#maybe its also the whole stupid zelda book thing making me go straight into the next depression phase

[ganondoodle]

after a long time of being either too sick or too depressed to draw (or having no time ..) i really want nothign else but to draw

but i cant get my motivation back, i dont know what to do bc i havent been doing anything for so long so the old solution of doing something else while its like this feels unnecessary, im tired of not drawing, i want to so badly but nothing can hold my attention for more than 5 minutes and no idea feels worth even trying while i sit here staring at the screen for hours

i dont know if asking for ideas or general .. motivation ideas or something can help it, and its so annoying, its like my brain is withholding me my own enjoyment in doing art, i have been through phases like this but i hate it so much bc it just wastes time and makes me feel like shit, i know it will go away eventually but im TIRED of feeling like this bc its been so long already