#may post them later or not idk I don't feel like posti my drawings now I'm having a massive crisis and idk if I'm ever gonna b over it
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trying to draw smth emotional when having flat and shallow emotions yourself fucking sucks
#drew 3 sketches but in the end they didn't make me feel anything beside the sickening emptiness#it's as if you asked someone who's never seen some thing draw this thing#you can never get it right#I'm bad w artistic comparisons or whatever it's called in english#may post them later or not idk I don't feel like posti my drawings now I'm having a massive crisis and idk if I'm ever gonna b over it#I don't fw art school homework#literally forcing art out of yourself feels horrible like ur not a person but a factory#a mechanism without feelings and emotions whose only option is: p.e.r.f.e.c.t.i.o.n#and practice#how can I practice if I can't feel a thing and everything makes me sick everyone makes me sick I want a way out#drawing doesn't save me anymore#doesn't provide a way out#thank you art school#it's not a confort hobbie to relax it's something that makes me fell stressed and sick and worthless#losing passion for the only thing you loved doing is... frustrating at least#smells.like.a.freakshow
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