#maybe i took some of own experience and put it into pomni's but truthfully it seems in character for her imo

[pomniegranate]

Hello, it's 8am and no one's on but I woke up thinking about how Pomni would actually be such a good mom.

She'd have that cold shiver of doubt and panic when first figuring out she's pregnant and go through the motions of "oh God, I'm not ready to be a mother, I've barely lived my life!" but she'd do everything possible to do anything she needed for the life inside her to flourish. I can see her getting massive acid reflux during her pregnancy and being addicted to eating anything sweet and fruity, and that's probably what ends up being the worst of it for her. She's short and small, I imagine she'd be one of those women where you couldn't tell she was carrying from behind until she turned to her side.

When the day finally comes to conceive, her mind runs a million miles per hour and trudges through all the possible emotions doubting she'd be able to even make it through without dying.

But when it's all said and done, and she hears that first cry, when her arms are cradled with that life that now solely depends on her. Everything clicks into place for her finally; her eyes expand in absolute adoration and her resolve sits heavy with "...Oh my God, I would do anything for you."

And she'd stride and be everything that she never got when she was a child, Pomni would try her best to ease up on her workaholic ways just so her own child can experience what it would be like to have parent(s) who are actively in their lives and show them the beauty and love life has to offer.

She'd definitely be an antsy, nervous mom; always so worried over the littlest things and if she's doing everything right for the sake of her child. She wouldn't rest easy and fret constantly every time her child falls asleep, worried if they'd stop breathing, are too cold/hot, etc. Would always end up finding herself with her baby constantly attached to herself, because she doesn't trust taking her eye off her child for one second.

Pomni never thought about being a mom, it never was an idea that ever entered her mind after her own upbringing and she thought she'd be absolutely rotten at it; but now that she was one, she wouldn't change it for the world. And she'd do anything to hear them smile or laugh, and realizing in her heart and mind, that every tribulation she faced to make it here was all well and worth it.