#max asking like he's never done a pushup before

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do you have any clips from max streaming in lando's apt?? <3

if you want to hear the push-ups here you go!!

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I'm a female freshman in college applying to PLC Marines and I understand it can be very dependent on how competitive the other applicants are, but I was wondering if you have advice to improve my application and how likely it is they will take me at this point? Here are some of my stats so far: 240 PFT (done 1 and plan to do it again?- 22 pushups, 100 crunches, 21:47 3 mi), 3.62 unweighted high school GPA, generally strong recs, current college varsity athlete)

Hi, dear! I'm sorry, I don't know how long ago this was asked, but hopefully you still see it.

First of all, good job on the run - I never have and never will be that fast lol Second, do pushups and crunches every day. The more you do, the better you'll get at them. Do everything you can to max your PFT 'cause I guarantee you there are some truly beast women out there knocking it out of the park.

Honestly, I'd say building a relationship and talking with your OSO will be very helpful because they can see what other offices are submitting for their applicants. And having a relationship with the folks in your office will encourage them to fight harder for you because they know you, versus just seeing you for PFTs occasionally or doing some paperwork. If they host a PT session during the week, join in if you can. My OSO was amazing and even after I failed to graduate from OCS, I maintained a professional relationship with him and he even wrote me letters of recommendation to get the police job I have now. If you're far away from your OSO (I was lucky to live in the same town as mine) try to find a nearby Enlistment office, and see if you can jump in PT with those folks to show some initiative in your desire to train and become part of that culture and family.

I know being in school and being a varsity athlete doesn't leave you a lot of spare time, but any extracurriculars/clubs you're in or are able to join would be helpful, and especially try to get leadership positions within them.

OCS is a test on leadership potential through and through, if you can show before even going in that you want to lead and have at least come capacity to do so, it'll help tons.

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Hurricane Heartbreak: Harden My Heart.

A/N hey guys as this series gains more readers everyday I wanted to thank you so much for joining me on this journey of a new fandom and loving it as much as I do. as always @anotherwaywardsister this I for you and our unhealthy Dean obsession.

Pairing/ Dean Winchester X Max ( WOC) & Sam Winchester

Rating/ M

Word Count/ 2,626

Song/ Harden My Heart by Quarterflash

MAXS POV

One year later

It had been a busy month I spent almost every day looking for new kills; every time I made a flawless kill I got a new client. The more clients I  had, the more money I made but the more I killed the better I became. My kill streak well surpassed 500 and all the death I had seen changed me in ways id rather not talk about. I never saw Dean again after I drove away and I made sure of it. I called May to make sure he got the things that I left for him but that was it. I meant what I said when I cut him out of my life, he may not know that but I did.

My latest Client had sent me to a small town on the outskirts of Vegas, i only had a few details and a photo to go off of. I was crouched in the catwalk of an abandoned building watching my target lift a beer from the fridge to his lips in the window of a penthouse across the street. He raised the bottle again and lie dead on the floor in the blink of an eye. I packed up my gun and stand making a swift getaway. I shouldered my backpack and pulled on my Helmet speeding off on Devil. The ride to my Hotel took about two hours. It really wasn’t a bad ride; I did my best not to let my thoughts wonder on a night like this. This night marked a year since I last saw Dean. Upon my arrival I pulled into the parking lot and right to my room on the first floor. I paid a handsome fee and bribed the manager into letting me park Devil in the room with me. Perks of being attractive and wielding a gun I suppose. I smiled to myself as I closed the door….

  SAMS POV

I watched Dean Pin up his map and I got ready for bed. We’d just finished salting and burning the bones of a few spirits in a tiny town. Dean’s map went up in every Hotel we stayed at; the map showed sporadic deaths with all different causes and their locations. It was how he kept track of Max and it was the only thing that kept that locked up part of him together. As I predicted on the day she left, he drank and screwed his sorrow away and in the morning when the girls wanted more he showed them the door. I finally stopped saying anything about it when I realized I had no idea what it felt like to have the person you loved on this earth but not with you because they didn’t want to be. She never called or popped up and he never went looking for her. Sometimes he asked for her in his sleep but I had learned after the first time not to bring it up the next morning. He stood in front of the map and then picked up his keys and headed out for a night of sorrow filled drinking and empty sex.

I got dressed after my shower in the morning to find him doing pushups on the floor while last night’s girl was heading out of the door. He jumped up when he saw me and left for his morning run. I think it helped him think because Dean hated physical activity that didn’t require two naked human beings…..

  Inside the dinner Dean finished his pie first as always and then started circling things in the newspaper he had in front of him.

“So how about that vacation?” I Tried.

“I already told you Sammy there’s no time for vacations.” He frowned not looking up from the paper.

I rolled my eyes and opted for looking around the diner instead and that’s when my eyes landed on her. She looked exactly the same except that she was sitting across from a man in a fancy suit. He got up and she remained at the table, paid the tab and then got up from the booth. She was walking past our table with her head down and I looked back at Dean, his head was still buried in that newspaper. I kicked Dean and his head shot up.

“Damnit Sam why the fuck did you do that!” He snapped just like I hoped he would. My name and the sound of his voice made her look up at the same time Dean did and let me tell you; if I felt like time stopped then I can’t imagine how it felt to them.

  MAXS POV

  “Dean?” I asked my eyes landing on the grumpy looking blonde sitting at the table I was about to walk by.

“Max?” He answered slowly and then in a flash he jumped up from the table and snatched my arm dragging me outside. We looked quite the spectacle I’m sure.

“Will you let go of me you idiot!” I pulled away from him the anger spreading heat through my body. He looked exactly how I pictured him in my mind a thousand times. His eyes looked tired and his face had stubble that made him even more handsome.

“No.” He had stopped pulling me but I knew that him dragging me outside was far from the end of it.

“No word no call, you just hopped in Annie and drove away?” his voice was low and strained.

“What else was I supposed to do? I knew you wouldn't have let me go if I had waited!” I huffed.

“IT DOSENT MATTER WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE! ITS ABOUT WHAT YOU DID, YOU LEFT ME THERE!” He finally yelled.

“IT’S NOT LIKE I LEFT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING! I LEFT YOU A LETTER DEAN!” I screamed back.

“REALLY? A LETTER? I OFFERED YOU A LIFE WITH ME AND YOU LEFT ME A LETTER, ARENT YOU THE PATRON SAINT MAX!” He tossed his hands in the air dramatically.

“YOU KNOW WHAT I DON’T HAVE TO ENDURE THIS! IF YOU WANTED ME YOU WOULD HAVE CAME FOR ME!” the low blow slipped out before I could stop it and I turned around to huff down the street looking for my bike. He ran after me and snatched me up by my wrists.

“No, you don’t get to say that to me! YOU left Me! Just took off and didn’t look back!” He seethed; his green eyes glowed with anger and frustration. I yanked my arms away and hit him in the chest while screaming. I just kept hitting him until he clasped my hands flat against his chest.

“It’s been a whole year Dean Winchester…” My words were shaky.

“So what, I still feel the same.” He insisted.

“You don’t feel….” I said softly

“Neither do you…” He retorted and pushed my curls aside.

“Don’t.” I pushed him away.

“Why? Still scared?” He accused.

“How many women have you slept with Dean?” I Seethed feeling defensive. The look on his face told me everything I needed to know and I slapped him across the face and walked away.

“THAT’S NOT FAIR! MAX COME, BACK MAX! GOD DAMNIT MAX!” he called out to me but I kept walking. I was so angry and hurt that I felt like I was on the spinning tea cup ride at Disney.

  DEANS POV

There was no way in hell that I was letting that woman get away again. I ran back to the parking lot and got in Baby intending to follow her until she stopped. I started the engine and took off. She had only made it halfway down the street and pulled into an abandoned lot when she realized I was following her. She stopped the bike and pulled her helmet off roughly sending her beautiful curls everywhere. I got out of baby and watched her while she paced back and forth.

“Max…” was the only word I could get out. At the sound of her name she stopped pacing and I took that moment to take her in. She wore a red Rolling Stones shirt with ripped black jeans that showed off her severely tattooed legs. Her boots went up to her knees and her long curly hair was blowing all over the place in the wind. She had on a brown jacket and a necklace that I had never seen before. I just wanted to run my hands over her hips and perfect ass. Even in anger my mind was in the gutter.

She uncrossed her arms “Fuck you Dean Winchester.” I held in my perverted remark and she walked up to set her helmet onto Baby’s hood.

“Please...” I said.

“You gonna beg me?” She snapped, her freckles were darker than the last time I had seen her and her brown eyes looked closer to the color of honey. I pulled her all the way in and crushed her lips against mine and just like the first time I felt like I was traveling through space. I buried one hand in her long hair and situated the other on her ass holding her to me. It didn’t take long for her to slip her tongue in my mouth and our tongues became reacquainted.  She still tasted sweet with a bit of spice. There was no way I was waiting for another year to touch her again, I thought pulling her into Baby's backseat. Sliding in first I situated her on my lap and pushed her jacket off her shoulders and she did the same to me. We both sat panting heavily in our Shirts for a minute before her hands went under mine and over my torso. I yanked my shirt over my head and she followed suit, her long hair laying wildly. She looked like some exotic creature when her eyes shot up to mine. I leaned forward to capture her lips again with my own. I felt her nimble fingers undo the belt to my jeans and I slid my hands into hers, over her ass while she grinded against me.

“That’s enough fun…” I said flipping her on her back in the backseat. Her curls splayed out on the seat and I sat up between her legs looking down at her noticing that her necklace had a wooden “D” charm on it. “What?” She asked her gaze unwavering.

“Everything.” I said hearing the thickness in my voice. I knew I wanted to take my time but I didn’t know if I could. I’d waited for someone like her for a long time and now that I had her back I didn’t know where to start. I leaned down and feathered kisses down her neck and looked up to watch her sigh with pleasure. The softness of her brown skin sent my mind reeling and I knew we would be here for a while……

  MAXS POV

I was standing outside Baby shimmying back into my jeans and I could feel Dean’s eyes on me. What happened in the car would stay in the car.. Forever if I had my way. It was hardly very lady-like to have sex in a public place let alone in the car of a man you hadn’t seen in an entire year. I bent down to click my boots into place when I felt hands on my behind.  Standing erect I sighed and felt Deans arms go around me.

“Well hello to you too.” I smirked.

“Sorry, I couldn’t resist.” He flirted shamelessly.

“I better go.” I said turning around in his arms.

He had on a plain black shirt and his jacket was still inside the car, he really was an incredibly handsome man. His necklace caught my eye and I held the charm attached to it in my hand. It matched my own but I can’t believe he actually wore it.

“What?” he asked watching my bite my lip to prevent my face from splitting into two with joy!

“You, I can’t believe you actually put the charm around your neck.” he looked down on me with confusion.

“Where else was I going to put it?”  He chuckled.

“I don’t know.. I trailed off. Dean wrapped his arms around me and settled his chin on my head.

“You did a number on me Max.” He groaned in my hair.

“Why’d you sleep with those girls Dean, I never slept with anyone… I couldn’t.” I sighed into his chest; my fists were curled into his shirt.

“I didn’t know what else to do.” He sounded so pained and raw that I was almost embarrassed to have asked.

“What are we going to do?” I pulled back looking at him.

“What do you mean what are we gonna do Max?” He frowned and I could see the temper at the edge of his eyes.

“I have to head out to a new job and so do you.” I said getting frustrated.

“No, you are not leaving again. You are coming with Sam and me and you’re gonna hunt with us. We’ll teach you everything you need to know and you can give up that hitman crap.” He said in a matter of fact tone.

“Crap? Killing people is all I have Dean and its served me well all these years. I’m not giving that up to go traipsing around the country with you and your brother!” he had seriously offended me and I made no point to hide it.

“Are you serious right now? You’re so much better than that, you don’t even know the people you kill and I’m giving you a way out!” breaking our embrace he stepped back.

“How many times to I have to say it?  I don’t want out; why the fuck is that so hard for you to understand!” My fists were balled at my sides.

“What you do is wrong!  That’s why and if you don’t come with me and give this life up I won’t be here when you decided to come back!”

“So what I do is bad enough for you to act like you don’t care at all?” The hurt was building in my chest and I knew that it would come out as anger at any moment.

“I will turn off everything I ever felt for you! You’ll make it so easy!” His words were like ice through my veins and for a moment I didn’t know what to say.

“THEN LEAVE!” I screamed. “That’s what you Winchesters do anyway!”

He stopped and stared at me taken aback by my answer. Maybe he was just using it as a baiting technique and really didn’t expect me to answer at all. I snatched my helmet off the hood of his Impala.

“You don’t have to tell me twice.” His voice was so harsh and cold as her turned away from me got into Baby and drove off. The bastard didn’t even look back.

I lost my mind that day; as I paced back and for in that abandoned lot. I was screaming and crying, I was sitting down and standing up. I even tore off my necklace and tossed it on the ground only to pick it back up. When I finally stopped crying and screaming and my temper died down I just felt empty. I shoved my helmet on and made sure my necklace was secure before I took off on Devil.  I turned on the speakers to help calm my nerves but the song that came on ended up having the opposite effect.

“I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna turn and leave you here”

I wish I had never met Dean Winchester….