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Why am i a 22 yr old adult scared of moving back in with my parents???
Lmao accidental vent in tags cw.
#why is a bitch crying about it#why is a bitch paralyzed in bed for days even though she desperately needs to be cleaning packing and sorting shit out before#movinh country in a few days#this shit is overwhelming and im not ok#its a hard enough time on like. every front#sorry vent post#but im fucking falling apart#not that emotional turmoil will ever phtsically harm you so its just extra garbage#yes its hard 'finishing' uni and leaving a life youve built (your first life youve built by yourself) behind for all you know permanently#its also hard actually still failing that final year of uni with no hope in sight of finishing by mid july#its also just hard moving houses! period! and countries! and ending a job and packing and cleaning and getting bills and accounts sorted#its really fucking hard saying goodbye to people and friends and hobbies even though its not the end end we have the internet#but FUCK I XANT STOP CRYING#its hard moving back in with your parents when youve become more independent! end of!#its hard coping with a strained relationship to both thats i guess never been worked through. yes i'm loved and cherished apparently#idk what to blame tho for the fact i feel belittled#patrronized. misunderstood. inadequate. every horrible word in the book because oh they dont mean to hurt me like that#maybe itll be fine and im lwtting mental illness exaggerate bad memories#anyway my dads love is conditional my depression isnt real and if i just got up off my ass and lost weight and did everything right#everything would be great!#cant wait!!!!!!!!!#i wish i was better
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