#man. maybe im too tired for this rn lmaooooo

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[idol rpg-esque music intensifies]

[grayson-dolans-dangly-earring]

It Started With A Treehouse (G.D.)

I havent written any Grayson smut in forever soooooo here take this garbage lmao

@scuteedolans @dangly-feather-earring-dolan @pinksnapbackbullshit

              Ethan, Grayson, and I had been inseparable for our entire lives. We grew up as neighbors, the twins ran into my backyard and climbed into my tree house scaring the hell out of me when we were five years old and the rest is pretty much history. Our parents became friends, we went on vacations together, we were babysat together, and we got along great so we basically grew up in each other’s pockets. As we got older the twins grew like weeds and bulked up quite a bit. There was no denying that they were handsome young men, I just wasn’t attracted to either of them. Or so I thought.

                As time went on, I realized a little part of me always loved Grayson a little bit more than Ethan. I always gave in to him, whether it be where we went to eat or what game we played. All he had to do was look up at me through the thick fringe of his eyelashes with those big hazel puppy dog eyes and my resolve would crumble in an instant. His face would split into a beautiful grin, flashing his brilliant white teeth, and I’d melt. Of course, to his face I would scoff and pretend to be irritated but I was never really upset. I don’t think I ever could be.

               It was late on Saturday night, and my phone rang with a text message.

*Group Chat*

G: hey sluts, movie night?

E: first off, rude. second, no.

Me: why not E? hot date tonight?! Lmaooooo

G: yeah right, Y/N. maybe with his left hand.

Me: EW

E: HEY LISTEN I COULD GET A DATE IF I WANTED ONE

G: suuuuuure ya could buddy.

E: I don’t see you on many dates dear brother so….

Me: OH SICK BURN BABY

G: you two are the worst

E: aww ya sad now?

Me: yeah gray, ya gonna cry?

G: fuck offfffff. Is anyone coming to watch this fucking movie with me or what????

E: I already said no, dingus. I’m sleeping at Aaron’s house tonight

G: so you DO have a hot date!

Me: don’t let things get too sexy tonight E!

E: you are both monsters.

Me: gray I’m in for a movie if you want. As long as its nothing that sucks.

G: do my choices ever suck?????

Me: um remember the 4th of july with the twizzlers and half a bottle of fireball???

G: I MEANT MY MOVIE CHOICES NOT MY LIFE CHOICES Y/N.

Me: mhmmmmmm

G: I came out to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now.

E: gray that was lame

Me: you are LITERALLY a living meme

G: yeah but you love me baby!

E: I don’t!

Me: yeah yeah whatever I’ll be over in 5

G: YAY!

               I put my phone in my pocket before I slipped my shoes on. I called out to my mother to let her know where I was going on my way out the door. I walked across the driveway and into the Dolan’s front yard. I didn’t bother knocking and I just walked inside. I knew everyone else was gone because the only car in the driveway was Grayson’s. That’s when reality hit. I was alone with him in this big house. Why the fuck was it so hard to breathe all of a sudden? I needed to relax and act normal. I could not let my minor crush come bubbling to the surface right this very second.

               “GRAYSON BAILEY DOLAN WHERE YOU AT?!” I shouted from the front hallway. “I’M IN HERE!” I heard him yell in response from the living room. I grinned and started running. When I hit the living room I dove over the arm of the couch and tackled Grayson onto the cushions. “Y/N what the hell girl?! Are you tryin to kill me?” He said while laughing. His laughter shook my body as I was still on top of him. “You know I like to make an entrance.” I said while climbing off of him. I flopped onto the couch next to him with my feet in his lap. “Go ahead G, fire it up!” He chuckled while pressing play on the remote.

               About an hour into the movie, I started to get tired and uncomfortable because of the way I was sitting. Grayson’s large hand wrapped around my ankle. Still staring at the screen, he said “Stop squirming.” My heartbeat quickened just a little and I let out a fake irritated sigh. He patted his thigh and said “Come on.” I smiled a little and rearranged myself so my head was resting in his lap. Grayson knew this was my favorite way to lay but he also knew I always fell asleep like this too. Sure enough he started stroking my hair and in a matter of minutes I was asleep.

               About an hour later I started to wake up but Grayson was still stroking my hair so I didn’t open my eyes. Call me selfish but it was soothing and I didn’t want him to stop. I cracked one eye open and his phone was close enough to my face that I could read his texts. Now I didn’t want to spy but teasing Gray was kinda my favorite thing and if there was something funny in his texts I could use against him, you can bet your ass I would. He was texting Ethan and the hand that wasn’t stroking my hair, was flying over his keyboard.  It took all of my strength not to shiver while reading his conversation.

G: e I need help

E: whats up bro?

G: im freaking out. Y/N’s head is in my lap

E: dude this isn’t new. she does that all the time

G: e you KNOW this is different. You know how I feel about her!

E: yeah and that’s why I went to Aarons! Man up!

G: I don’t know what to do! God damn it I want to touch her so bad

E: okay well don’t be weird about it. Just like touch her arm or something idk man!

G: ethan you have no idea what she does to me I cant fucking breathe rn

E: well im going to leave you to it FIGURE IT OUT BUD!

G: ETHAN NO

G: ETHAN I SWEAR TO GOD

G: FUCK

               He clicked the power button on his phone and threw it onto the other side of the couch, and his head dropped back, a sigh escaping his lips. Now that I knew he wanted me just as bad as I wanted him, I pulled the courage from inside of me and decided that I was going to make the move to go further. I pretended to still be asleep and I rolled over so my face was inches from his toned stomach. I could hear him gasp above me and I bit back a grin. I stretched out like a cat as his hand ran down my spine. I slowly dragged my hand over the growing bulge in Grayson’s jeans. A groan spilled from his lips and I could feel his body tense up. I slowly blinked my eyes open and grinned up at him. “Are you sure sweetheart? Because if we do this, you gotta be sure.” He asked quietly. I could see the hope shining in his eyes and a shy grin appeared on his face as I nodded.

               As soon as he had confirmation that I was okay with this, a fire ignited in his eyes and his hand traveled down between my thighs. He began rubbing small tight circles over my clit through my leggings. All reasonable thought flew out of my head at the feeling of his fingers on my most sensitive area. My hips bucked against his hand and moans spilled from my lips. “These need to come off.” Grayson said, pulling at my pants. I stood up and removed my leggings, feeling exposed. “C’mere baby.” He said, grabbing my hips and pulling me into his lap.

               Grayson tucked his head into my neck and nipped at the sensitive skin. My hips began to grind down onto his thick thigh and I couldn’t control my sighs as my clit rubbed against the denim of his jeans. At this point I was so turned on I couldn’t see straight. “Fuck baby. You like riding my thigh? Does that feel good?” Grayson growled, his hands guiding my hips back and forth on his leg. “Yes! Hngg-oh my god Grayson!” I whined out. One of his hands left my hip and snaked down to rub me through my panties. He pushed them to the side and sank 2 thick fingers into me. I gasped at the intrusion and he grinned me, knowing exactly what he was doing to me. I tipped my head down and sealed my lips with his. He pumped his fingers in and out of my dripping center and my mouth fell open. He slipped his tongue into my mouth and I could feel that heat coiling in my belly.

               Grayson withdrew his fingers from my pussy and brought them up to my mouth. I sucked his index finger into my mouth, wrapping my tongue around the thick digits. I looked into his eyes as I continued sucking and he let out a low hiss.

               “That’s it. Enough fucking around.” He growled as he flipped me onto my back. Grayson stood up and unbuckled his pants, yanking them down along with his boxers. He pushed my knees apart and settled between my thighs. “Please Grayson. I need you.” I whined, on the brink of tears. “Shh don’t cry baby. Daddy knows what you need.” He whispered, lining his length up with my entrance. He pushed into me slowly, giving me time to adjust to his size.

               Grayson pulled out almost all the way and slammed back in, an animalistic sound ripping out of my throat. He began thrusting into me at a near punishing pace and I couldn’t contain the sounds spilling from my lips. “Please Daddy! God you feel so good! I can’t hold on!” I screamed. “Yeah that’s right baby. Tell me how good you feel. Tell me how much you need my cock.” Grayson grunted into my ear, his warm breathe fanning over my heated skin. “Ugh-Gray you feel so good inside me. Your cock is the best I’ve ever had! I’m gonna come!” I whimpered in response.

               His hand gently tightened around my throat, beginning to cut off my air supply. He kept thrusting quickly, his face twisting and contorting as he chased his release. His hand kept tightening around my throat and the air was getting thinner and thinner. The lack of oxygen made my blood feel like it was boiling and my clit was throbbing. Just as my vision started to darken Grayson removed his hand and used it to rub my clit in tight circles as I sucked in a huge breath. The sudden intake of oxygen mixed with his touches threw me right over the edge as I exploded around him. “FUCK!” Grayson shouted into the empty room as my pussy continued to flutter around him. After another half dozen powerful thrusts he stilled inside me as his orgasm washed over him. After he spilled his seed inside me, he collapsed on top of me, his head on my chest.

               “Wow. Y/N do you know how I’ve wanted this? How long I’ve wanted you?” He whispered into my damp skin. I ran my fingers through his messy hair and whispered back “I’m guessing, as long as I’ve wanted you?” He was quiet before responding. “Y/N please don’t tell me this was a one time thing? I want you to be mine. Like, forever ya know?” Grayson said, lifting his head to look me in the eyes. I cradled his face in my hand. “I’ve been yours since you and your idiot brother stormed my treehouse when we were five years old Grayson Bailey Dolan. I’m not going anywhere.”

[stardusstt]

I was tagged by @ohxthexhorror Thank you! 💖💋

🍒Laat🍒

last drink: orange juice

last phone call: my mom lol, cause there was a mouse in the hood of my car...apparently he's decided to shack up in there

last song you listened to: Shooting Stars - Billy Idol

last time you cried: earlier today 

🍒Have you ever🍒

dated someone twice: nope

been cheated on: idk maybe haha

kissed someone and regretted it: YESSSSS

lost someone special: yeah

been depressed: hahahahahah all day ere day

been drunk and thrown up: many a time, thnx tequila. also drinking vodka through a fn straw ahhhhh

🍒IN THE PAST YEAR YOU🍒

made a new friend: yeah

fallen out of love: nah

laughed till you cried: yes!!!

met someone who changed you: hmmm no?

found out who your true friend were: ohhhh yessss

found out someone was talking about you: yeah

🍒GENERAL🍒

how many people on tumblr do you know in real life ? one! @r0semcgowan my bff

do you have any pets ? i have a golden retriever, Gypsy! and a pretty kitty, Nikki! also a fish named Lexxi lmao

do you want to change your name ? yes sometimes i hate my name... my dad wanted to call me either Jacqueline, or Reagan and my mom wanted to call me, Star, Mercedes, or other various car related names...which are all better than Hailey lmao.

what time did you wake up this morning ? 7:30 about

what were you doing last night: decorating for halloween, also making a list of shit i need to bring w me to Milwaukee  

name something you cannot wait for: lol my mini trip to Milwaukee to see Guns N’ Roses  again. Im flying there from mpls lol cause my car is trash (i love my car though omfg) but i bought a VIP ticket and will be three rows away from Duff, Axl, and Slash and i cannot believe it yet omfg. 

have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes haha

what’s getting on your nerves right now ? everything really

blood type: idk O+ maybe

nickname: my mom gave me the nickname poncho, i also have hails lmao but only really like when one person in particular calls me that. and ya know, bitch ass cunt or trash seems to fit pretty well lmaooooo

relationship status: singleeeeee

zodiac sign: Scorpio on the cusp with Libra. Happy “me” season💖

pronouns: she/her

favorite tv show: i have a lot, its always sunny, family ties, baywatch, the office, wilfred, sherlock, house md....probs missing some lmao

college: um i go to college? second year what am i? sophomore?

hair color: blonde, soon to be blue💙 and by soon i mean like late november when i actually have money.

do you have a crush on someone: unfortunately yes, he works at the tattoo place i go to, practicing to be an artist. he's perfect and funny and cute and has a bitchin mohawk. like an actual mohawk not a pussy one but for real man you gotta see it to believe it. i ran into him at the state fair of all places, and was totally wine drunk lmao but we had a nice conversation but i haven't seen him since:( hopefully he’ll be working this sunday when i get my work done!!!! pray for me dudes!! he will be mine oh yes he will be mine

what do you like about yourself: lol my hair i guess. and my eyes! they are the same color as my dads, and they change a lil w the seasons. i also love my sense of style and my taste in music.

🍒FIRSTS🍒

first piercing: my ears when i was like 3 or 4 at kmart lmao

first sport you joined: horse riding

first vacation: um iowa? never really been anywhere...

🍒MORE GENERAL🍒

eating: nothing rn lol, i had dried pineapple though before work.

drinking: nothing now lol

I’m about to: probably sleep cause I'm fn tired

listening to: Flesh For Fantasy - Billy Idol...i love listening to him at night.

want kids: hell no

get married: yeah

career: lol not really sure 

🍒WHICH IS BETTER🍒

lips or eyes:  eyes but no one wants bad lips so both lmao

hugs or kisses: kisses lol but it depends on who's hugging me cause Bret Michaels i could hug all day long cause he's really warm and smells really good and calls me pretty sooooooo, ill be seeing him again in a week and a half omfg😍

shorter or taller: TALLER

older or younger: OLDERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

romantic or spontaneous:  a lil of both please

sensitive or loud: eh both i guess

hook up or relationship: depends on who we’re talking about

troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker xxx

🍒HAVE YOU EVER🍒

kisses a stranger: sort of

drank hard liquor: its one of my favorite past times

lost glasses/ contacts: i have 20/20 vision

sex on first date: nah 

broken someone’s heart: yes and he deserved it

been arrested: not yet

turned someone down: oh yes

🍒DO YOU BELIEVE🍒

in yourself: sometimes

miracles: yes

love at first sight: sorta

heaven: eh maybe

santa claus: sure

idk who to tag ibvneowkndwkndx: @sheonlycaresaboutbands @sodascherry @r0semcgowan anyone who wants to can!! although i don't think anyone ever takes me up on the suggestion lmao, I'm too tired to function let alone think of more wonderful mutuals to tag sorrrrryyyyy.

[jen-thine-hen]

some asks no one asked for

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

my mother and i don’t really know each other, but she’s recently been trying to connect with me. my father and i are...complicated, but we love each other.

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

my father. lmao.

03: Do you regret anything?

yes. who doesn’t?

04: Are you insecure?

i am but i like to pretend i’m not.

05: What is your relationship status?

single ;)

06: How do you want to die?

either peacefully in my sleep or like. shot in the head. that’d be pretty badass.

07: What did you last eat?

pizza. stuffed crust. wings.

08: Played any sports?

soccer once in like third grade and nothing since.

09: Do you bite your nails?

nope.

10: When was your last physical fight?

...never.

11: Do you like someone?

yes. tis a forbidden and tragic love. (she’s straight. and i moved away from her.)

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

noooo and i hope i never have to.

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

to quote a show i love to bits: “love is too strong of an emotion to waste on someone you don’t like.” i don’t hate anyone specifically rn, but i do hate my friend group. they’re acting shitty.

14: Do you miss someone?

i miss everyone. (haha)

15: Have any pets?

a doggie named pepper

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

tired dude. and that blank meh feeling that comes with depression lol.

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

nope. sounds hot.

18: Are you scared of spiders?

i am cautious of them.

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

yeah. not even to change anything, just to relive the good old days. there are people i’d love to experience laughing with again.

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

my living room.

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

christmas shopping for myself. yippee.

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

zero kids as i am fifteen and single and a lesbian.

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

i have basic ear piercings, but have been trying to convince my dad to let me get a buuuunch of ear piercings. all up my lobes. yes.

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

english. im mediocre and everything else. except for math, which i am horrendous at.

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

too many to count. (i’ve been saying a lot of stuff like this lol so i’ll explain: i move around a lot because of my dads work. have moved like forty times in the past ten years and have had to say goodbye to lots of people forever. so.)

26: What are you craving right now?

some babka. idek.

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

yes. once they got over me, they realised they were gay, but they were pretty heartbroken for a hot second.

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

yup.

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

in a good way! (cute story. i kissed them on the cheek and they started crying because they’d never experienced that kind of stuff before. aw.)

30: What’s irritating you right now?

my friend group. man. they gotta act like i’m actually there sometimes, you know?

31: Does somebody love you?

yes? i’m not sure if this is supposed to be about romance, because if so, i don’t think so. but i have friends and family who love me.

32: What is your favourite color?

orange 🍊

33: Do you have trust issues?

not really? i just don’t trust people until i get to know them well. so maybe a little ??? idek tbh.

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

last dream was about the end of the world, and the daughter of the scientist who had been trying to prevent it it was kidnapped by the guy who’d caused it all. it was epic. had a storyline and everything. (i wrote it down for later reference.)

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

my best friend walesca. it was a hard cry.

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

yeah lol. it’s a bad trait of mine that i’m trying to fix.

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive. i never forget.

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

not by the long shot. this one is probably the crappiest one so far, in fact.

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

fourteen? thirteen? somewhere around there.

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

no???? wth.

51: Favourite food?

grains. any kind of grains. bread, cereal, pasta. yum.

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

maybe some things.

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

watched glee.

54: Is cheating ever okay?

no? but i know that sometimes there is room for forgiveness. there’s a difference between okay and forgivable.

55: Are you mean?

sometimes. i’m trying to improve. (it has to do with the way i was raised, and the way my dad effects my tendencies.)

56: How many people have you fist fought?

zero.

57: Do you believe in true love?

yes. but not that it only happens once.

58: Favourite weather?

cold as a witch’s tit.

59: Do you like the snow?

i love it.

60: Do you wanna get married?

yeah? who knows though, i’m still you g.

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

it’s adorable when anyone calls me any kind of endearment.

62: What makes you happy?

singing broadway songs.

63: Would you change your name?

yeah. probably to ariana. i don’t like my name.

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

yes lmaooooo. he was a GUY and he was the one who made me realise i was GAY.

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

i mean they know i’m gay so...lol. but otherwise i’d have to let them down easy.

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

yup.

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

my father.

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

best friend walesca.

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

yes. romantic and platonic. i have met some of mine.

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

100% all of my best friends. seven of those fuckers. i love em to pieces.