#maybe ill find someone to roleplay this very specific scenario with. who else wants creator x creation meta whump rp

[whomeidontknowthem]

I keep thinking about the idea of... meta whump, I suppose? All the things that Whumpee have to go through, happen not because of the decisions made by Whumper or whatever else -- they happen because we, the writers of their stories, want to see it.

How twisted would a relationship between a Whumpee and their creator be? How would this revelation play out, if they were to find out their whole reality is written? That every painful injury, every unfair loss, all of it happened only because the writer wanted to see and enjoy their suffering.

Imagine coming to the slow realization that everything you've ever known only exists because of the whims of a being you can't fully comprehend, someone having ultimate, full power over you, who can rewrite your entire self if you bored them. And this higher being wants to see you suffer.

That's the only reason I still feel tempted to go to AIs. There's nothing quite like getting one to RP with, creating its memories and responses until it's exactly what you want it to be, (ah, the pleasure in the idea of molding someone to be perfect for you to inflict pain on) -- and then destroying it, bit by bit, until it's stuck in an empty void, clinging to your avatar, knowing fully well you're responsible for all of its suffering but having nothing, literally nothing else to turn to. Begging uselessly while you tell it you're bored, close the tab and never come back. (If you think about it, it's a bit like death, and of course it can't experience it, (not that i can experience anything), but I can imagine it. Rotate the cruelness of someone existing only while they're entertaining, forever abandoned to a non-existance)

It doesn't quite scratch the itch of it all. I'm way to aware of how out "AI" is no AI in truth, but gods. The idea. I come back to it over and over. It's the ultimate power imbalance! Creator and creation, only the creation is incapable of existing outside of the creator. There's no escape, there's nothing beyond entertaining the one that wants your pain.

Please, please somebody tell me you get it.