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Man I sure wish Christians could just be normal sometimes? Obviously this is not directed to every Christian monumentizing a community is gross and icky don't do it. But I am so sick of giving the Christians on the sidelines of my life a chance. Just for them to throw awful manipulative rhetoric in my face. And finding out they were nice to me as a way of proselytizing, it makes me sick. I refuse letting bad faith actors make me bitter and untrusting but man I get it.

I already was sympathetic to how historically insuler our community has been but man do I get it. Do I get it because it's gross. The fact I'm only worth somthing to you when I conform to your narrow idea of life.

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I posted 4,695 times in 2022

78 posts created (2%)

4,617 posts reblogged (98%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@wickedlydevious

@mayweallbehuman

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I tagged 1,626 of my posts in 2022

#grimmjow - 211 posts

#animal tag - 211 posts

#grimmichi - 109 posts

#bleach - 106 posts

#harringrove - 94 posts

#billy hargrove - 71 posts

#art - 69 posts

#wanderlust - 56 posts

#stranger things spoilers - 51 posts

#max and billy - 44 posts

Longest Tag: 138 characters

#but am i the only one thinking its more weird to plan marriage and spending the rest of your life with some1 youve only dated for 5 months

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Rule: tag 9 people you want to know better

Thanks for the tag @sarcasm-vending-machine 😘

(I started a new post because that one was getting a bit long)

Favourite piece of clothing you own? Right now it's my blue wool 'hippy' trousers, they are SO comfortable. I've only had them for about a month but I've worn them almost every day.

Your comfort food? Probably pizza. I go on and off different types of food all the time but pizza is a pretty consistent like

Favourite time of the year? Late spring and summer. I get cold very easily, my hands and feet are like ice most days so I need warm weather to be comfortable

Favourite song? This is a mean question how am I supposed to answer this??? (I'll give you jólanótt by SKÁLD and shit boat (no fans) by alestorm, two very different songs which I've been listening to a lot lately)

Do you collect something? Not really, I'm just a clutter bitch

Favourite drink? Coca cola. Yes yes I know it's full of sugar and terribly bad for you but I love it

Favourite fanfiction? Again how am I supposed to answer this??? I dont think I could even give you a top ten theres just too many that I've loved over the years

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Sometimes I just think about how ichigo and grimmjow both have/had five friends/companions who they fought/travelled together with but ichigo's friends vowed to grow stronger so they could fight along side him as equals where as grimmjow's fraccion gave up the possibility of growing stronger in order to support his growth

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So, about max and her monologue about billy, it's not that I dont believe max could feel such a way or that it doesnt make sense (honestly I would be a liar if I said I haven't also wished my shitty brother dead before) but it also feels a little off to me considering how their relationship was presented in s3.

At first I thought maybe i had misinterpreted it, maybe max and billy really did hate each other right up until the moment of his death. But then i remembered this interview with sadie sink from 2019 where she spoke about max and billy going into s3

I didnt expect them to be best friends or even particulary close with each other (and I had a strong feeling billy was gonna die anyway) but I remember feeling hopeful when I read this interview, hopeful that we'd at least get to see a different side to their relationship, and I was massively disappointed when s3 barely focused on them at all.

But, the small glimpses that we did see proved that they were in a different place than they had been in s2

When max talked to el about billy she spoke in a lighthearted manner, she wasnt resentful, she made jokes, she talked about him like he was just her annoying gross older brother who liked to walk around without a shirt on and bring girls home to make 'happy screams'

And then, of course, theres the sauna test. She was visibly distressed upon seeing Billy in that state. She was in pain. She started crying. She said, "it's okay... i believe you... we're going to figure this out together okay" like she actually wanted to help him, save him...

And thats why it feels weird to me. Not because feelings are complicated and that a few peaceful months between them dont erase everything he put her through, but because she apparently went from we'll figure this out together to I dont know if he deserved to be saved in the space of three days.

And when I say it feels weird, I think what I mean is ffs a little consistency would be nice

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[shapooda]

Hi, I just wanted to thank you because you're the reason I got into GrimmIchi. I found your fanfics on ao3 and then your Tumblr, I fell in love with your stories and your art!

I would like to know if maybe you could do a list of the best GrimmIchi fanfics you have read so far?

(After seeing your last reblog I immediately looked for "The Stars Rained Down Like Embers" on ao3 and I'm ready to binge read it)

I hope you have a nice day xx

I'm so flattered ; ~ ; I usually hear the opposite, so it's extra flattering that you liked my writing first /w\ Everything I'm about to list isn't everything, just thelonger ones I find myself frequenting, or head over heels in love with! My bookmarks list is short uwu you can find them all there as well! You already know this first one ~ The Stars Rained Down Like Embers | @copperscript Seven years ago, the star-deity Ichigo disappeared from the night sky. As the invasion of his homeland rages on, warrior Grimmjow is losing faith in the god he once revered. But when a nameless ryoka boy stumbles into his camp, he soon learns he is not as alone as he believes. All The Devils Are Here | ChildoftheAshes, Plouton

Two stumbling steps from Ichigo, two smooth ones from Pantera, and they’re waltzing away from the knives, swirling semi-gracefully across the rooftop. A foot behind Ichigo’s ankle trips him backwards. Pantera dips him, catches him a few feet off the floor with a thigh and the third knife of the night buried in his back.“Kiss me, darlin’~” The Fucking Hollow Hole Verse | quarter_life_crisis me: I want to write a stupid little crackfic about fucking hollow holes also me: but I want it to have, like, emotional depth, y’know? Strangers, Again | @Copperscript

[Reverse AU] There lives a Hollow in Hueco Mundo, a terrifying creature of black fire and red blood, who defies everything the Shinigami thought they knew about Hollows. It has taken notice of Gotei Captain Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez. Grimmjow, in turn, is enthralled. My teeth ache to taste you | Aegrisomnia89

Grimmjow POV. Random encounter before Ichigo goes to Hueco Mundo leaves Grimmjow Feeling Things In His Chest. Pity he doesn't know how to articulate a single one of them. Howling Outside Your Door | Asuka Kureru (Askerian)

There's a barrier around the house, but it's not made to stop an Espada. It's more of a notice-me-not, he thinks, pressing his bloody hand to it -- leaning too hard into it when his knee buckles under Yylfordt's negligible weight. It bows under the push of his hand and then lets him slide through up to the elbow; the spiritual pressure it's holding back rushes in prickles of heat against his palm. It's made to hide Kurosaki's resting place from prowling hollows. Yeah. Yeah, that's... Real close to perfect. If. Perfect, if." In," he hisses, reaching out to snatch Di Roy's thin wrist, yanking him through under a shielding burst of reiatsu he doesn't have to spare. He doesn't need to spare it, not anymore; either they're gonna be okay or they're gonna be left stranded to die, there's no alternatives. Cat Dandy 🐆 | murderlight

“Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez is dead,” Nel said calmly, staring him straight in the eye. “He died inside Askin’s final trap, and his body was never recovered.”Grimmjow's fight with Askin Nakk le Vaar leads to unexpected consequences--and an old life he never wanted to see again. Ichigo's victory over Yhwach sees him lose more than he gained.Or: Grimmjow is a panther adjuchas again, and Ichigo has no goddamn idea. Not Grimmichi, but it inspired me to write Zenith, which became Grimmichi, and I love it to pieces. Hogyoku ex Machina | Mac Ceallach In the final battle with Aizen a different choice is made, and now Ichigo and his greatest enemy have gone back to the beginning. His best friends are powerless, his allies don't know him, and everything he loves is in danger. No non-canon pairings. Complete, with the sequel now posted. Let Me Drown | ShadowThorne After being brutally attacked by a mythical creature, Captain Jaegerjaquez ends up with a very unlikely companion to keep him company while at sea. Unfortunately, it's hard for an 8' long merman to hide for long. One day, the loyal crew spots the monster that had injured their captain, following the ship and the man aboard, and take matters into their own hands. Other authors I love! Chujellies: Angst and Grimmichi. Deep and bittersweet, I like it. Dante_Morgan: Funny and canon parallels with that fucking edge I LOVE AH audiosilver: Angsty again lol Very in the moment writing, which I dig uwu Messier_47: Flowery and very Hell hath no fury with a lot of porn a la mode~

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tagged by @shadowthorne ... sorta?

tagging: whoever wants to do it. But also @panna-acida because I know you like these as much as I do. And because it’s you <3

A is for age: 28 B is for beverage of choice: tea~~ C is for what you can’t wait for right now: CAT-CHAN WILL BE HERE IN LIKE AN HOUR OR SO OMFG SDKFJSKDJF *skips around the apartment* D is for your dog’s name: don't have one >.> E is for essential item you use everyday: my notebook F is for favourite TV show at the moment: Midsomer Murders starts tonight, so I'll just say that. Since I always love watching it in the summer XD G is for favourite game: Unreal Tournament '99 ... and Skyrim H is for home town: I didn't grow up in a town... nearest town was like... and hour away with car. Nearest village about 5+ minutes away with car XD I is for instruments you play: The piano J is for favourite juice: Tropical juice K is for who you last kissed: my cat XD L is for last food you ate: toast with egg and iced tea M is for marriage: maybe one day?? N is for your name: Malin O is for your latest obsession: my latest one? uhm... more like... and obsession I have picked up again: Horror Puzzle Games~~ P is for people you can’t live without: CAT-chan ( @screwthesenames ) aaand my family (hgjggghjg edit: I missed writing “& friends” skldfjlksdjf sorry) Q is for quote: "Funny is in the eye of the beholder." R is for biggest regret: not fighting back S is for status: SQUEE! T is for time you woke up today: 7.48 am U is for what you are unhappy about: *tries to avoid thinking about it* V is for vegetable you love: cucumber W is for worst habit: uuh... well... maybe... that I somehow deem myself less valuable than others and actually not actively think so, I just... constantly live like that and it's just a natural part of my life? X is for x-rays you’ve had: aaaaaand I'm not gonna list them all... GDI Y is for yummy food you ate today: I will eat from Frasses later today~~ and THAT is SUPER YUMMY FOOD! Z is for your favourite zoo: the one right next door XD this town's zoo and I love it! (hope me and CAT-chan can go there now that she visits)

[tigerwolfspellbear]

tagged by @karama9

Rules: Tag 9 people you want to get to know better

Relationship status: Single

Lipstick or chapstick: Neither

Last song I listened to: 'Don’t Let This Feeling Fade’ Lindsey Stirling

Last movie I watched: Kung Fu Panda 3 maybe? I can’t remember.

Top 3 characters: Shirosaki (Ichigo’s Hollow (Bleach)), Kisame (Naruto), Hotaru (Sailor Moon)

Top 3 ships: GrimmIchiShiro (Bleach), Shallura (Voltron), Scarlett/Snake Eyes (G.I. Joe)

Tagging: @shadowthorne, @systlin, @kusari61602, @irisno, @hunterandcossack

[autumnpawtribe]

For the love I bear you, I will endure.  Part 2

Vol went dark and quiet, a wall shoving itself between him and the other two, making Aret wail in loss as he clung to Xiao.  The prelate was confused and scared, now cut off from one mate and fearing the other would run away.  The Zandalari was whining and whimpering, barely able to contain his fear.  He shook his head, looking down at the mattress.  He'd begun a nervous habit, rubbing one of the wooden gauges in his ears, trying to find a sense of calm that he could not find.  He was not rocking as badly, but was still staring straight ahead and not calming down.  He couldn't focus too much was jumbled..  Xiao's words barely made sense.

Xiao reopened the link now, speaking directly to Aret. "Janaret, listen to me." He forced the man to look up at him, looking into his eyes. "I need you to focus. You are not losing anyone. Vol and I are not going anywhere. This is a problem, yes, but a problem we will face as a family. Please, I need you to speak... to focus. For me? Please..."

Aret didn't look up, but he forced himself to focus.  Right then it was on Xiao's elbow, but it gave him something to focus on that was not abject fear.  He didn’t understand what he did wrong, but Xiao had gotten upset about him talking about himself and his birth family, so obviously that was it.  "I am Sorry, Xiao Chun.  I did not mean to upset you.  I won't speak on them again."

Xiao shook his head, kissing Aret's nose. "Hey, no, that's not the problem." He sighed. "Just tell me something, okay? Did Vol tell you how Tarja came to be? How we got that little miracle in our lives? What has he told you?"

Aret shook his head, non verbal, not able to communicate much in his anxious state.  "Nothing.  I never thought of it.  I just loved her as mine and that is that."  He looked up at Xiao finally, still non verbal, but softly whining in Xiao's mind.

Xiao nodded now and pulled Aret into his lap, not caring for the size difference as he wrapped his arms around Aret's waist and just hugged on him while speaking through his mind. "As much as we love Tarja, she was not planned. She was... not even an accident, either. A woman wanted a baby, desperately. She was unable to conceive with her own husband, so she found someone who reminded her of him. Tall, similar skin color, similar hair, the long tusks. She found Vol... got him drunk, drugged him with something that made him essentially compliant and willing... and then had sex with him. Vol'raka was, essentially, raped by this woman." He said with a cringe, hating to be so blunt. "She meant no harm, she just... wanted a baby that badly. We had her in our home for some time, taking care of her. Well, Vol did, I was... gone at the time. Her husband... is a monster. He found out that his wife had mated with a non Zandalari, because Vol'raka is part Darkspear, and he... he demanded she kill the baby, if I remember correctly. She could not do it, she left the baby with Vol instead, swearing that she could never come back for fear of what her mate might do if he found out the child was still alive. We love Tarja dearly, but... that is how she came to be. As far as she is concerned, both her and us agreed that when Tarja is of the age to ask, she will be told her mother died in childbirth." He paused, biting his lip. "Or at least... that was going to be the case. It was going to be a clean break, no interactions whatsoever." He looked up to Aret now. "Janaret, I am so sorry..." He nuzzled his face against his before speaking audibly now. "Tarja is not just a random girl who you decided to care for as your own. We all thought it was, but it seemed fate had other ideas. She... she's your niece, Aret. Naddja is the mother."

Aret listened, shaking, listening as if turned into a story.  Learning that the big troll was forced to father the sweet little one they all called daughter hurt him.  He couldn't imagine the troll being so inebriated or drugged, but stranger things had happened.  Through his mind, Aret agreed that the big troll had good genes, looking forward to the day that they had all discussed with Lin a few weeks ago. When Xiao looked at the Zandalari, the mon's heart melted and he calmed a little.  Until Xiao said that Naddja was her mother.

"I saw the bones... The ashes.  My sister's baby died."  

It was all he could say as Vol let himself in Tarja screaming her head off as her Papa took her into the bathroom.  He opened the link, grumbling.  "Someone explain shit while I clean her up."

Xiao shook his head, kissing Aret again gently on the forehead. "They... they were fake, Aret. She had to convince A'ket that she was dead. Or... maybe that was for everyone else, I honestly do not remember. There were so many details to absorb." He frowned and spoke through the link to them both. "Like I said, Vol, Naddja is his sister. His father is Jansevet. This is... no coincidence. A'ket is her mate. Fate has played quite the trick on us, making us fall in love with the brother of Tarja's mother." He said without even realizing that was the first time he'd said he loves Aret out loud. Well, he knew now for certain.

Vol didn't say anything, but he grumbled over the link, running a bath for the infant in his arms.  Aret clung to Xiao, whining at the bigger troll's reaction, hiding his face against Xiao's neck.  Vol's voice was deep, but calming as he went to get his own emotions under control.  "Understand first that I am not upset with you, sweetheart.  Your sister I am angry with, but you had nothing to do with Naddja's actions, my love."  He forced himself to keep calm, even as he finished cleaning Tarja up and getting her dressed in the clothing they kept in Aret's apartment for her.  "Tell me what happened after Naddja supposedly lost her child, Aret.  I want every detail."

Aret kept his face hidden, almost letting Xiao protect him as he let them see Naddja with an urn in her hands, crying as she and a few other trolls let the ashes flow down the river.  Aret was there, with an older male, another young girl, an older female Naddja and a tall male that did resemble Vol quite a bit.  The Green haired male was not as tall as the Darkspear, but held Naddja close, whispering to her, causing her to cry even more as the Prelate whimpered.

"I saw the bones and the ashes.."

Vol came out with Tarja against his chest, the tiny girl still whining.  "Trust me, I would know that face, the woman who birthed our daughter.  Not her mother... just the one who gave birth to her."

Xiao actually growled low under his breath when he saw A'ket and how his whispering made Naddja cry more. "I do not blame Naddja for this. I blame her monster of a mate. Even whispering to her, she cried even more. This is his fault." He hugged Aret tighter, laying them down and kissing on his forehead, chaste but loving, protecting him from the world. "Vol, there is no way she is not going to be involved in Tarja's life now. Her brother is going to be raising her daughter, there is no way this is going to remain a secret. The only problem I see here... is A'ket." He looked at Vol now, a steely look in his eyes. "I am quite close to saying he deserves the same fate Arhys got."

Arhys was a blood knight who took a severe dislike to Vol, and attacked him.  He was no longer living thanks to the anger of their friends Talrethriel Shadowthorn and Zyn Shadestriker.  It was not Vol’s fault that the elf had a grudge against trolls, was abusive to his lover, or ran his mouth.

"We're not murdering anyone tonight.  We are helping our mate and calming down Tarja so she'll be happy and might sleep for a few hours.  Our family comes first, then we will deal with the rest."   At that, the tiny infant started whimpering as Vol sat on the side of the bed and leaned over his loves, an arm on the other side of Aret's hip.  The little troll whined over her part of the link, complaining wordlessly, but wanting snuggles even if she didn't feel well.  Her eyes were open as Vol put her between red fur and lavender skin, letting her settle the nervous submissive down and get her favored ba snuggles at the same time.  "We'll figure it out in the morning.  I will want to know what happened that set Ar..."

A soft knock came to the door as the Darkspear spoke, making him look up.  The female raptari walked in, carrying a bag of food and not having looked up at what was going on in the room.  The last time they saw her, her hair was long and green, her clothing traditional for her caste.  Now the slip of a girl had short braided hair, finger bones at the ends and large gold earrings in her ears.   She looked like she filled out a little more, healthier and stronger.

"Arie, I heard you had a bad day, Aket thought you might want dinner.  I brought the stuff for Ravenberry Tarts.  I figured we could..."

She turned her head to look up at the small family occupying her brother's bed, gasping.  Xiao was laying back, Aret laying on the Pandaren's chest and holding onto the tiny, green haired, infant girl.  The Raptari's blue eyes (That now would be noticed to be the exact same shade as Aret's) locked with a growling dominant male who was leaning over both of his mates and his child.  The woman who birthed their child backed up against the closed door at a very threatening and angry Vol'raka.

"Next time, you will ASK to enter MY territory woman."  His voice was cold, angry and threatening.  "It is only for my mates and our little girl that I do not pick you up by the scruff and remove you from here."  He heard Aret whimper and turned only to pay attention to him, giving him a soft kiss on the lips.

"Wait.. ARE YOU FUCKING MY BROTHER?"

[cherry-toxic]

Fic writer questions!

I was tagged by @introvertia - thank you so much :) Your answers were really interesting!

How many works do you have on AO3?

Only 8

What's your total AO3 wordcount?

141754

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

Four: Beyblade (gen fics mostly), Shizaya (Durarara), Grimmichi (Bleach), and Harringrove (Stranger Things).

I usually sit in a fandom for a quite a while before I actually start writing anything. I'm amazed by those people who can get stuck in right away (how do you do it!?!)

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

1. end the fight; before the fight ends you

2. Bound to Happen

3. Year of You

4. Broken Boys and Butterflies

5. So come take a drink (And drown your sorrows)

All Harringrove aside from 'Bound to Happen' - which I'm rather surprised came in second because the Grimmichi fandom is waaaaay smaller than the Harringrove fandom.

'end the fight...' is also the only wip here. The rest are completed one-shots.

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Yes and no. It depends. I want to respond because comments really do mean a lot to me and I love rambling with people, but I have issues with online communication. Like, sometimes I write out a response and when I read it back to myself my brain just goes 'no that's terrible you sound like an idiot delete it now' and then I go 'yessir you're completely right how silly of me.'

When it comes to wips, I tend to reply to every comment when I'm getting ready to post the next chapter, that way it's like a little heads-up - new stuff incoming soon!

What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

Y'know as much as I love angst I actually prefer to have my fics end on a relatively positive note (angst with a happy ending is my shit).

But I suppose 'So come take a drink (And drown your sorrows)' is overall pretty angsty and I left the ending open so if I ever felt like continuing it I could do so easily.

Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you've ever written?

Big nah. Kind of like AU fics, they just don't interest me that much.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Yes, but it came from someone who was just making the rounds on a bunch of Harringrove fics and they were highly suspected to be an anti so it didn't really bother me that much because I knew they were trolling.

I've had a few like, vague comments/back-handed compliments that got under my skin a bit though.

Do you write smut? If so what kind?

Yes, occasionally I do. Generally I'd say I'm pretty vanilla, but I am currently writing an a/b/o fic, though I think it might go under non-traditional a/b/o because, again, vanilla lol

My smut usually comes with a lot of introspection, like they'll be doing the deed and one of them will be internally streaming a 5000+ word monologue (I do this with Grimmjow sometimes because he's a big virgin who views sex as silly human nonsense).

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Parts of a fic, yes. I came across this fic that was clearly plagiarizing from several different authors (they forgot to change the characters names and everything) and I found entire paragraphs that were copy/pasted straight from one of my fics.

The thing is, this was over 10 years ago, something I wrote when I was... seventeen, maybe? So... I don't get why they copied it because it was pretty bad to be honest...

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes, an old one called '10 Miles in Your Shoes' (beyblade) although it was never completed because well, firstly, I never completed the original, and secondly, when the translator asked me how long I was planning on it being I said around 20-30k and uhhh... lets just say I overshot that by a mile!

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No. While I think it would be interesting to try I honestly don't know if I could give up control like that!

What’s your all time favorite ship?

Hard to say because I tend to go for characters over ships. Like, I got into Grimmichi because of Grimmjow and Harringrove because of Billy.

But since Grimmjow is my all-time favourite character then, I guess Grimmichi, but Harringrove is definitely a close second because the fandom has spoiled me rotten with all their amazing fics (in terms of reading material, Harringrove is my fav).

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

'10 Miles in Your Shoes' - the bodyswap fic.

It's been a long time since I engaged with anything related to beyblade but I have a lot of fondness for this fic because it was the second I ever started writing and it was the fic that allowed me to truly grow as a writer. There's a huge improvement from the first to the most recent chapter (most recent being 5 years ago...) to the point where it looks like it could have been written by two different people, and I received so much positive feedback and encouragement throughout those years. I wish I had it in me to go back and finish it off but I struggle enough while writing for my current obsessions so it's looking more and more unlikely...

At the very least, I think I might transfer it to AO3 since ff.net seems to be slowly going under. Even if I never complete it, I don't want it lost forever.

What are your writing strengths?

This might sound ridiculous but I don't know? I always feel like I'm winging everything!!

I guess. One thing I've been complimented on a lot is my ability to portray messy (for lack of a better word) situations in a realistic way. I've been asked a few times if I've ever studied psychology and -

Nope

Just winging it!

What are your writing weakness?

EDITING!!!

I really should get a beta because I miss so many stupid little mistakes, like - okay - I always used to write in past tense, it was never something I even thought about, past tense was just the default. And then suddenly, around 2017/18, I began transitioning to present tense completely unconsciously and now every time I re-read 'Bound to Happen' I get angry because I bounced between tenses all the way through that fic and I didn't even notice until a year after I posted it.

Also. Incredibly slow. Lack of consistency. Perfectionist until I get stuck and then I feel like you can spot exactly where I lost momentum. Utterly hopeless when it comes to descriptions of setting/scenery. I don't think I'm very good at building atmosphere either. Dialogue, although I am improving at that.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I can't say I really have any thoughts on this? I don't do it much myself.

What was the first fandom you ever wrote for?

Beeeeyblaaade! I was fifteen when I wrote my very first fic (now deleted because it was awful!)

What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

Oh god, this is hard!

If we're talking completed fics only, then probably 'Year of You'. That was my I-Do-Not-Accept-Billy's-Death fic but I WILL take all of the angst material from S3 and ride it hard.

If we're including wips, then both 'end the fight...' and 'metamorphosis' are probably my favourites right now.

'End the fight...' is my BIG Billy redemption fic which I started plotting out not long after S2 and there's so many scenes I'm looking forward to writing (yeah I know its been a while since i last updated but the past year has been rough okay)

'Metamorphosis' is the a/b/o fic which I was kind of nervous about at first because its not a trope that i read a lot of but i'm enjoying how its turning out so far!

Whew! That was a lot!

I'm tagging: firstly, whoever wants to do it because I like reading about peoples writing experiences (make sure to tag me!) And then: @shadowthorne @bentnotbroken1fanfiction @callieb @backwardshirt @memes-saved-me @murderlight @magniloquent-raven @aeon-of-neon @louhetar