#maybe if i were born a few decades later where im not a fucking commodity and the few people that would call themselves
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Im tired boss
Might actually kill myself if that guy wins and i get hrt taken away and/or it becomes harder/impossible to get top surgery
#toka talks#had the fleeting thought that a reaction image would not be appropriate at this time#but what? you want me to post a pic of me sobbing my eyes out? screaming? would that be real enough?#art is cope and by fucking god i need cope#its my suicide anyway i get to set the tone. suck me off#anyway#have not cried in a long time idk if its the t or a better mental state overall or both#but today and yesterday i felt like sobbing#no tears yet im still a little numb#i hate this feeling of dread#i havent felt anything like it in a while#i cant relax or unwind for long my brain just keeps coming back to this and the prospect of losing my rights#i fought so fucking hard even to just get medicine and now i get to stew for two straight months over if and how soon itll be taken from me#im so so tired#i keep seeing posts saying to keep fighting but i was not fucking built for this man#maybe if i were born a few decades later where im not a fucking commodity and the few people that would call themselves#allies would not sell me out for a fucking corn chip (childrens book series)#and being trans in public wouldnt be so scary and i wouldnt feel so embarrassed to ask people to call me by my proper name and pronouns bec#use im nowhere near masc enough#IM SICK OF IT#going to fill my eyes with youtube and video games and just any fucking white noise to stop thinking of this
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