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mansybotic · 1 year
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Neon x Injured! Reader - Blame
The rhythmic sound of the heart monitor was the only sound that was audible in the room. Neon's eyes darted from the screen of the heart monitor, anxiously watching for any drastic change in your heart rate. Luckily, there was none.
Sighing, she looked back to you, seeing that you were still unconscious, but still breathing, with the condensation on the inside of your oxygen mask being a testimony of your still-working lungs.
Then she looked at her hands, and memories of the recent mission played through her head. The mission had gone awry, and it was her fault. There was a moment of anger, and then a moment of rage, and once everything had been said and done, shock and remorse were all she felt now.
She balled her hands, tears welling in her eyes as she grit her teeth together. She wanted to scream, to yell, to be angry at herself for hurting you, but her emotions all came to a stop when she heard a soft, near inaudible groan.
She looked up, and she saw your eyes open slightly. "Y/N?" She called out, suppressing her excitement and anxiety as you woke up, remembering Sage's advice to not be too loud when you finally rose from unconsciousness. You weakly turned to Neon, and Neon could see the corners of your lips curl up into a small smile.
"Neon," you greeted, holding an open palm out for Neon to take. Neon didn't take your hand, instead leaning in closer. "Are you okay?" She asked worriedly. "You took a big hit just now." Your brows furrowed for a moment as you struggled to recall what had happened during the mission. Then you realised how you ended up in your current condition.
"I'm fine." You said, seeing the look on Neon's face. The look not only showed her concern for your physical health, but her insecurity and remorse for your condition. However, your words and smile did nothing to quell her worries, however, and she bowed her head.
"I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what?" You asked, straining slightly as you tried to sit up. Neon noticed your attempt, and hurriedly got you to a comfortable sitting position. Once you were comfortable and safe, she replied to your question.
"For what I did. I lost control, and now I got you in here." She said apologetically. "I should have stayed back, but I didn't. And you paid the price for my—"
"Stop talking."
Neon looked up at you in surprise. "What?" She asked, not believing her ears.
"Stop talking. If all you're going to do is blame yourself for what happened to me, then I don't want to hear it." You said, the tone of your voice turning from tender to stern, like Sage lecturing Phoenix, Jett, or Yoru. Or all three. "You couldn't have known about the Omega agents waiting on the other side."
Neon blinked a few times at you, wondering if the blood loss was getting to you. "But—"
"No." You sighed, knowing that what you were saying probably was not making any sense at the moment. But you just hated seeing Neon in distress. "Just... just don't blame yourself, okay? It was my fault for not being on guard."
Neon looked like she was about to argue some more, but you reached over and took her hand in yours, your strength slowly coming back to you. "I... know this sounds weird, but just hold me, will you?"
Neon was confused, but she leaned in, resting her head on your chest, and with that, the room fell silent again, with the both of you just enjoying each other's company and warmth.
As Neon let herself lay into you, an unfamiliar warmth blossomed in her chest and stomach. She didn't know what this feeling was, but she liked it.
It wasn't long before her feelings of self-doubt and guilt were washed away, replaced by the comfort and affection that you gave to her.
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mansybotic · 1 year
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Ashe x Avarosan!S.O Headcanons
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Ashe first met you when the two of you went out on a hunting trip with some of your fellow tribespeople.
During the hunting trip, you and Ashe were separated from the others in a forest, leaving the both of you with little rations and no proper sense of direction. The icing on the cake? Wolves began to pick up your scent.
While fending the wolves off, you noticed one of them sneaking up on Ashe from behind while your warmother was preoccupied with its pack. In the heat of the moment, you stuck your arm out, letting it bite down on it instead of Ashe.
Once the fighting was over, the two of you camped under a big tree, with Ashe treating your wound, apologising for not being careful enough to prevent it from happening. You chuckled and assured her it was not her fault, saying that people have to care for their leader.
Seeing that it was rather late, the both of you mutually decided to set up camp instead of risking the journey back home.
As you slept in the night, Ashe, who was keeping watch for any threat, noticed how you shivered as the cold winds blew past you. She then wrapped her cowl around you, seeing that she is an Iceborn and is more resistant to the cold temperatures than you are.
You were extremely grateful when you found Ashe's cowl wrapped around you when you woke up the next day, and Ashe smiled and said that a leader also cares for their people.
The both of you made it back to camp after hours of navigating the forest, during which your arm wound worsened as Ashe didn't have the proper materials to treat it. Seeing this, Ashe hastily got you to the healers, explaining your condition in a breakneck speed.
As you recovered, she visited you daily to check up on you. Although it just started out as "a leader caring for their people", the both of you began looking forward to having conversations with each other as you talked about various topics ranging from Avarosa to gossip.
Ashe was the first to confess her feelings. Once you had fully recovered, she took you to a private part of the village and admitted her feelings for you. Unsurprisingly, you confessed that you reciprocated, and the two of you became lovers from then on.
Of course, it is widely known that Ashe is married to Tryndamere, and both you and Ashe decided that it would be best for your relationship to be kept private, with the only ones knowing of the two of you being Tryndamere and Braum.
This also meant that the two of you rarely had time to properly spend time with each other. However, Ashe sometimes makes some arrangements for you two to go out on hunting trips together. During those trips, you both exchange small gestures of affection, such as stroking each other's back, and if you're very lucky, holding each other's hand.
While Ashe is often regarded as the 'Ice Queen', you get to see her fiery side in private sometimes when she's had a bad day. She often looks to you for comfort when she's in a bad mood, but when her mood is particularly bad, she tries to spend some time to herself to avoid potentially hurting you.
Ashe can also be territorial and possessive. Should anyone try to charm you, she'll dart into the situation and issue "orders" to draw the person or you away.
Ashe is also extremely protective of you. She knows you can handle yourself in a fight, but after the incident with the wolves, she feels much more comfort if you're behind her rather than in front of her during hunting trips.
When the two of you are in private, she loves to show her affection for you in the form of touch. She likes to say that she's "cold", and she needs you to warm her up.
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