#maybe its bc im changnig my meds again but god i wihs i could be normal . or insane in the fun way and not in . this way
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got out of the house for 1.5h and came back and im more tired and suicidal than ever (in the last 3 days)
#how is it suppiosed to make me feel better when everytime i leave my house i want to kill myself#and doesnt materrrrr what its for if its longer than 10-15mins im suicidal#like . runnig errands or work or idk going to a party or to drink beer with a friend#if im with someone as soon as im back alone i wanna jump under the bus .#maybe its bc im changnig my meds again but god i wihs i could be normal . or insane in the fun way and not in . this way#nevermind i took a 5min break and started thinking about characters now im insane in a fun way i just wish my brain could like . slow down
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