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Me: I'm not really repulsed by romance. I handle other peoples PDA very well!
Also me when I recognise that the PDA is a display of romantic affection:
#welcome to another episode of: am i aromantic or are couples just disgusting?#look#i don't thik they're disgusting#i just thik they're ew#aromantic#but in denial#his expressions are hilarious#hugh jackman#aromantism#arospec#aroace#wolverine xmen#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#logan howlett#aro memes#maybe it's the autism#alloplatonic
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i think people should be meaner . i think you should tell somebody when something annoys you . yes it hurts sometimes but i really don't understand why people force themselves to walk on eggshells when people are being annoying
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Starfolk
#グウェンの日々の絵#art#my art#daily art#daily art challenge#digital art#worldless#worldless game#God this took me so long ugh I hate having so many things getting in my way#namely adhd and ocd#maybe it's the autism#either way#sorry for oversharing
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I just came to the startling revelation that Laios (Dungeon Meshi) reminds me of my father
like, so much
#maybe it's the autism#maybe it's the genuine love and care for his family#even if he's clueless sometimes on how to go about it#idk#but i think i need a moment now
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I am NOT beating the autism stereotypes bc I have had hyperfixations on trains AND sharks AND teenage mutant ninja turtles, AND I've been diagnosed w/ selective mutism, AND i wear headphones. I am literally the "younger cousin w/ autism" example bs that people use. The only thing that doesn't fit is that im not a CIS man.
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Meet Ren!
Ren is a part of the global 20% that don't fully turn when infected (Often called a ghoul), but unfortunately, not a part of the 5% that are completely asymptomatic (Usually called Carriers). He's extremely vulnerable to becoming a host for diseases but generally, they don't affect him too much. Before being infected, he was usually anxious, now it's only worsened, followed by a few other symptoms such as sharper teeth, resistance to cold and moist weather, vulnerability to hot or dry climates, he no longer needs to eat so long as he stays out of the sun, sleep isn't necessary but it helps him heal faster, and he has constant migraines and dizzy spells. He also has trouble forming complete sentences, often trailing off mid-thought or turning words into a series of awkward sounds, no one can tell if that's because the virus fried his brain or if that's just how he's always been. He uses anything he can as a weapon, glass shards, metal pipes, frying pans and his fists being things he usually fights with, he always makes a point to avoid firearms.
Fun Facts! : Ren is Aria's brother, she often gives him her guns to hold onto, since he has an aversion to them so she trusts he wont use them. This trust is tested several times when he opts to use them as blunt weapons, pistol-whipping zombies instead of getting them to her, he's done the same with her cane since he carries it when she's not using it.
#zombie apocalypse#character art#digital art#Someone needs to put him down#also has a weird facination with car mechanics but we ignore it#is it wrong to beat someone to death using your sibling's cane?#the most passively violent person ever#brutally trash talks people while losing the fight but screams and cries like a baby when winning#Maybe it's the zombie virus#maybe it's the autism#no one knows#The only person I included the MBTI for because it's me and my friend's wont take it
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For RXE: MTMF
Word Count thus far: 8267 words (236 added today), I'm still on page 20
#bathtime talking#fanfic#fanfic writing#fanfic writer#fanfiction writer#fanfiction#fanfiction writing#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#eddie x richie#reddie#Why is dialogue so hard to write#maybe it's the autism#I don't know how people talk and interact#But boy I can make them bang lolz
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does anyone else also feel ashamed/embarrassed to engage in anything new especially if it's something that's getting popular and they feel like they are cringe and should be ashamed for thinking they can engage with it like everyone else and even just looking it up is really hard and embarrassing 🙌
#maybe it's the autism#currently this is about mouthwashing. btw#but it has been a constant thing thag happens whenever i get a new interest#and there is no cure to it but to just push through it until Idgaf anymore#talks
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"good confidence!"
thank you i mimicked it
#i'm realising that all my behaviours are just fucking me mimicking people i like#maybe it's the autism#autism#autistic experiences#autistic things#actually autistic#so autistic of me
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I feel like the Chris Fleming "vibe dysphoria" bit ("you are not a little mouse getting groceries, you are a very cruel woman who happens to be small") should also include the people who avoid confrontation under the guise of "positive vibes only" like you're not spreading warmth and kindness by saying everything is fine, you're refusing to acknowledge and resolve interpersonal conflict and making the vibes worse
#maybe it's the autism#but I'm STILL MAD that a year long friendship got ended bc I asked her to stop making suicide jokes around me bc it was triggering me
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Why is sexuality so much harder to pinpoint than gender?? I figured my tranny shit out in 18 hours but to this day all I can tell you about my sexuality is that I want to be someone's dog
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I don't if it's an autism trait or not but I argue with people a lot.. I don't mean to but I can't stop it sometimes. Usually it's when I feel a group of people aren't being treated fairly. I try to bite my tongue when someone is criticizing me personally but when it's others or someone I care about I get really heated and I can't stop. It takes a lot of my energy and sometimes I think it's not worth it but I still do it.. Idk what it is.
#Idk why I'm arguing with people all the time#some people tell I'm too defensive but I can't control it#maybe it's the autism
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Every night I go to sleep
And dream up horrors beyond human comprend
And then I wake up and realize
There's no end
Every moment is a waking nightmare
Somsomskmsksmdomdbuckstabu
I have emotions that run so deep
Makes it super hard to sleep
Zu groß Zu groß
HOW THE FUCK CAN MERE MORTAL HANDLE THESE HORRORS
IT HURTS
*screaming. Maybe tearing at my eyes or something idk*
#i wrote a little diddy at work about the horrors#i work at the Church of Capitalism#which is Walmart#i wrote it down to seem deep#bruh#idk#maybe it's the autism#but like#i have feelings#and they make my body really heavy#and it hurts my meatsuit#and my bones#I DONT UNDERSTAND DIE DER AND DAS WHY ARE THE WORDS GENDERED#WHY AREN'T THEY ALL NEUTER NOUNS?#DIE pizza#DAS SANDVITCH#screaming
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Do people actually care if a story is predictable ? Do ppl care
#I will read. On e billion romances where they are in love and happy at the end. And I will rejoice#'What Happens In The Story' is like one (1) piece of the actual overall experience and delights a tale has to offer. I don't get it#When I got the last Wayfarers book I read it straight through in 1 day and then literally immediately started reading it again#Maybe it's the autism
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on being 19 and suffering from incessant longing
you are 19. it is 10:47pm on a saturday night, and you are filled with longing for what your life will be one day. you dream about freedom from needing to work or be in school or make money or do anything much at all. even though you know that needing is more in your mind than it is anywhere else. you have dreams. you think about standing on top of a big hill during a heavy rain. you dance and dance to your favorite band alone, though it's unclear where their music is coming from. you picture yourself dancing for so long that time eventually leaves and goes home and all that is is you and the hill and the rain and the music. on that hill you understand your body and her language and she doesn't need to tell you how to dance or what to do with your arms or your legs or anything because she can move them on her own. everyone on the bottom of the hill is watching and laughing and taking pictures and you decide they are celebrating. you decide they understand, and they want to dance. soon enough everyone is on that hill, and they are all dancing. in another dream, you are in your favorite tv show and you are just like them. you are confused and lost but they are too. nobody who has ever tried to hurt you is real to them, so they don't understand why you cry. you know every room of their apartment and you move in and act like it is home and they know that you are home. you are home there. you don't wake up from these dreams. you find the hill in your car and your best friends bedroom floor and alone, somewhere. you find the apartment in corners of bookstores and foreign bathroom stalls. you remember these dreams better than you remember high school or anything before it. you write about these dreams, and you search endlessly for your hill and your apartment. you remember these dreams.
#poetry#longing#young poets#adulthood#growing#pinegrove#himym#maybe it's the autism#maybe it's maybelline
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I feel none of those choices, in relation to the last reblog. People call me cute and I hate it, it feels bad.
#maybe it's the autism#my parents call me beautiful and that also feels bad#but i am not cute#i am not a good looking person
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