#mariyka’s silly life anecdotes

[jingyi-ma-boi]

@ universe, when I said I loved Viktor so much, I didn’t mean make me an overworked academic with a bad right leg and the need to use crutches too via a mild traffic accident, yk??

[jingyi-ma-boi]

I started cackling in the dead of the night while in bed cause yes, we ARE like that. The Spanish Literature Department in my university is run by a Chemistry professor because years ago, two professors had a fist-fight after a disagreement on Federico García Lorca and went to court due to the injuries they gave each other. After that, the department has been so divided it was left in shambles and they had to get someone completely alien to the situation to run the department.

people who don't know anything about academics: man y'all are stuffy and boring what's up with that? actual academics: *too busy fist-fighting each other over the beryllium problem or the existence of a dentistry profession in ancient egypt to reply*

[jingyi-ma-boi]

Sitting down to expand my fierce corpse!NMJ AU and turn it into an actual fic for nieyao week with some Hexperos on the background while there's a raging thunderstorm going on feels like the epitome of gothic culture. Pre-teen me would be amazed that this is the kind of thing that I do at 23

[jingyi-ma-boi]

Y’all, I just went through a seven-hour tattoo session. My arm is on fire. How was your day?

[jingyi-ma-boi]

Trans rep and depictions of what it is to be trans are so important. I know this sounds like a broken record, because it’s something that’s been said so much, but hear me out!

I’ve known I’m trans for the past three years. That hasn’t stopped me from crying repeatedly over the last 11 hours from reading the first chapters of a fic that explores certain aspects of being trans AND a deeply traumatized autistic BIPOC that I hadn’t even considered. That I didn’t know I should consider.

This is making me revisit parts of my identity that I thought I had already figured out and it’s sending me into what I know will be a several-week-long journey of questioning and rediscovering AGAIN. Just because it’s taken me all this time to find this kind of rep. Which there’s nothing wrong with because it’s never late to learn new things about oneself.

I’m only trying to say that even when you think you know all there is to the queer/trans experience, you might surprise yourself by finding out you didn’t

[jingyi-ma-boi]

Man, I really am turning into Viktor or something. I got pneumonia two months ago, and soon after, I had that traffic accident that fucked up my knee. Turns out my knee had always been a lil bit fucked up, this only made it worse, and that it kinda has to do with all the hip AND back problems I had from an early age.

Well, I started having really bad coughs a couple of days ago, and it seems like the infection is back in my lungs.

Where is my puppy science partner? Where is my cult? Where is my glorious ovulation or whatever the fuck that was? Huh???