#mattt murdock angst

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Thought You Hated Me (Matt Murdock x black!reader)

Notes: GIF is not mine, all mistakes are my own, angst sorry guys 😬

Prompt credit @scvrllet :

"this is not what I meant when I said I wanted you to fall for me"

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"Let's talk somewhere in private," Matt suggests. "Believe me, you don't want to do that." You threatened, heat enveloped you the more you looked at him. Your hands pressed into fists at your sides. Matt could hear your heart racing as anger took over.

"I wouldn't be here if it wasn't important," he whispers to you. You rolled your eyes and took his hand to pull him into the hallway. "You have thirty seconds," you crossed your arms.

"Elektra-" you scoff at her name and turned to walk away but he caught your arm. You spun around and pushed him into the wall. His cane clatters to the floor and you hate yourself for having the urge to pick it up for him.

"What do you want from me, Murdock." "We need your help stopping the Hand. Elektra is involved with them. She died in my arms, I buried her. And now she's alive and walking like nothing happened," his states calmly, your forearm pressed against his throat and his hands loosely held your arm.

"Why would you need my help? I'm a killer and you don't associate with killers, right?" "This isn't about me, it's about Hells Kitchen." "No, this is about you getting your girlfriend back,"

He went silent for a moment. "I'm mature enough to know when I'm in the wrong. I'm sorry, Y/N. About everything."

"So you're fine with me killing this Hand? I mean come on, what kind of name is that?" You divert, not allowing his words to get to you.

"You're not going to kill anyone," "You plan to stop me, Murdock?" He grabbed your arms and pinned you against the wall where he once was.

"I did stop you, remember?" "I chose to stop," "Because of my influence," you scrambled to get away from his grip but he kept you pinned.

"Get off of me," he lets go of you and bends down to pick up his cane. "Innocent people are you going to die without your help." Resting your head against the wall in defeat. "I'll need to get my gear." "Lead the way,"

**

"This is not what I meant when I said I wanted to fall for me," Matt says as you collapses on top of them. "You said you would catch me," "You didn't tell me when you let go. And all your screaming threw me off as to where you were coming from."

You and Matt were tracking down one of the members from Hand. You followed him into a construction sight and he kicked the ladder down after using it himself, leaving you with no way down. That's how the two of got into this mess.

The two of you groaned as you rolled off of him and you laid side by side. "I can't believe that you're still afraid of heights," he says, cracking his back and rolling his shoulder as he sat up. "I can't believe you're still a douche bag,"

Your knees cracked as you stood from the pavement. "Damn we're getting old," you extended your hand and pulled him to his feet.

You handed him his cane and looked to where the guy ran off. "He was fast," you stated. "But not fast enough," you looked down at your phone with a blinking red dot.

"You tagged him?" You hummed in response. "I missed fighting together," "Oh yeah? Who's fault is that?""It's been years, can't you just give me a chance?" Matt asks.

"No," "Why?" "Because you don't deserve it. You hurt me deeply, Matt. It was more painful than any torture I've ever endured. And it was done by someone who claimed to love me." "I do love you," "Bullshit," "Why is it so hard for you to believe me?"

"I don't believe anybody anymore. Benefit of the doubt is out the window." "Y/N," "Let's just focus on finishing this stupid mission so I don't have to see your face ever again."

**

"How long until the building collapses?" You asked Stick as you looked up at the shaking building. Matt and Elektra were still up there while everyone else was still safe on the ground. You rummaged through your duffel bag and took out a launching hook.

"You can't use that from the outside," Jessica says. "I have to try," you rushed up about twenty feet from the building and shot up to a beam that was sticking out of the building. You tested it out with your weight and it remained sturdy.

"You remember which floor he was on?" You yelled over your shoulder to Jessica. "Around the twentieth, I think!" She yells over the sirens and horns.

You pressed the trigger and it lifted you off of the ground. You didn't allow your gaze to fall to the ground so you looked up to the sky instead.

When you heard Matt's grunts, you clicked the trigger to stop pulling you and kicked off of the window to gain momentum. You braced yourself as you came crashing through the window. You hooked the gun around the desk so it didn't go anywhere.

"Matthew!" You yelled. "Y/N?" He said in disbelief as he held Elektra, waiting for the moment to end. "Y/N!" You followed his voice and a pang hit your chest when you saw him holding Elektra. You never had a chance. You thought to yourself.

"Come on, I have to get you guys out of here," you grunted as you helped Matt to his feet. "You're not safe here," "Neither are you. People need you out there," you tell him. He holds his side as you walked him to the opening you made. "You two can go down together,"

"No, then how are you going to get down," the building rumbles and you all fall to the ground. "You let me worry about that. Go!" Elektra put the wire attached to the gun into Matt's hand and wrapped her body around his. "We have to go, Matt."

"Y/N," "Go, Matty." You pushed on his chest and he stares in your general direction. He was about to let go of the gun when Elektra grabbed it and launched them both out of the window. "No!" Matt yells as he descends down the building and lands on the sidewalk.

"Why did you do that! She going to die up there." "She told us to go," "I don't know what I ever saw in you," "You didn't," Elektra walks away. "She's not going to die on my watch," Luke says as he walks passed them and stares up at you looking out of the broken window nervously. "Y/N, jump out! I'm going to catch you!" Luke yells.

"I can't!" You yelled down at him. "She's afraid of heights," Matt tells Luke. "You need to let the paramedics take a look at you," Jessica tells Matt. "Not until she's back down,"

"Y/N, I'm the only one that can catch you without breaking anything," your stomach cramped at your nervousness as you stared down below.

They all look like ants. There's no way you're going to survive this. You shook your head at him and turned away from the window. You held on to the desk as you saw the room started to spin.

You felt lightheaded and before you know it, you're falling to the floor. "She's gone," Luke says. "Y/N! You have to jump or you'll die! Y/N!" Matt yelled up at you but you couldn't hear him as the rumbling of building intensified.

The last thing you saw before closing your eyes was pitch black and the wind rippling through your clothes.

You were knocked unconscious from a falling rock and laid there in the rubble as a massive beam falls on top of you and crushes your body. Matt tunes everything out and listens specifically for your heartbeat. It was faint but he heard it and spirits into the rubble.

Some search and rescue people followed Matt to where you were and pulled you out of the rubble. They attached you into the backboard and carried you into the ambulance.

**

You've been in a coma for five days. Doctors were surprised that you even made it to the hospital. Nearly every bone in your body was shattered.

Everything except your skull. They put you on a morphine drop before they reset your bones before putting an entire body cast on you.

Matt hasn't left your side since you were admitted, but you weren't responsive. Foggy, Karen, Luke, Jessica, Danny and Stick all came to visit you at one point. They only came once because they hated seeing you so lifeless.

Foggy and Karen came by with new flowers, like they always do every day. But this time, your monitors were all powered off and Matt held your casted hand.

"She.. stopped breathing five minutes ago." "Oh my God," Karen whimpers. "Go get a nurse," Foggy tells her.

"There's no rush," Matt says softly. "No, you don't get to give up on her," "I never gave up on her! I never left her side! She held on this long because she the strongest woman any of us had ever known. But the pain.. it was too much," Matt snapped. A nurse came in and nodded to Foggy.

"I'll give you guys a minute," "Thank you," "I thought she stopped caring about me because of what I did. But she never stopped caring, even when I made the wrong choice." Matt says after a long silence.

[leossmoonn]

any new sneak peeks on your upcoming fics??

Yes yes yes! I’ll just give you a sneak peek of all of them that are finished lol.

Also this posts includes sneak peeks from (in order they’re listed): jess mariano, zuko, TASM peter parker, mattt murdock. Most of these are fluff and angst. I will have a nsfw warning if not

From the jess mariano fic that’s coming today

You rolled your eyes. “You just ruined the moment.”

“That’s my job.”

“Just shut up for once.”

“When did you become so hostile?”

You peered up at him beaming. “I learned from the best.”

“Yeah. You sure did,” he whispered. His eyes slid down to your lips as you smiled. He looked back up to your eyes, adding tension to the air.

From another jess mariano fic

You’d never seen him so heroic, honestly. He was down on the floor with you, asking you where it hurt and making sure you were okay. After he got you in a chair with ice on your ankle, he tracked down Kirk, who had ran out of the diner, and yelled at him for a good ten minutes before coming back to take care of you.

He even took you to the hospital. A place he hated. He sat in the waiting room and even called your mom so he could fill out the paperwork correctly. It was all so sweet. You knew Jess loved you and cared for you, he told you everyday and every night that he loved you. He was always taking you out for lunch and buying you new CDs and books, but he was never liked this, though.

From another jess mariano fic (angst)

“You’re funny, Jess. Your dead-beat dad taught you well, didn’t he?”

“Hey, I am not like him.”

“If the shoe fits, wear it.”

From the zuko fic (angst)

Zuko took Y/n’s hands in his and looked her in her eyes. “I really like Mai. I’m sorry she bullied you. You didn’t deserve that. She’s different now and you are two. At least try to be nice to her. For me?”

Y/n sighed and nodded in defeat. “I’ll try, but she has to, too.”

Zuko’s face lit up with a smile. Y/n couldn’t help but feel happy with him.

TASM peter (fluff)

She cupped his face and brought their noses close together. She pecked his lips and said, “I love you more than anything. I don’t think I’ve ever loved anyone as much as you.”

He grinned and softly kissed her lips. “I love you. I’m so lucky to have you. Nothing will come between us, my love. Nothing.”

Matt Murdock (context: Matt finds out you’re insecure abt your stretch marks + fluff)

Matt laughed, “Well, I don’t think they’re ugly.”

“You can’t say that for sure,” you said. “I can,” he stated.

“How?” You questioned. You knew how. You knew how he saw with his other senses and enhanced abilities, but your stretch marks were different. They were something you were so insecure about, you knew that even if he wasn’t blind, you still wouldn’t believe him.

“Because know the shape of your body. I know where it curves, where it rises, and where it stays straight. I know your body is sexy, amazing, and just my type. No matter what you have on it: moles, wrinkles, stretch marks. I know you and your body are gorgeous.”

Matt Murdock (nsfw warning!!)

“If you can’t stay silent when my hand is around your neck, how will you be able to when my fingers are inside of you?”

Matt Murdock (angst)

“Cute ears. Your mom stitch that costume for you?” You remarked.

“They’re horns,” Daredevil seethed. “And this isn’t a costume.”