#maybe it's the rsd but tbh idc it still messes me up
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one day i'm just gonna dip from everyone's lives and ghost them and move somewhere else
#do you ever just See something#and you're like “well fuck”#and idk i've been in a shitty mood most of today#and it was a really good day to start off with#i saw a really good movie (duck season! it's on netflix-- go watch it's really underrated but it has blantant lgbt elements#(not a huge part of the film But Still it's beautiful)#and then my old manager invited me to see a movie with her#and then i just got hit with a reminder that i have to beg to be wanted#and i think that sorta thing just fucks me up#bc like since november#i've just been embracing not having a close circle of friends#like i do but like i don't have That Person yanno?#and it fucked me up originally but i got used to it#(the human mind was not built for the kind of loneliness i've been dealing with so it adapts but we move--)#and just One Thing will trigger my biggest insecurities#and it just floods#and it's been this feeling all throughout my childhood#and it still happens now and it always manages to fuck me up#maybe it's the rsd but tbh idc it still messes me up#i was literally driving to jimmy johns crying to human sadness by the voidz type up fucked up it was bad#anyways i think i just need to sleep it off#tw vent#ashla.txt
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