#mants

[sabrine-bree-the-bravery]

GUYS. GUYS GUYS GUYS. IT'S OUT. THE FIRST 2 EPISODES OF THE PJO SHOW IS OFFICIALLY ON DISNEY+. I CAN'T EVEN WATCH IT YET BECAUSE I HAVE A WHOLE PLAN FOR TOMORROW. WTF. I'M FREAKING OUT.

[maxwritess]

my stories have just gotten longer and sadder with each post lmao I didn't mean to do that

[sabrine-bree-the-bravery]

I'm sane guys I'm normal I swear

i just want to lay on someone with my ears pressed against their chest while they run their hands through my hair, is that too much to ask for?

[quotessssssssssssssssss]

"I'll moisten my hands with the tears of my enemies."

-me

[girldriveroscar]

feel like not enough ppl r aware of 19 yr old renault oscar randomly getting juiced with insane charisma

[ensalada-de-lengua-de-pajaritos]

[deletingmyself]

(by Markos Mant)| Innsbruck, Austria

Instagram

[wdcgardener]

I was invited the Plant Development Services Inc. reception at the @nationalaquarium the night before @mantsbaltimore - it was a fun evening and what a treat to see the #gardendc podcast spotlighted in their presentation to their growers. #mants2023 #mants #pdsi #encoreazaleas #betterboxwood #horticulture (at National Aquarium) https://www.instagram.com/p/CncJVPRunwJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[cottageinthecourt]

When you see your friends at Cavanos and just don't want to interrupt! A great resource, and so glad they are a part of the world of horticulture! #MANTS #cavanosperennials #allthingsbeautiful #allaboutthegardenlife (at Baltimore, Maryland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnUxaABuVEo/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[sabrine-bree-the-bravery]

finally making an intro post!! only took me almost a year of being on this hellsite to do it

anyways here it is!

I'm Max, I'm genderfluid and omnisexual and you can ask for my pronouns at any time :D

also I'm a minor so don't be weird(in a bad way) or you will be blocked

Fandoms I'm in:

Riordanverse

KOTLC

Shadowhunters (I've read almost all the books and watched the first season of the show)

Total Drama

Grishaverse (just finished SOC, rewatched the show, and am currently rereading S&B)

Hazbin Hotel

Honorable Mentions:

Helluva Boss

Hamilton

We Are Not Free by Traci Chee

DRAMA! by Paul Ruditis

the fact that I forgot about webtoons

Webtoons I like:

High Class Homos

Nevermore

Jackson's Diary

Homesick

Castle Swimmer

Post Harbor (I binged the entire thing in 2 hours when I was supposed to be asleep and I'm obsessed now)

School Bus Graveyard

(there's probably more but I can't think of any)

Things I like:

my mutuals <3

Halloween

books

tea

color guard

stuffed animals (you can never be too old)

real animals

my brothers

music

oversized clothes (mostly hand-me-downs)

Things I dislike:

homophobia

racism

sexism

tight clothes

my parents

Favorite ships:

Noco (total drama)

Kitty (the dark artifices/the wicked powers)

Solangelo (riordanverse)

Thomastair (the last hours)

Huskerdust (hazbin hotel)

Sokeefe (KOTLC)

Stolitz (helluva boss)

Tags:

#max speaks(random thoughts) #max lore?(info about me) #max says stuff✨(quotes) #mants(max rants) #max answers(answering asks) ermm that's all I can think of rn oh wait here's a new one #dyslexia <3(my bbg @pey-no-attention-to-me) #max posting

that's it for now! I might add more later on. if you want to know more just send me an ask

(PS go check out my sideblog @quotessssssssssssssssss)

(PPS here's my other sideblog @maxwritess)

[maxwritess]

Nobody Would Notice

I don’t think anyone would notice. Nobody would notice if I didn’t show up to class. Nobody would notice if when I did show up, I had a black eye and the dark circles under my eyes were more prominent than ever. Nobody would notice if I wore so much makeup I looked like a doll other than the tear streaks marring the perfect face. Nobody would notice if I didn’t speak a word to anyone for an entire day. Nobody would notice if the teacher stopped calling my name during attendance, if they stopped putting my name on the seating chart. Nobody would notice the stained circles on my silk pillowcases. Nobody would notice. Cece noticed. They noticed the little things, like if my eyes were slightly red and puffy. Tay noticed. She texted me multiple times if I didn’t show up to class. But of course I don’t get to see the only people that noticed me. Of course, my ‘friends’ used to notice. They would ask if I was okay if I wasn’t online at all for a day or two. They asked me where I was when I returned to class the day after I got sick. They wouldn’t notice anymore. I would know, because they don’t.

[fjorests-of-wildemount]

I am such a sucker for "I don't *need* you, I *want* you" romance stories, and that is what Dorian was trying to say. It might seem callous to say to Orym, who feels like his only purpose on this planet is to get between danger and everyone else, "I didn't need you. I survived without you. You didn't have to protect me, I'm here anyway."

But instead of feeling useless, Orym felt *relieved*. That weight lifted off him just enough to let the cracks show. He broke down into tears because Dorian told him he knew, he saw him, and it wasn't a pact to keep each other going. Dorian came back because he wants to be there. With Orym. Dorian came back *for Orym*.

And then Dorian out and took his hand. Orym's face when that happened! How often has someone reached for *him*, especially lately? And Dorian led him inside, hand in hand.

Orym is obviously still feeling desperate and powerless, but I also think taking Otohan's sword was part of him processing his grief. And he may say it isn't about revenge, but there is a bit of retribution in what he wants to do. I'm thinking about Liam not answering the question on 4SD about what Orym ultimately wants. My guess is that it's because whatever it is he wants hasn't happened yet.

Orym has so much support around him if only he lets it. Dorian, Fearne, even the Wildmother reaching out like she has in all of his darkest times. There is so much farther to go, so many awful things along the way, but you have to eventually take pressure off of a wound in order to heal it.

[dropswand]

MIZI IN ROUND 7 MY BELOVED

She is Till's ray of hope on this round. He resigned himself to dying, he gave up practically. Choked in regret and misery, he was alone- Mizi was missing, likely dead and is dead.

The way his eyes light up ans he regains vitality. He was overwhelmed and felt truly alone, like in Rouns 6 he resigned hinself to dying. But this time, it felt like he was mentally at the brink too, because of round 5 and 6.

Seeing Mizi was like a wake up call to him- a spark and miracle. The push he needed to snap put of it.

He loves Mizi.

It may not be reciprocated, romantically, but the care is mutual.

The round is practically over though, but Till has regained his spark- the same spark that makes him able to fight aginst aliens and win for a few seconds before they put him on a leash again.

And Luka realises this.

Till is driven by emotions, and in the blink of an eye can drastically change actions and make multiple moves when motivated and charged.

This scene shows how Mizi and Till are eachothers final hopes.

This round is called Final, not for it being the end of this alien stage- not with out special guests here. But it's the end of what these 2 jad left.

Alien stage is cruel, and it presented multiple instances of false hope. It repeats again and again.

With tbe aliens believing Ivan would win, until he gave it up and in a blink was gone.

With Mizi and Sua beleiving they could tie, and the brief second they felt they did, until in a blink Mizi got 1 more point and Sua was gone.

For Hyuna, who once had both her brother and Luka one moment and seemingly the next lost it all, and by the hands of someone she trusted. Evrrything she had, gone seemingly in a blink.

Hope is fleeting in alien stage. And I feel like it's why the things in the back are also temporary means of happiness shown repeatedly- such as the shooting stars Ivan enjoys and finds peace in, and the flower crown that had its own background story in the mvs with Mizi and Till. Thsy taper off and die or pass eventually. But they're watched carefully by wide eyes.

It repeated, that joy and hope lost in the matter of seconds.

Blink, gone.

Except, Mizi and Till didn't blink. They watched, eyes wide and focused, and perhaps its thar focus and consumation of hope and emotion that doomed them to barely meet eachothers hands and escape the shot in the crowd.

There is no hope, in a cruel alien stage.

And it's ironic that as always, Till feels like he's won for a few seconds when acting against the aliens, only to lose to them a moment later. This time it's permanent.

[atlas-coolbean]

How can one man be so fucking hot

[molsquinn]

I get this follower request at least once every couple days

[d4jamso]

I just wanted to draw him with more detail<3