me#until someone said they liked me#I then started to get excited when around them#i don’t think much about who I want to be in a relationship with#but if you want to start talking I start thinking of our wedding#maybe something is wrong with me
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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man i love flowey so much, i don’t think i ever realized just how funny he is when i was a teenager. i love that he save scums. i love that he gets mad when you interrupt his monologue. i love that he talks like an anime villain because he thinks frisk is chara and is playing the world’s longest game of edgy oc playground roleplaying. he has the strongest cain instinct i have ever seen. he projects like crazy. he is an incredibly sore loser. i love him
#don’t get me wrong he is also very tragic and a deeply traumatized child put in a weird undeath situation#experiencing immense grief and his body is now something that is entirely a reminder of that grief#he is a fascinating character. but also he’s funny.#i love when asriel says ‘’maybe i was projecting a little bit’’#like. yeah. just a little
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I swapped them around in a silly doodle
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#Vasco! what have they done to you?!#he finally caught the skrunklies#it's contagious#or maybe there's something horribly wrong with the ambient pressure and he's not agreeing with it at all#it's jarring that (at least to me) both Machetes read as Machete they're the opposite ends of the Machete spectrum#his form oscillates between an exposed nerve and a unicorn I get it#but swapped Vasco is#a whole new mystery critter#actually he's kind of cute#I would take him home#give him a bath in the sink and feed him some grilled chicken maybe that'll make him feel more like himself#real Vasco is toasted to perfection this one looks burnt at the edges and raw in the middle#I love his little off-model sheep ear#couldn't even keep his glorious floppers poor boy#gift art#foilthepiglin#own characters#Machete#Vasco
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Sally is the real neighborhood Rizzler... you all know i'm right...
#she knew what she was doingggggg#she Knew!!!!#'youre going to make me blush' yes poppy i think that was her intention <3#popstar is A tier ship you cant convince me otherwise#fuck now im tempted to make a For Fun ship tier list.... no im not. the exhaustion is just making me insane#popstar is theeeeeee lesbian pairing tho#fingers crossed im onto something with them#cmon cmon i love being right#i love clocking relationships before they happen its my fav hobby when watching/reading stuff#i know im delusional with laughingstock but Popstar? i! am! so! correct!#probably. maybe. if im Wrong... dont light your torches im just a lil guy#scribble garnish#welcome home#wh popstar#sally starlet#poppy partridge#THAT TABLE SHOT MY WIFE AND ATE MY LEFTOVERS#i rarely scribble objects and the like and its For A Reason#it was fun for like... ten seconds and then it got tedious but i was Committed#although. i will admit.#scribbling the misc items was nice. love me some Stuff and Things
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getting the attention of the humanoid typhoon
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#wolfwood menace arc#he also wouldnt know HOW obvious to make it so he's just ramping it up throughout the day#but vash is sooooo used to repressing but also experiencing this kind of want so strongly for the first time#makes him wear the most obvious expressions.... while wolfwood is ALSO not used to being wanted in this way so he would be none the wiser#to vash's obvious expressions -- does that make sense. theyre silly. theyre so silly its like an endless loop#and then wolfwood is like ok i guess im doing something wrong or maybe he just doesnt want me like that. whatever! we move on#vash: dying crumbling - wondering if ww is doing it on purpose but also too nervous to ask until he starts literally taking off layers#ruporas art
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This Twitter MLP human redesign drama is a mess, leave me the fuck out of it.
#saw people posting my designs to put down other artists' designs saying that i'm the “correct way” of doing things#don't do that#i don't give a SHIT if people are redesigning these HORSES to be fat or “”“ugly”“” people they're all valid#this whole thing is so dumb just say “i don't like the art style” and move on#“hey op i spent 4 hours of time and effort to redraw your shitty redesign and show you how it's really done” you're fucking weird#you know that right? dedicating that much time to cash in on a hate trend when you could be creating something unique and original with lov#your insistence that human redesigns need to be attractive and symmetrical and anything deviating that is woke psy-op brainwashing#is fucking weird. saw an entire tweet reposting my designs listing off how i “got it right.” bullet point: “looks like real people”#the black fat pinkie design with braces that went viral looks more like a real person than any of my designs you asshole#or maybe you spent too much time in high school bullying people who look like that to notice#personal#delete later#do not use my art to belittle artists who've done nothing wrong this legit made me really angry today
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