#maybe its so important to me that i think he has npd because im cluster b and also have to fight tooth and nail against myself to be a good

[meetthesoldier]

hey guys. dayshift at freddys (rapturous applause)

[irkenheretic]

Another interpretation of zasr i see a lot is 'soft baby uwu' skoodge and a 'rlly stupid evil random shit' Zim. Like ok, yeah, but skoodge is an irken too. He does seem very soft for an irken, but I think he could still stand up for himself if u aren't the tallest or someone important. And skoodge also has a lot of trauma himself so i see how they could help each other but not rlly how skoodge could fix Zim when he himself isn't rlly mentally ok and clear of trauma. Idk if I just spewed a lot of nonsense here but yeah

UR RIGHT LIKE.... skoodge literally conquered blorch. hes not ur soft baby uwu fix-the-meanie prop. i like the idea of two traumatized people coming together and hell even maybe skoodge ACTIVELY CHOOSING to be soft while fighting his military training that keeps him on guard but thats just not what i get

and not to get too personal on my Invader Zim Fanblog but i HATE portrayals of zim that just portray him as “haha hes just so destructive and dumb and random and he needs someone to reign him in and fix him” because. and im honestly really scared to admit this but. i actually do have delusions of grandeur. i have a cluster b personality disorder (i don’t want to say which one) with npd traits and ive. ive had Those People that were attracted me solely because they saw me as some poor broken baby to fix. it’s disgusting. and i hate how seemingly Good Pure Moral antis take this dynamic and go “yeah this is soooooo cute and softd!!!!! ugu!!!! yes baby skoodge fix the mean crazy zim” like there is a good way and a bad way to deal w zim’s delusions and this is NOT the good way.... at all.

idk just. as someone very very very very similar to zim, it’s very telling how certain people see me when they portray zim like this. non-antis i trust to tell btwn fiction and reality so while i still dont like it i can tolerate it. but antis w their fiction=reality garbage i can absolutely trust to treat me like shit because i just have these symptoms even though i manage them. its funny bc its ALWAYS antis that r like “dont follow if u stigmatize cluster b disorders!!!” but i know For A Fact theyd be screaming at me in dms and calling me an evil narcopath after like 3 hours of knowing me if we ever did talk

this went places. u seemed coherent but dont u worry i spewed much more incoherent nonsense