#maybe a major car accident would fix me maybe i'd grow a spine finally and take matrers into my own hands
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Am i seriously right now regretting not going into art as a career?
I might've officially lost my mind.
#somebody chop off my hands and tear my eardrums and pluck out my eyes so i can finally rest free from this need to make shit#throw me into eternal darkness and quiet it's where i belong#dramatics aside idk what came over me i never wanted to be an “artist” but it seems jealousy is indeed a bitch#i wanna be able to make something cool too :( i mean i can but i'm lazy and frankly too busy and have no space#GODDDDD when will i finally be done with this job and finally kill myself when i realize i'll never change#i apologize i'm still under A Different Man (2024) influence i'll always be edward won't i?#maybe a major car accident would fix me maybe i'd grow a spine finally and take matrers into my own hands#or maybe i'd become even more useless#or i'd get to die in shame of wasted youth rather than shame of wasted life#maybe i should just shut up now#i talk (overshare) to much here lately has anyone else noticed that?
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