#maybe something is wrong with me
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Maybe the reason I get so insecure about TINY mistakes in my drawings when everyone says that no one will notice them is because I am the type of person that WILL zoom in and examine a drawing and I probably WOULDVE noticed. I donât do it to TRY to find mistakes. And even when I do see them I move on but I like looking for little details artists make. Like looking at things and being like âwhoever made that KNEW they ate that little piece right there UPâ I like seeing EXACTLY how they made the art, seeing sketch lines that werenât erased is like a treat because I can see their process. But if someone did that to MY art Iâd probably cry.
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i have so many regular customers at work and its kinda nice to have nice people that you recognize come by here and there but am i the only one who is uncomfortable going places and having the people working there recognize me?? đ like now that its reversed i feel so awkward going to these places bc i feel like there's some weird (likely non-existent) pressure to act a certain way? idk i like not knowing the people behind the counter LOL
#but at the same time i used to go get bubble tea after work a lot and it was nice that the guy there knew me#but now i don't like it anymore when it happens đ#maybe something is wrong with me#i've had an awkward encounter at this gas station twice now and its driving me nuts i hate awkward encounters
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[shaking] please let me play splat zones whenever i want to. i have a problem
#maybe something is wrong with me#bc i cant find the other anarchy modes fun#tower control is fine sometimes#but it gets a little tiring to me personally#not bc itâs boring it can just stress me out#bc yeah something IS wrong w me#peachybabbles
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even when im not sad
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Oops read a fic where the relationship was written in a way that reminded me of how i yearn to be loved but no one seems to know how to love me
#someone who i used to love dearly (platonically) once told me that people love me the wrong way#that people dont love me how i need to be loved#and they ended up being one of those people#but it haunts me dude#because it made my whole life click into place#and not just romantic relationships i mean like EVERYTHING#shits crazy bro#shout out to the few people who are still around because you figured out how to love me in a way that fits#and by like love me wrong its not just like people not liking me like its a whole spectrum of shit#ranging from not enough to too much to just wrong and everything in between#it's lonely and it sure makes me feel like somethings wrong with me#should i talk about this is therapy this week maybe but i dont have the emotional spoons for that rn#im gonna complain about my arthritis probably#i feel like i should also add i try so hard to make it known how i need to be loved#i try so hard and i learn how people need to be loved#and just idk#maybe something is wrong with me#anyway its 4am#im fine genuinely just kinda sad
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Man this scene in FNAF 2 movie is gonna be wild-
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#william afton#steve raglan#shaggy rogers#scooby doo#shaggy and scooby#springtrap#matthew lillard#fnaf movie#fnaf 2#mystery incorporated#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#people think Henry is gonna show up are wrong#itâs gonna be Scooby actually..#Steve Raglan and Shaggy Rogers both start with SR coincidence? maybeâŠ#If yall didnât know Scooby is some god like being in mystery inc show#so shaggy wanting to become immortal too to stay with his best pal isnât out of the question-#THIS IS all unserious BUT I HAD to draw something based off these images#I love Scooby doo and fnaf so felt like the perfect crossover đ#it makes me happy the og Scooby puppet is still in good condition
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#i found out today that i donât feel anything unless itâs like actively bleeding or something#i cut my head open on a cabinet door and didnât notice until blood dripped down my face#maybe something is wrong with me#i cut my hand and i didnât feel it#i have hurt myself so much the past few days trying to understand why i canât feel anything#maybe thatâs just where iâm at. numb?#i donât really eat#so maybe thereâs something im missing#but itâs not a good thing#i am getting reckless again
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(ăčă«ăȘăŒ is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believeâą)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad đ#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines đ#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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the worst feeling is looking in the mirror and not recognizing yourself whatsoever
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looking into my head made my therapist cry last session why is she so dramatic like chill sis its not that srs I literally live in here
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On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.
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#a homestuck walks into an antechamber and asks#hey is anybody going to make this dynamic wholly deterministic and thus dubiously consensual by its very nature#ANYWAY bigger ramble below. scroll down like usual#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#THATS RIGHT WE'RE STILL SHIP TAGGING IT BABYYYY#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#RAMBLE START: anyway i think loop is wrong here. they have it backwards. as-- in my opinion--#the main reason they could be called back into existence postcanon is because *their* wish for help is still not complete#they still need help. siffrin still needs help. neither of them will ever stop needing help.#they will thus uphold the wish until the end of siffrin's natural lifespan.#that said. what does it mean that loop can be so wholly forced to abide by siffrin's wants?#(assuming the dagger cutscene posession is them being forced to uphold the 'help siffrin' wish via harsh universe logic)#[as opposed to something capricious and cruel the change god did. which feels out of character for the change god to me?]#much like how the island wish and duplicate objects are neutered by simply sliding off people's brains...#is loop subtly ushered toward their wish? obviously it's not a full override (see: the bossfight). but is there any interference?#and if so. so what? does it matter? if they don't notice? is it even real if they don't notice?#and even if they do notice. the universe leads we follow. how much do either of them value their free will in a belief system like that?#the whole game is dedicated to siffrin habitually NOT excersizing his free will. doing things the same Every Time.#Loop ESPECIALLY does this. predetermined predetermined predetermined even in the FACE OF CHANGE. REFUSING. ANY CHOICE.#Maybe they'd even be comforted by having a universe-ordained purpose even if it is subservient. even if its to Him.#(though. i can't see siffrin enjoying the idea that someone is subservient TO them... then all their suffering is his fault...)#loop got into this mess via WANTING too much. no more free will. can't be trusted with it. take it away from them.#but yeah. gets my greasy detective pony hands all over this. and everyone please do remember i like to make characters Outright Wrong A Lot
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Iâm not really attracted to anyone but if you like me Iâm already in love with you whoever you are.
#I donât feel any attraction to anyone#for a long time I thought something was wrong with me#until someone said they liked me#I then started to get excited when around them#i donât think much about who I want to be in a relationship with#but if you want to start talking I start thinking of our wedding#maybe something is wrong with me
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man i love flowey so much, i donât think i ever realized just how funny he is when i was a teenager. i love that he save scums. i love that he gets mad when you interrupt his monologue. i love that he talks like an anime villain because he thinks frisk is chara and is playing the worldâs longest game of edgy oc playground roleplaying. he has the strongest cain instinct i have ever seen. he projects like crazy. he is an incredibly sore loser. i love him
#donât get me wrong he is also very tragic and a deeply traumatized child put in a weird undeath situation#experiencing immense grief and his body is now something that is entirely a reminder of that grief#he is a fascinating character. but also heâs funny.#i love when asriel says ââmaybe i was projecting a little bitââ#like. yeah. just a little
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I swapped them around in a silly doodle
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#Vasco! what have they done to you?!#he finally caught the skrunklies#it's contagious#or maybe there's something horribly wrong with the ambient pressure and he's not agreeing with it at all#it's jarring that (at least to me) both Machetes read as Machete they're the opposite ends of the Machete spectrum#his form oscillates between an exposed nerve and a unicorn I get it#but swapped Vasco is#a whole new mystery critter#actually he's kind of cute#I would take him home#give him a bath in the sink and feed him some grilled chicken maybe that'll make him feel more like himself#real Vasco is toasted to perfection this one looks burnt at the edges and raw in the middle#I love his little off-model sheep ear#couldn't even keep his glorious floppers poor boy#gift art#foilthepiglin#own characters#Machete#Vasco
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One of the things about Capitano that really stood out to me is how... nice he is. And it doesn't feel like an abrupt twist at all because it brings sense to the earlier information we had on him. His fame and how Fatui agent Viktor would much rather work under him if given the choice. A figure who actually cares about the modus oparandi, or more specifically, whether it is fair and honorable to other parties or not is naturally a more trustworthy leader as opposed to one who doesn't care about methodology so long as it gets the work done. Of course, adherence to certain principles is bound to slow down progress and for a faction like the Fatui, that is a handicap.
Despite this, the soldiers under Capitano's leadership trust him immensely. Even someone like Arlecchino respects him, âindependent of the power he possessesâ â this suggests that while Capitano's strength is impressive, his personality is even more impactful. He's also reasonable and doesn't misuse his strength, evidenced by his encounter with Varka and his unwillingness to ambush Mavuika in her weakened state.
Perhaps it's the marginal overuse of the ârighteousâ character (often rather carelessly) which has created a certain situation, wherein we are often more attracted to morally gray characters (although not really comprehending the nuances well all the time). Of course, it's still a bit early to make a definitive conclusion but, this portrayal of the ârighteousâ character through Capitano is something I find really refreshing.
#capitano has such a presence orz. literally any other playable male character looks kind of.. childlike next to me imo lol#my personal interpretation of scara's âabsolute righteousness is a latent dangerâ has always been that it's more of a handicap than anything#i could be wrong though and maybe there's something actually dangerous about it lol#in any case i really like capitano's character#harmony simps#il capitano#capitano#capitano genshin#genshin impact capitano
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