#maybe closer to 15. idek look it’s LATE

[onlywantlove]

happy for midnights? sure. but like. once again hit by the awareness that she could do something incredible with her voice that isn’t just for her

[v-hope]

15 and guk please? ^^

“Hi. I’ve been subtle at hinting that I want your attention all day and you haven’t noticed and now I’m pissed”.

A/N: I really really wanted to write something for Guk today idek 🤧

It was funny, how the entire evening you had tried to get Jeongguk’s attention without success whatsoever, yet the second you stood up from the couch and walked towards the front door, his attention didn’t wait to be on you.

He didn’t really care about leaving his friends —who, along with you, had organized him a welcome party after tour— right in the middle of the conversation; instead not wasting another second to go up to you as you put on your jacket.

“You’re leaving?” he wondered, not even trying to hide the disappointment in his voice.

“Yup” you kept it simple.

Not even bothering to glance in his direction, you fixed the grey fabric on your body and opened the door — closing it right on his face before he could even react.

Staring into the dark wood in front of him for a couple of seconds as his eyebrows furrowed in confusion —and somewhat hurt—, he rushed to open it and follow your steps.

It didn’t take him long to find you turning on the hallway of his apartment complex, speeding up before you could even notice him getting closer and grabbing your arm so he could, with a swift movement, turn you around.

“Why are you so mad?” he questioned first thing when your glare fell on him.

“I’m not mad” you denied, snatching your arm away from his grip, only for him to grab you by the edges of the jacket you had previously put on and were now internally cursing at. “I’m just… tired”.

“It’s not even 10pm” he pointed out, being now his turn to glare at you. “When I was on tour you would stay up until the middle of the night so we could talk, and now that I’m finally here you just leave because you’re tired?”

You scoffed. “Yes, Jeongguk. I’m tired” your hands went to his wrist to try and pry out of his hold, which didn’t really turn out in your favour. “I’m tired of having been making a fool of myself the whole evening, begging to have your attention. I’m not asking you to be with me the whole time, but just talking to me every now and then? Or just looking at me for a change? That would’ve been nice”.

Only then, as he finally understood why you were so upset, he let go of you. However, he realized you no longer wanted to get away from him, for you went on.

“And it’s exactly like you said! I stayed up late to talk to you and some other times you would do the same for me... and the things we talked about… I mean...” you sighed. “I get that you want to be with your friends, but I am your friend too and it sure didn’t seem like it today”.

Jeongguk wet his lips, later biting his lower one as he tried to keep his cool so he could speak up. “You’re not just a friend to me, though…”

You shook your head, letting out a small cynical laugh.

“Y/N, I’m serious” he stated. “You know that, right?”

“Well, I thought I did” you crossed your arms over your chest. “But the way you seemed to be avoiding me today…”

“I was just… nervous” Guk confessed, unconsciously getting closer to you. “Before I left for tour we were still just friends and then out of nowhere things changed, and now that I’m back and finally get to see you again I just,” he let out a heavy breath. “I didn’t know how to act around you”.

“So ignoring me in front of everyone and making me look like a clown seemed like the right thing to do?” you pushed it.

He sighed. “I know it was stupid… I’m sorry”.

Taking in his regretful factions, you didn’t take long to give in — nodding your head to let him know you accepted his apology.

“If this is gonna make everything complicated between us though—”

“No” Jeongguk was already shaking his head before you could even finish your sentence.

“—Maybe we should just go back to being just friends”.

“No” he repeated, this time louder.

“Seriously, Guk. I don’t want things to be like this from now on…”

“No. They won’t. Y/N, I—”

Another heavy breath escaped his mouth out of exasperation.

With his desperation taking over as he tried to convince you otherwise, he shut down every rational part of his being and let his rather strong feelings for you act instead. And so, cupping your face in between his warm hands, he leaned in just enough for his mouth to trap your lower lip.

Just like that, with lips sucking ever so tenderly on yours, you had your breath taken away from you, just like were your previous worries.

“I don’t want to be just friends. I couldn’t” he mumbled, causing a small smile to curve up your lips as his hot breath tickled them. “I’ll man up, I promise”.

That was all it took for your head to tilt slightly back as you let a throaty laugh escape your mouth.

“You kinda already did” you reminded him with a smile, placing one of your hands on his cheek as you leaned in this time. “But yeah, I’d like to see more of that”.

Jeongguk chuckled, taking the almost non-existent space between your faces to his advantage and placing his soft lips on yours one more time. “You will” he reassured you, smiling ever so blissfully when you gave his mouth a small peck. “Can you please not leave now and go back inside with me instead?”

You playfully squinted your eyes at him. “You won’t ignore me anymore?”

Jeongguk snorted, intertwining his long fingers with yours as he dragged you the other way with him. “You’ll be lucky if I ever let you out of my sight anymore”.

[lackadaisicalnereid]

The Game: List the first lines of your last 20 stories (if you have less than 20, just list them all!). See if there are any patterns. Choose your favourite opening line. Then tag some authors! I was tagged by @elasticella​​ & am tagging @bohemicns​​ @kwritten​​ and @ravenbells​​ if they are up for it. It was fun to think about and fit in nicely with me trying to figure out stylistics recently, so good for me.

1.deal with the devil

Malady is tired and Lohse is young.

(oh, do I love words which are not quite opposites but become opposites through being put in a sentence together. also, short sentences, yes.)

2. money dick power

(money)

Rachel almost wishes she could be embarrassed about this,

(dick)

with Quinn's fingers stroking her clit at a steady pace, and Rachel's fingers in response twisting in Quinn's hair,

(power)

but Rachel had misplaced most of her sanity decades ago, and there wasn't much of it to begin with anyway.

(yeah, this is one of those things that happen to me sometimes, idek, here I'm interspersing the entire fic with the repetitions of money, dick, power which is what the characters got on their matching tattoos, rhythmically mimicking one of the characters getting the other off with her hand, what ever are my choices)

3. a fire burning

Nyota's not sure even as it's happening, why she's in the landing party.

(ah, the thing in clauses when the referent for the pronoun comes after the pronoun itself, i cherish you so)

4. king of something

When Jane first sees Valkyrie, let's just say that it's a lot.

(one of my probably most used openings - both key characters present, making first contact)

5. falling, except

They keep falling - except

(in contrast to #4, a more in medias res approach, which i also do like sometimes, and then there's the the not-really-finishing-the-sentence thing which i also sometimes employ)

6. we’re all strays on a sidewalk

Magic can be many things.

(generic present tense statement, how i both worship and fear you)

7. but you took your toll on me It will never happen.

(ah narratorial OR character prediction for the future that starts the fic and its repetition creates the structure)

8. to avoid death, marry the hangman

6. They are in Clytemnestra's bed, always in Clytemnestra's bed, in lieu of crimes ot yet committed, Clytemnestra at least claims Cassandra away from Agamemnon's bed and for herself.

(this is the type of rambly opening line i honestly thought i'd find more of in my fic, but alas there hasn’t been much of it lately, but i do do the thing here where i number events and then scramble their order, which i have fun with both reading & writing)

9. come nightfall you’ll be waltzing through my door

Paris in summer is wonderful – at times.

(ah generic present tense statement, we meet again, ending on a hedge, and i do love hedges, also i’m itching to finish the next chapter of this blair/dan whatever it is)

10. Upper East Side, a queendom

Blair is a queen.

(maybe the shortest sentence on this list. i really do like a short opening line)

11. little beast

A story needs to start somewhere, so let us say this story needs three protagonists now.

(oh, hello narrator, nice to see you again, this is probably the most present distinct narratorial voice i’ve ever tried, even i occasionally think it’s obnoxious)

12. above all else, a god needs compassion

Tally is strong.

(oh i was wrong about #10 being the shortest. who knows if i'll find a 2-word opening line somewhere)

13. girls are cruellest to themselves

For the first time in recent memory, Abigail Bellweather does not know what to fucking do.

(i do like to employ swearing occasionally, and also i do consider characters not knowing sth a good starting point - see also #3 and #4)

14. the only apple on the only tree (that we’re not supposed to eat)

It's always the only apple on the only tree that we're not supposed to eat, and it's the same fucking shit all over again, except this time it's Laura looking at Baph, all metal and goth, and dark and grief, and not hers, not even remotely, and thinking, yes, I pick you.

(rambly again, and swearing (must have been a phase) and hello religious motif, we meet at last, i was wondering when you were going to show up, also i do the listing thing which i like in the second half of the sentence, and i do the free indirect discourse thing, i think?)

15. as goddesses do

1. Hera hears about Persephone long before she meets her.

(oh, see: #4 except this is even before the characters' first contact, which makes it kinda like #3)

16. everything i want here "I love her - Father, Mother, please," Paris begs, as well as Paris was ever capable of doing just that.

(you know for some reason i just love the as well as Paris was ever capable of doing just that second half of the sentence, but that's probably because i have a lot of thoughts re: Paris & begging & family and i like the staccato of what Paris is saying, this might just be my favorite of the openings here )

17. so many things i’m not allowed to tell you

1. It's this: Katherine comes to Mystic Falls.

(oh, short event description with some narratorial intervention and framing, hello)

18. am i your demon yet

The nature of it is that she never comes to Baph.

(the nature of what, that is the question, and i do love a good opening question, also - if she never comes to Baph - what does happen? so many questions and so little time)

19. girls in the mirror are closer than they appear

It would be silly to pretend Laura does not know that Sakhmet has eaten someone.

(i wish i'd made this sentence shorter, or changed something in the rhythm maybe, but i liked the epistemological focus on the pretending and/or knowing, so *shrug* what’s a girl to do)

20. forever just means forever

There is a corpse, or more than one corpse, maybe one or two or three.

(again, epistemological uncertainty, my best friend, see: #19, also aren't corpses just a great starting point, who's with me)

[sunflowrhaz]

I was tagged by @theleavesoflorien​ to answer a few questions that dig a little deeper. thank you darling!! (this is literally months old oops) 💛

1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen?

both really, i don’t have a preference

2. Would you prefer to live in the country or in the city?

country! i hate cities so much! i grew up visiting my grandparents farm all the time growing up! although instead of the country preferably a seaside town such as the one i live in. it’s not too busy but not far away from everything.. plus i couldn’t part from the sea! 

3. If you could learn a new skill, what would it be?

picking back up painting, continue learning norwegian (don’t look at me like that marianne i keep saying i’m learning it but i’ve been so slack asdfdsasdf), get back into marimba

4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar?

tea with sugar is so gross! i only drink herbal teas. my favourite is spearmint

5. What was your favourite book as a child?

the harry potter series!! and the rainbow magic books asdfgfdsa, the princess diaries series, anything roald dahl, anything dr suess, captain underpants lol, hairy maclary, mr mcgee and the biting flea asdfdsadf soo many i was such a loner as a child and literally read every single book i could find

6. Do you prefer baths or showers?

showersss

7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be?

a mermaid so i can live my h2o fantasy adfasdfds or a dragon 🐉

8. Paper or electronic books?

paper always! i love the smell and i would love to have a giant bookshelf filled with books one day! i read on my phone for fics of when i get a free ebook but my right eye is so blind it’s like bitch no stop please lmaoo

9. What is your favourite item of clothing?

all my flowy boho cotton blouses and pants! and my fave blue jeans and grungy tshirts

10. Do you like your name? Would you like to change it?

i used to wish it was a little more unique like shortening it to ren/wren instead of lauren because i had 4 other lauren’s in my grade at school 😂i was literally friends with two lauren’s asdfgfdsa

but in the end i do love my nicknames lozz,lozzy, lozza so it’s not so bad!

11. Who is a mentor to you?

my mother and my grandfather! my grandfather is my biggest inspiration 💛seeing all that he has achieved and his views and mentality on life.

12. Would you like to be famous? If so, what for?

nooo thanks. the only famous i would want to be is for activism/humanitarian/environmentalist stuff but even then i wouldn’t want to be super famous and known?

13. Are you a restless sleeper?

nope! once i’m out i am out! i love my sleep and do everything i can to ensure i get the best sleep ever! now if you’ll excuse me i’m off to listen to harry’s calm meditation 😂

15. Which element best represents you?

fire and air

16. Who do you want to be closer to?

my brother! i feel like i don’t see him as often anymore what with his work and living in seperate houses. he is my best friend so i miss just always having him near me all the time.

17. Do you miss someone at the moment?

no one so much as just not seeing my family as often even though i do see them every week. i just want a big family holiday to spend time with them. and i’m missing some of my mutals atm who are busy lately 😞

18. Tell us about an early childhood memory.

i blocked out so much of my childhood eeep ummm probably visiting my grandparents farm, riding horses, my grandfather driving us around on a trailer on the back of a tractor, collecting cicada skins with my brother and starting a collection of cool bugs, stealing berries off the mulberry bush ahaha, finding snake skins (why did we like collecting skins wtf asdfd) 

19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten?

snails? crocodile? i don’t even know ahaha (snails are amazing btw yummm i used to eat them all the time in vanuatu growing up)

20. What are you most thankful for?

my family, my health, the beautiful country i live in, the friends i have made on here 💛so many things

21. Do you like spicy food?

yummmmmm yes! just not super duper spicy i can’t handle that asdfgfsa

22. Have you ever met someone famous?

no i don’t think so? wait patty walters from as it is i got a pic and a hug from him <3 other than that no i don’t think so i mean i’m in the middle of nowhere asdfdsa woohoo australia

23. Do you keep a diary or journal?

i kept a super embarrassing diary at 12 but apart from that nope! like seriously that diary haunts me i don’t know what happened to it please for the love of god i hope it got thrown in the trash asdfdsa the CRINGE 

24. Do you prefer to use pen or pencil?

pen! 

25. What is your star sign?

sagittarius sun, capricorn moon, libra rising 

26. Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?

CRUNCHY! wtf who is eating soggy cereal you are seriously disturbed asdfgfdsa

27. What would you want your legacy to be?

this is so tough ummm just bettering humanity and the environment idek 

28. Do you like reading? What was the last book you read?

yes!! i was the loner kid in school who sat in the library at lunch reading all the books asdfgfdsa. the last book i read was the raven king by maggie stiefvater because LIBBY got me totally obsessed with this series god dammit what have you done to me and i am currently reading call down the hawk which is a sequel to the raven king (dammit libby asdfdsdfdsa)

29. How do you show someone you love them?

i always seem to cater to them with acts of service? so like cooking for them etc.. just doing stuff for them and looking after them in general? idk how to describe it. also sweet little messages and notes and cuddles! oh BOY will i tell you how much i love you in a birthday card or message asdsa like i will bring a tear to your eye baby just made my grandpa cry with his bday card asdfdsa

30. Do you like ice in your drinks?

crushed ice mmmmmm

31. What are you afraid of?

losing my family, never travelling, being stuck/tied down

32. What is your favourite scent?

the ocean, rain, books, sea breeze, wet grass, coffee, lavender, clean sheets, spearmint

33. Do you address older people by their name or surname?

mostly their name? i mean i feel like where i live in australia it’s pretty chill and not so formal? i even call my grandparents by their first names adfgfdsa mainly because my grandma did NOT want to be called grandma 

34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life?

OH BOY! i would be travelling non stop! i would literally never come home, i would be travelling around the world, living overseas etc... literally i would just be living on a boat sailing around greece or wherever. omg how i would love to do that :(

35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean?

it depends. i would say the ocean (i love her so much) but also i was a swimmer for over 10 years so i love the pool too. i love sitting on the bottom of the pool, it’s so calming

36. What would you do if you found $50 on the ground

keep it but if i knew whose it was i would return it

37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish?

no :( hopefully one day

38. What is one thing you would want to teach your children?

i’m not having children

39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it?

maybe a quote/word or something on the back of my arm above my elbow idek i have an entire tattoo board on pinterst asdfdsa even though i know i would never get one i am too indecisive  

40. What can you hear right now?

 i’m listening to a pop punk playlist on spotify

41. Where do you feel the safest?

at home with my family

42. What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer?

my procrastination habits omg i am the worst!! certain family relations

43. If you could travel back to any era, what would it be?

dinosaurs mate, straight up, jks jks... no but really dinosaurs would be soo cool though, or maybe ancient greece?

44. What is your most used emoji?

💛✨😂

45. Describe yourself using one word.

more than one came to mind so giddy, optimistic, cheerful

46. What do you regret the most?

not travelling heaps after school ( i mean i was broke but still i should have worked more *sigh*) travelling looks really bleak now thanks to covid :(, losing touch with 3 certain people from high school i suck at staying in touch with people i am such an introvert 😞

47. Last movie you saw?

enola holmes and i loved it so much!

48. Last tv show you watched?

the mandalorian

49. Invent a word and its meaning

wobmap - intense affection and wonder for nature and the world

asdfgh what even

i tag: @pridesobright @sunflower-vol14 @rnbziamau @dailylouis @boobear-harold @princessparkhl @rosegoldeyelids @echoedsparks @angelharry (it’s been a while my secret santa pal ahaha hello!) and whoever else want’s to do this please feel free to say i tagged you! :) feel free to ignore 

[disloopy]

After Forever: Part 2

SUMMARY: After her debut, Y/N becomes a monster rookie producer. But what happens when her company wants her to collaborate with someone she hates?

GENRE: IDEK

WORD COUNT: 1602

the second part bc i got requests

The tension in the room was no joke. The three of us; Simon, Jay, and I sat with our backs against the chairs, feet tapping on the floor, whispering curse words under our simultaneous breath. We’d discussed for 15 minutes already and it led us nowhere.

Sung Hwa, who was oblivious to the depth of the issue, licked his lips and spoke up. “Maybe today just isn’t the day to talk about this?” His voice sounded small compared to the pressing presence of our big egos.

“You know what,” I suddenly declared, tired of all the nonsense. “I don’t know why I’m here. If I say no, it means no. You can’t make decisions for me.”

Jay groaned, resting his elbows on the round table cautiously trying to control his tone. “I just want you to look at this situation without bias.”

“Yeah, don’t let your emotions cloud your judgement,” Simon added, causing me to shoot him a death glare. I could keep my composure, but if Simon kept talking there would really be a fight in here.

“I’ve already considered the offer and my response is no. That’s it, what more do you want from me?”

“You’re making a personal decision! Well too bad, you’re under my company and more than half of us want you to do it.”

I scoffed. “None of you guys are the boss of me. Anyway, what are you gonna do, huh? Kick me out of the company? I can already see the headlines ‘Jay Park kicks out rookie producer and sister when he doesn’t get his way –“

“You’re ridiculous,” Jay spat. “I’m not as petty as you. You not taking this offer like an actual grown up proves that.”

“Why did you say yes in the first place when his agency called you?” Simon demanded with a tone of frustration.

I wanted to scream. “I said yes to the agency, Simon. I didn’t know they wanted me to work with that sorry excuse of a man.”

“See, petty!” Jay remarked.

“You guys don’t know what he did to me!”

Jay rolled his eyes. “Yeah, he didn’t deny the rumors accusing you of dating him for fame, blah, blah. That was back in 2013, move on, Y/N. This isn’t about you right now, it’s about the company.”

Sung Hwa raised his hand hesitantly. “As a fellow producer, I believe she should have a say in who she works with.” He quickly shut up when both Simon and Jay shot him killer looks.

I sat down, taking a deep breath. They didn’t know the whole story. It wasn’t just about a mere break up, and it certainly didn’t end there. “Listen,” I suddenly toned down my voice, opting for a more mature way to end this long argument. “This is more than the rumors and the fact that Hunchul was an asshole.”

The room was quiet, everyone, even Jay and Simon, were now listening to me, no matter how desperately they wanted to voice their opinions on me.

“When the media overplayed our breakup, he enjoyed the drama for a little while,” I spoke slowly, not sure if I really wanted to say this after all those years. “Then he came crawling back to me, asking me to get back together again.” I gulped at the trifling, yet painful memory. “He said all this bullshit about how much he loved me and he needed me. Why would he need me? He said it in his song that his popularity was enough to get him high, he didn’t need anything else.”

I ran a hand through my hair. “Now just the thought of him makes me uncomfortable. Maybe those lyrics didn’t mean anything to him, but they did to me. Because sometimes I feel like…do I still love him? Did I ever love him?” I guess I exaggerated the story a little bit but the feelings were real.

Simon scoffed. “I thought you liked someone else.”

“I did,” I said bitterly, biting my tongue so I don’t curse him in front of everyone. “but that someone was too pussy to –“

“Can we stop with the dumb metaphors?” Jay interrupted in annoyance. “Simon, just tell her you’re jealous of her ex, and Y/N, just tell him you’re angry because he’s taken this long to ask you out even though you both know you like each other.” He was breathless after the sudden outburst and I was surprised to find out that he knew.

“I just want to have one discussion that will actually lead to somewhere instead of having you and Kiseok hyung arguing all the time,” Jay continued and I sighed loudly.

“Are we done?”

“Yeah.”

I stood up to leave. “Whoa, whoa, whoa, where are you going?” Jay asked. “I meant we’re done,” he pointed at himself, then Simon and Sung Hwa. “You, my lovely sister, are staying right here.” I groaned and waited for the other two to leave.

“I’m sorry for being rude,” I mumbled, feeling ashamed of myself. Jay nodded and sat down.

“I am too, for being selfish and thinking of the company before you.” He sighed. “I want you to blow up…you have. But I want you to get out there more, make a name for yourself. But if the name Iron makes you cower in fear then maybe I should wait a little.”

“I’m not scared of him. I’m just not ready to face him after all these years.”

Jay reached over and squeezed my shoulder. “I know. Look at it this way, I’m sure Hunchul made nothing of it and he’s always talking about how good you are these days. If there was any ill will between you too, then it’s gone now.” I nodded. “But here, I’ll call back the agency and tell them you’ve declined the offer.” Jay smiled and the pit of my stomach started to feel bad. I’d be carrying this guilt around now that I knew how much it meant to him to see me thrive.

“I changed my mind. I want to be more outgoing.”

The cheeky smile returned to Jay’s face. “Are you sure?” He asked but his hand had already put the phone away. I crossed the room and hugged him tightly.

“I’m sure.”

+

The course of the next few days were busy since the news that I had accepted Polaris Entertainment’s request to work with Iron took the nation by storm. We were heading to a press conference regarding the news; me, Jay, Sung Hwa, Simon and some other AOMG label mates.

“Do I look alright?” I asked Sung Hwa and Hyuk Woo, posing in my white blouse and personally tailored dress pants.

“Yeah, you do, now hurry up, we’re getting late,” Simon interrupted before either of them could speak and annoyingly shooed me out of the building and into the white can waiting for us outside.

There were a lot of news reporters considering AOMG’s rising popularity. They were asking all kinds of question, most I had a hard time answering. I was stumbling on my words and pausing for long moments to think. Jay kept leaning over to look at me with concerned eyes sealed with faux annoyance.

“Y/N, how do you feel working with Iron after having broken up with him 4 years ago due to a scandal?”

I shifted uncomfortably and Simon, who was sitting next to me, took my microphone. “Sorry, we don’t answer those questions,” he said sharply. “Next.” I was confused; did he say that to help me or because he was jealous, as Jay had stated.

“Rumors say you and Iron will be writing lyrics together. Is this true?”

“I…uh…yes it’s true…I wanted to try something new and thought this would be the perfect ti – uh – opportunity.”

“Are preparations still in progress? That is, how do you feel about this collaboration?”

I cleared my throat. “I have a good feeling about it…I think it is good for the company and publicity. At the same time – would be a great learning experience for me and…uh….I just want you all to anticipate.” This was the most unprofessionalism I had ever shown in a conference.

Reassuringly, Simon reached under the table and squeezed my hand. “You’re okay,” he whispered to me while Jay was wrapping the conference up. I didn’t look at him but I clutched his hand back gratefully.

After the show, I met Simon outside. He was talking with some of the company members but excused himself when he saw me. We haven’t talked without bitterness in a while so him approaching me so gently was a first.

“You must have been really nervous,” he said, pulling me into a warm hug. I allowed myself to feel enamored in his clutch. “You did well, so don’t let those people get to you.” I stepped back.

“Is it true?” I asked, surprising myself. “Are you jealous of me and Hunchul working together?” Simon forced a smile and scratched the back of his head. He replied late.

“Yeah…I was. But now I’m fine with it.” He put his hands in pockets to shield them from the chilly air. “I guess I just liked you so much that I didn’t want you to fall back in love with Hunchul while you two are working together.”

“Oh Simon,” I giggled, stepping closer to him. “I could never love Hunchul again. Not now that I’ve found the actual best person to work with.” Simon’s lips spread upwards and he leaned his head down, planting a soft kiss on my lips.

“I hope that person is me.”

[cptaincarswell]

Modern au oc asks 5. 6. 13. 14. 15. 16.

Did this get away from me? Yes. Do I care? No. But since it got away from me and I got too excited, this is super long and I'll be kind and put it under a cut off when I get home 5. which oc insists on having the aux cord?Hmmm. I feel like Aiden and everyone let's him bc he has a good taste in music. But if Grayson is having one of his days then he'll fight with Aiden over ownership just to pick a fight with him. 6. which oc calls shotgun?Myles. All the time but he never gets it because Grayson always ends up getting it. "Come on Grayson just this once?!" "No" "what about on the way --" "no." 13. which oc makes the worst puns?MYLES! OH MY GOSH MYLES! And everyone hates them and hates him bc he'll throw them around at the worst moments. Grayson will make a pun every once in a while. The first time Myles grew with pride. ( "Grayson 'hello darkness my old friend' Connor, has a sense of humor!! This day will go down in history!" )14. which oc gets high test grades without studying?Probably Myles again. He's so smart but never has ambition to actually try. I'm sure he would have flunked out of school if it weren't for his test scores.15. which ocs get the most sleep?Probs Myles bc he's the kind who'll sleep ANYWHERE. While all the others are sleep deprived and plagued by there traumas, Myles just lays down and sleeps. Next would have to be Aiden, bc Aiden can only sleep when he's sleeping beside Myles and as I stated, Myles sleeps anywhere and every where. Then comes Koraline bc the girl slept in horrible situations/places so she's taken nicely to a comfortable bed and warm blankets not thinking to take advantage of that. Grayson and Akaillia are normal sleepers I suppose. Grayson tosses and turns and throws pillows and puts on blankets - takes them off - brings the pillow back, tosses left and right - tries his stomach and feels strangled - tries his side and just feels uncomfortable under the springs and the overly fluffy pillow - throws the pillow off again and lays in the most uncomfortable looking position and finally dozes off but since his sleep isn't solid and he's on high alert even when sleeping, Akaillia gets more than him. She puts her head on the pillow and makes no movement but it takes forever for her to fall asleep - when she does it's solid. Malia and Hunter are tied for last place though I suppose in reality Malia is last and Hunter is just super super closer. Hunter has night terrors and will wake up at random hours with a sweaty face and quickened heart rate, sometimes he doesn't remember the dreams and sometimes he does - when he does he can't fall back asleep and when he doesn't his sleep is thin and he'll wake up all throughout the night. Malia literally doesn't sleep. Maybe she'll get in an hour or two but her mind is constantly running and she always feels the need to busy herself, so instead of sleeping she'll make herself busy while also trying to be discreet (she doesn't want to wake up Grayson) most times she ends up going for jogs or quietly cleaning the house. Grayson always wakes so she eventually just lays in bed reading or something bc her poor babe deserves sleep even if she can't get any. 16. describe the phone cases and phone wallpapers of each oc.Akaillia has one of those phone cases with the glitter in it that moves around when you move it. Myles is always playing with it. Her lock screen is a sunrise with Koraline's silhouette - a picture she took while on a morning hike with her and Hunter and she just loved it and found it aesthetically pleasing. Her home screen is a selfie of her and Hunter with the dog filter (!!)Malia's not a fan of phone cases. She doesn't like holding them or the look of phones in them so her screen obviously has some cracks and scratches. Grayson continuously nags her to put one on but she always ends up taking them off. Her lock screen is a big picture of all of them sitting on the couch laughing -- all of them entangled onto one couch. Her home screen is a picture of Grayson hugging her and kissing her cheek bc why not.Myles' phone case is one of those big squishy ones of a food like a pineapple or something random like that. His home screen is a picture of him and Malia -- Malia laughing at something he said and him looking proud at the fact he made her laugh (friend goals). His lock screen is a picture of Aiden with a dog -- the dogs hair as fluffy and curly as Aiden'sKoraline has a black on black otter box case and her lock screen is a picture of snowy mountains. Her home screen is a picture of her and her little sister when they were younger. Aiden's phone case is a black and white marble one and he has the little grip thing on the back so he can hold it more easily. His lock screen is a picture of him and Myles, Myles laughing while he looks at him with 😍 eyes. his home screen is a picture of him and Akaillia hugging -- both smiling. Grayson's phone case is a dark blue on black otter-box and he's got the screen protector on it just in case. His lock screen is a picture of him, Myles and Malia doing the hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil thing. His home screen is a picture of Malia in like his shirt or something and it's obviously late at night and she's sitting on their bed feeding their cat a spoonful of ice cream Idek I have a lot of feeling for these two. Cage's phone case is a just black with a grey moon on it. His lockscreen is a picture of his mom and his sisters (Paislee and Malia) before their mother died, his home screen is just a galaxy background. Hunters phone case is a clear one with some plants on it. His lock screen is a bible verse and his home screen is a picture of him and Akaillia on the couch, his head on her lap looking up at her while she has one hand in his hair.